Ja das ist also echt. So beschweren kann man sich da eher weniger. Schon nice nice

heyyy, i hope you enjoy my second ep <3

"i just wanna be alright" music video on my youtube :3

5 years

heaven sent (+:; rxms)

prod gaxillic x bad kid <3

i wrote this song while watching the sunset in a forest

[lyrics:]
you know im always sad 
i never feel really good
kinda miss my dad
im always wearing my hood
so no one sees that i cry
no i dont want them to know
that im losing my mind
cus when i tell them they go

i wanna get out of this hell im in
i dont wanna drown in all my sins
i cant go through all of this alone all the time
yea i just wanna be alright 

watch another sunset
on my own
smoke another blunt and
get too stoned
to talk to anyone
so i turn off my phone
you told me im a scumbag
now leave me alone

i dont fucking need you in my life 
so finally get the fuck out my mind
dont tell me that i didnt try
to fix us cus this is a lie

i just wanna be alright (gaxillic x bad kid)

[lyrics:]
do you still remember what i look like?
miss you since november, miss your blue eyes
do you still remember all the good times?
thought you'll stay forever you were my life

i am lost without you
i felt good around you
since you left i didnt feel a thing
i am lost without you 
i felt good around you
babe you lost your angel wings

girl why did you leave me?
my love was real
you teached me how to breathe
when i fall apart
babygirl i miss you
i wanna kiss you
one last time
before we say goodbye

before we say goodbye (gaxillic)

[lyrics:]
@sadtxnshi
suicidal thoughts keep on chasing me
everything i want is them to leave me be
but they wont
i smoke too much
my lungs hurt
i wont get old
i never felt worse
im so alone since she left me
but at least now i know the truth

@ibleedicare
i know you lied and i can't change that
fuck all the words that are still on my mind
i want to die cause i can't see my love in your eyes
i feel better when i'm high

@sadtxnshi
i am drunk and sad 
i dont wanna talk
laying in my bed
write another song
i cant run away
cus this feeling stays
always hated changes 
and i hate to hate
yea im a lover guy
trying to spread good energy
negative thoughts on my mind
but i even love my enemies
i love you even though
you treated me like shit
i know that i should go
but i'll stay with you bitch

@ibleedicare
i know you lied and i can't change that
fuck all the words that are still on my mind
i want to die cause i can't see my love in your eyes
i feel better when i'm high
i know you lied and i can't change that
fuck all the words that are still on my mind
i want to change i want to shine in someone else's eyes

i know you lied w/ibleedicare (gaxillic)

[lyrics:]
blades on my desk im not okay
pain in my chest i start to shake
when i think of you
fuck im depressed wish you didnt change
girl im obsessed with you saying my name
baby i love you

baby help me to get out of here
i need someone to wipe my tears
i dont want to die alone
yea baby please just come back home

4 months since you broke up and i still want you back
4 months since you broke up but you're still in my head
drown the pain in cigarettes and alcohol
cus you turned into a fucking hoe

wipe my tears (gaxillic)

[lyrics:]
@sadtxnshi
tell me what i have to do to make you love me back again
you know that im dying soon so please just give me one last chance

i worked on myself like you wanted me to
fixed my mental health all thats missing is you
i know that i'd be happy for the first time in my life
if you'd come back girl i promise we could shine
i can see my fucking future in your eyes

@stopitbuffoon
i cant take it anymore
im hollowed out entirely and still you wanted more
ive had enough
this isn't adding up
breathe into me
it's all that i need
to go on
to carry on

@sadtxnshi
i dont fall in love too fast
but when i love it lasts
until im dead
got a broken heart
and a wrist full of scars
girl i see your face when i look at the stars

i've had enough w/buffoon (gaxillic)

Lyrics and Vocals by Charlie Baby and Lil Xipz
Mixed and Mastered by Charlie Teague and Lil Xipz
Produced by TGS
LYRICS:
No it's not fair
Please don't go there
Don't act like you care
Hundred on the dash don't be scared
Oh it's not fair
Please don't go there 
Don't act like you care
Smoking my spliff while you stare

What is it that you're searching for
Who are you looking to blame
I write sins and I burn them in flames
Look me in my eyes when you're talking to me
See you in a nightmare haunting my dreams
Laying in the dirt so I could sleep

No it's not fair
Please don't go there
Don't act like you care
Hundred on the dash don't be scared
Oh it's not fair
Please don't go there 
Don't act like you care
Smoking my spliff while you stare

It's not fair
Don't go there
You wouldn't wanna live either if you woke up in my nightmare
Hate that stupid bitch that I see with the blank stare
Sleep paralysis fairytales dreams and nightmares
yeah they seem to ignore me 
but when I get a buzz don't act like you're with me
fake love is all they got for me
big bands baby imma get em by the plenty

No it's not fair
Please don't go there
Don't act like you care
Hundred on the dash don't be scared
Oh it's not fair
Please don't go there 
Don't act like you care
Smoking my spliff while you stare

Charlie Baby x Lil Xipz NOT FAIR (PROD.TGS)

Sixth song off the album.
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: HeyLee Manzeron
Produced by: Crizzy White
Mixed by: lil XipZ x HeyLee Manzeron
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
it feels like you dont want me again
kinda reminds me of the days with my ex
we fight all day, and at night i cry in bed
wondering when youll decide that its our end

as the days go on, my bones break and bend
u make make me hate myself so much, could u just quit
i still remember the day that we met
i hold it close to my heart as we near severed ends

[Verse: HeyLee Manzeron]
It is just like it seems, no, a breakups never clean
And it's always gonna break your heart
You were my final fantasy like out of an RPG
But the raid is gonna leave you charred
These empty words won't heal my scars
Look at just how cruel you are
Find new ways to tear my heart apart again
A manniquin for you to drench
In gasoline, set fire to me

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
it feels like you dont want me again
kinda reminds me of the days with my ex
we fight all day, and at night i cry in bed
wondering when youll decide that its our end

as the days go on, my bones break and bend
u make make me hate myself so much, could u just quit
i still remember the day that we met
i hold it close to my heart as we near severed ends

Days With My Ex (w/ HeyLee Manzeron) [Prod. Crizzy White]

All Platforms February 21st!


(prod aereola) link to their youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@aureolayt/videos

Broken Body

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: Crizzy White
Mixed by: lil XipZ 
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: me being a lazy prick
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
i promised myself i wouldnt get attached to you
but since we started talking, ive already made 2 songs for you
i doubt that youll listen but its the thought that counts
you give me something i was missing, i love when youre around
i wish i never had left you first time, if i didnt do that then you prolly be alright

[Verse]
im glad that youre back in my life
took me out the dark n put me in the light
you make my cold heart feel warm inside
like the grinch it grew 2 sizes over night

ill try to be there whenever you need
not gonna fuck up again, well we'll see
i just want someone to be there for me
do you think you could do that for me?

Be there whenever i need
i just want someone to be there for me

[Chorus]
i promised myself i wouldnt get attached to you
but since we started talking, ive already made 2 songs for you
i doubt that youll listen but its the thought that counts
you give me something i was missing, i love when youre around
i wish i never had left you first time, if i didnt do that then you prolly be alright

I Promised Myself I Wouldnt Get Attached To U [Prod. Crizzy White]

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: @sadtxnshi x @slaughter-tone-records
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ x sadtxnshi x IBleedIcare
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
its so hard to watch the sun set without u
snowing on a December afternoon 
its so hard to move on but i have to
cuz i kinda wanna die on my own

i get reminded of you everywhere i look
you stole my heart, yea u took it like a crook
i see your ghost in the woods by the brook
you slid and took my soul just like a rook

[Verse 1: sadtxnshi]
i do the same drugs
that i did back then
i keep on losing friends
im still a failure
falling down again
i want my life to end
i need a helping hand

drowning in my sorrow
hope i wont wake up tomorrow
watch my body losing color 
i’ll be gone before the summer
i’ll be gone before the summer 
i’m so sorry for my mother
when i’m gone tell her i love her

fuck, it’s so hard to stay alive with all this pain
dont try to save me, baby it’s too late

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
its so hard to watch the sun set without u
snowing on a December afternoon 
its so hard to move on but i have to
cuz i kinda wanna die on my own

i get reminded of you everywhere i look
you stole my heart, yea u took it like a crook
i see your ghost in the woods by the brook
you slid and took my soul just like a rook

[Verse 2: IBleedIcare]
Babe, let me cry again
Let me feel the pain
Oh Babe, let me cry again
Let me feel your pain

Oh babe
I don't wanna die under sunlight
Wish we could go back under the moonlight

Babe, Tell me goodbye
when I wish you a good night
Tell me goodbye
I need one more lie

Can we be okay ?
I waste another day
Babe, You're on my mind wish I could be okay


December (w/ sadtxnshi x IBleedIcare)

it’s not my fault it’s all because of ur stupid little elements, 
one day you mad at me the next day wanna  settle this, 
and I been counting hunnids ever since I was a little kid, 
I got money on my mind all the time, you want me back, 
I been spending most my time laying back smoking pack, 
baby I been on the grind I ain’t got time for that, 
baby you been on my mind always think of coming back,  

yea it’s love or drugs, gotta pick one cuz I can’t get enough, 
I choose the drugs cuz they pick me up I’m stuck, 
I love this shit I wanna live, it’s my life I give, 

you wanna let me go but you know that you would get so sick of this, 
and now ur feeling lonely fiending for that one last little kiss, 
and this the way it had to go someone had to go get rid of it,  
and now I’m chasing for that dream, no bitches here keep listening

elements. [noevdv]

Produced by Crizzy White
Mastered by Crizzy White
Mixed by lil XipZ x epitomeoffailure x Crizzy White
Vocals by lil XipZ x epitomeoffailure

xipz - https://soundcloud.com/xipz_sad
epitomeoffailure - https://soundcloud.com/failure404

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