Sad boi hours

🥀 Coulda Been The 0ne

Vibes VI

inertia

thearchived and sadtxnshi <3

most listened songs 2022

ft. @internetsacha
prod. @whereisnomu / @prodnomu

SPOTIFY

butterflies w/ sacha online (nomu)

awful ways

awful ways w/ bronclair [blackwinterwells]

come2grips w/ Shiki XO (iris + fortuneswan)

i tried to call u (Prod Splashgvng)
Key Ab Major
Bpm 150

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🚫 No samples used
🎸 Guitar by Splashgvng

i tried to call u

vocals by me and rouri 
art by phixel


wut do u want frm me?
i been silently waiting 4 u to leave
its a problem with u & not a problem w me
i been stuck in place, not moving constantly
u think ur safe w/ ur back trned
dnt feel surprised when this blade makes ur neck hurt
jus close ur eyes & wish 4 things to get bettter
acid lies always burning thru my sweatshirt

YOUTUBE

problem with u ft. rouri404 (yungspoiler)

drown U

My Only Friend

prod farber

i fucking hate how things went i just want us to be okay again

@no_algorithm ur cool :)

[lyrics:]
--sadtxnshi--
i dont know where i should go
i lost the only girl i love
its so cold without you home
this shit is harder than i thought
baby call me
i need you right now
baby call me
i'll lose this fight now
nothings fun without you here
i spend my day sitting around
fuck im running out of tears
i hate that you are out of town
baby call me
im fucking lonely
baby call me
im dying slowly

--no algorithm--
i don’t know where i should go
this is funny im a real yung ghost
motherfucker don’t know me or how far i’ll go

please girl don’t call me
i know your not sorry
i know you don’t love me
no you don’t

fuck your apology
i know it’s hard for me
but i know pretty soon you’ll be over me
revenge suicide hope u cry for me
set my soul a blaze i’ll be fucking haunting you

call me w/no algorithm (farber)

lifes crazy. wrote & recorded on day 4 of having covid

Connect with the artist:
DEV:
@youngdev585
instagram.com/youngdev585
twitter.com/devtheprophet

beatsbykimpe:
www.youtube.com/channel/UCO2ddQZE2BHsrZIig6JJ1ZQ

Naji:
https://www.youtube.com/c/ProdNaji

lyrics:

its just another day
another good chance to find out what to say
roll another J
know I keep the pack tucked when the worst at bay
and when im waking up, girl i see your face
i would never even think we’d be playin these games

caught a feelin for the other side,
quick thought about it then we ride out
when we talkin girl i feel so high, never been so high, never been so high now
i dont even really wanna fight
fuck the drama babygirl lets vibe out
cut me off and girl I might just cry, damn I guess I really needed you

all the late night conversations, keep replayin that shit
i cant get my lovin back i just abandon that shit
you really tried to lead me on, and now im stuck here writin songs
girl I swear you did me wrong but you’re okay with that shit

i never thought we’d go from best friends to our feelings in the background
ill take your pain and I can hold it on my back now
so how does that sound?
i really tried to be here for you always told you i adored you
hope the memories stay vivid in the past now
you broke my heart like that shit was made of glass now
i swear you got me feelin stupid, i dont know what else to do
i felt ahead but now im showin up in last now

caught a feelin for the other side,
quick thought about it then we ride out
when we talkin girl i feel so high, never been so high, never been so high now
i dont even really wanna fight
fuck the drama babygirl lets vibe out
cut me off and girl I might just cry, damn I guess I really needed you
caught a feelin for the other side,
quick thought about it then we ride out
when we talkin girl i feel so high, never been so high, never been so high now
i dont even really wanna fight
fuck the drama babygirl lets vibe out
cut me off and girl I might just cry, damn I guess I really needed you
damn i guess i really needed you
damn i guess i really needed you

damn i guess i rlly needed you..

damn i guess i rlly needed u.. (prod. Kimpe x Naji)

prod rinne

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[lyrics:]
i dont fucking know how i can cope with all the pain bitch
you left me alone and now you see me go insane shit
i dont really get why everybody is the same bitch
tell me that you love me i dont care if you're just faking

you hate me now
but i still dream of you
im breaking down
i dont know what to do

i can not stop to cry
so please just let me die

you broke me 
and you dont care
you showed me
life is not fair
chainsmoking
you still dont care
you told me
that you'll be there

you hate me now (rinne)

prod rinne x perish <3

i hope you'll find happiness in life

[lyrics:]
i miss the days when you were laying in my bed
baby i feel okay when you hold my hand
we are meant to be together you know that
cant believe its over baby please come back
oh girl i need you in my life
oh girl i need you by my side
oh girl i fucking miss your eyes
oh girl i love you please be mine
fine, i can give you some more time
i dont know how to feel alright
my patience is about to die
i dont know how to stay alive


staring at the sky
i think about you
girl im feeling fine
when im around you
every song i write
is about you
i just wanna cry 
when im without you

@ibleedicare
sometimes i wish you were here by my side
to help me forget about suicide
you were here next to me
please just keep talking to me

i always have a part of you
you're haunting all of my songs
i never thought forgetting you will take that long

i miss you
what can i do?

about you w/ibleedicare (rinne x perish)

prod iof <3

life's not fair :')

[lyrics:]
i dont get what i did wrong
i waste my time cant write a song
i wish you would communicate
but you dont you're not the same

i dont want to find another girl
cus you are everything i want
im living in a lonely world
i really thought that you're the one

i dont get why you do that
baby come back home
you were almost perfect
now you're fucking cold
dont be scared im not angry
i still love you so much
remember when you met me
i gave you all my trust 


you know i'd die for you
i would do everything
just to see you smile
im wondering if you think
about me that much too
i would do everything 
just to see you smile 
i would do everything

im not angry (iof)

prod splashgvng <3

if you read this im proud of you :3

[lyrics:]
burning down my memories
i guess right now its time to leave for me
my head's a fucking mess
and i forgot to take my meds
you said goodbye
but you promised you would come back
it was a lie
now you got another boyfriend


i trusted you so much
i gave you all my love
i guess im easy to replace 
i hate to see you change
im easy to replace 
i think i'll go insane

@luwonderland
i think i am going insane
nothing is in my brain
now i am short on my life 
gone - the time of my life

lost years lost months
memories falling to pieces 
lost years lost months
hole in my heart it's the deepest

i'm picking up the pieces of my skin
while i look at ur pictures and rethink
what have i done - what did i wrong
i thought this would last a lifetime long

burning down my memories w/lu wonderland (splashgvng)

smoking cig after cig
bitch i wanna die
i am sick of that shit
bitch you're wasting my time
always high i feel alive when the sun dies
its alright im feeling fine when i lose my mind
blunt in my hand
hold the gun to my head
pull the trigger, end it all
i know you want me dead
run from the past
the pain always lasts
fuck forever, i need love
i'll die young cus im sad

fuck i ate like shit for the last few weeks
i need more than a kiss baby make me bleed
cut my wrist let me feel some pain
all the shots i missed made me go insane
its getting hard and it makes me wanna die
im breaking hearts and im fucking up my life
i smoke too much
i dont want to stop
cus im fine on drugs

i fall apart
i see your face in the dark
i fall apart
in the dark

spotify

lose my mind (5head x metlast)

i covered a song by @spookydyvst check out the original its amazing <3
https://soundcloud.com/spookydyvst/buried-all-my-friends-alive-emptychest

fighting all the time
my feelings gonna fucking crash
i put them in the past
buried all my friends alive
dying by the moon
switching
hope i fucking die
i hope that one day
i could just fcking take my life
and if you wanted to
i know that we could make it last
im doing all these drugs
so i can forget bout the past
im feeling lonely
so i bury my face in the ground
cant tell me nothing
i just wanna live my fucking life

my life
i just wanna live my fucking life
i just wanna live my fucking life
i just wanna live my fucking life

fighting all the time
my feelings gonna fucking crash
i put them in the past
buried all my friends alive
dying by the moon
switching
hope i fucking die
i hope that one day
i could just fcking take my life

fighting all the time
my feelings gonna fucking crash
i put them in the past
buried all my friends alive
dying by the moon
switching
hope i fucking die
i hope that one day
i could just fcking take my life
and if you wanted to
i know that we could make it last
im doing all these drugs
so i can forget bout the past
im feeling lonely
so i bury my face in the ground
cant tell me nothing
i just wanna live my fucking life

music video

spotify <3

love me//hate me (yokai)

listen to the original <3
https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s/after-the-crash-prod-skela

pass out, black coat, but it’s warm inside
quick rush, heart pumps, but i should’ve died
her eyes hold pain, she can never hide
why wait all day just to come alive
fast bike, no breaks on the handlebars, it’s all okay i’m not going far
i feel my face breakin' to the floor, it’s all okay, done this all before

deep cuts I got bruises from the waist-down
so much for the thought of being home bound
gunshots and my ears are hearing no sound
it’ll all be straight if i just stay down
go through all you could, think i could deserve
my fists slam on wood, i take back all my words
live life in this world makes my stomach churn
i feel my hands curl as our home still burns

pass out, black coat, but it’s warm inside
quick rush, heart pumps, but i should’ve died
her eyes hold pain, she can never hide
why wait all day just to come alive
fast bike, no breaks on the handlebars, it’s all okay i’m not going far
i feel my face breakin' to the floor, it’s all okay, done this all before