Bruhhh, how did I just find this. Dang if I scream like that my emotions and windpipe are both coming out <3

heyyy, i hope you enjoy my second ep <3

"i just wanna be alright" music video on my youtube :3

5 years

prod gaxillic x bad kid <3

i wrote this song while watching the sunset in a forest

[lyrics:]
you know im always sad 
i never feel really good
kinda miss my dad
im always wearing my hood
so no one sees that i cry
no i dont want them to know
that im losing my mind
cus when i tell them they go

i wanna get out of this hell im in
i dont wanna drown in all my sins
i cant go through all of this alone all the time
yea i just wanna be alright 

watch another sunset
on my own
smoke another blunt and
get too stoned
to talk to anyone
so i turn off my phone
you told me im a scumbag
now leave me alone

i dont fucking need you in my life 
so finally get the fuck out my mind
dont tell me that i didnt try
to fix us cus this is a lie

i just wanna be alright (gaxillic x bad kid)

[lyrics:]
do you still remember what i look like?
miss you since november, miss your blue eyes
do you still remember all the good times?
thought you'll stay forever you were my life

i am lost without you
i felt good around you
since you left i didnt feel a thing
i am lost without you 
i felt good around you
babe you lost your angel wings

girl why did you leave me?
my love was real
you teached me how to breathe
when i fall apart
babygirl i miss you
i wanna kiss you
one last time
before we say goodbye

before we say goodbye (gaxillic)

[lyrics:]
@sadtxnshi
suicidal thoughts keep on chasing me
everything i want is them to leave me be
but they wont
i smoke too much
my lungs hurt
i wont get old
i never felt worse
im so alone since she left me
but at least now i know the truth

@ibleedicare
i know you lied and i can't change that
fuck all the words that are still on my mind
i want to die cause i can't see my love in your eyes
i feel better when i'm high

@sadtxnshi
i am drunk and sad 
i dont wanna talk
laying in my bed
write another song
i cant run away
cus this feeling stays
always hated changes 
and i hate to hate
yea im a lover guy
trying to spread good energy
negative thoughts on my mind
but i even love my enemies
i love you even though
you treated me like shit
i know that i should go
but i'll stay with you bitch

@ibleedicare
i know you lied and i can't change that
fuck all the words that are still on my mind
i want to die cause i can't see my love in your eyes
i feel better when i'm high
i know you lied and i can't change that
fuck all the words that are still on my mind
i want to change i want to shine in someone else's eyes

i know you lied w/ibleedicare (gaxillic)

[lyrics:]
blades on my desk im not okay
pain in my chest i start to shake
when i think of you
fuck im depressed wish you didnt change
girl im obsessed with you saying my name
baby i love you

baby help me to get out of here
i need someone to wipe my tears
i dont want to die alone
yea baby please just come back home

4 months since you broke up and i still want you back
4 months since you broke up but you're still in my head
drown the pain in cigarettes and alcohol
cus you turned into a fucking hoe

wipe my tears (gaxillic)

[lyrics:]
@sadtxnshi
tell me what i have to do to make you love me back again
you know that im dying soon so please just give me one last chance

i worked on myself like you wanted me to
fixed my mental health all thats missing is you
i know that i'd be happy for the first time in my life
if you'd come back girl i promise we could shine
i can see my fucking future in your eyes

@stopitbuffoon
i cant take it anymore
im hollowed out entirely and still you wanted more
ive had enough
this isn't adding up
breathe into me
it's all that i need
to go on
to carry on

@sadtxnshi
i dont fall in love too fast
but when i love it lasts
until im dead
got a broken heart
and a wrist full of scars
girl i see your face when i look at the stars

i've had enough w/buffoon (gaxillic)

Single

Rock N Roll Sex $ Drug$ (Prod V.E. Beats)

How do you always get under my skin
I'm so busy fighting off demons within
Are you better now that you left me for him?
I keep breaking
Won't you face me
Daydream all the time
Wishing I could make you mine
Feel your nails across my spine

You make me feel sick
Toxic
Baby don't you know that's how our love is
It's not worth saving
All of your ways made me insane I hate it

Hate me break me down
'Till there's nothing left around
I won't fight or make a sound
Let me down
(x2)

How do you always get under my skin
I'm so busy fighting off demons within
Are you better now that you left me for him?
I keep breaking
Won't you face me
Daydream all the time
Wishing I could make you mine
Feel your nails across my spine

Nails

Broken cause of you don't you get it [Prod. kaadota]

part two finally for one of my old favorites, since deleted—impr0v.typ3.⛽️🚬
cover feat. spider lighter🕸

(produced by HeLL$HoT)

gas station -pt. II  (prod. HeLL$HoT)

cant feel the same (version2) (blvnkface x sadface)

Released By: 333 Collective
Artists: XSLIMEX, lil XipZ, Nkno & Lil_Rymer
Featured Artist: Lobus
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: XSLIMEX, lil XipZ, Nkno & Lobus
Master: lil XipZ
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-

Wanna Be (w/ XSLIMEX, lil XipZ, Nkno & Lil_Rymer) (ft. Lobus) [Prod. lil XipZ]

mixed/mastered by me
art by 4gettr
prod tied for silver 


Lyrics:

i hope you never find out from me, 
just exactly who i am cause i dont want you to leave
i think its clear to see the lack of efficacy
and your decisions clearly have an effect on me
yea i just wanna see you, im sick of only phone calls
i really miss the feelin of your skin without your clothes on
im sorry that i said that oh the medicine makes me go off
and if tied for silver made then you know its gonna blow up

i been in my head i got some shit i cant decide now
tell me to my face baby come fuck around and find out
and if you told me sooner maybe my heart wouldnt be dried out
and baby much like you i think i'd like to be tied down

all this time's let me see
that what i thought was wrong was really comin from me
and with this space in between
if its you and i then i think i'd like to dream

i hope you never find out from me, 
just exactly who i am cause i dont want you to leave
i think its clear to see the lack of efficacy
and your decisions clearly have an effect on me
yea i just wanna see you, im sick of only phone calls
i really miss the feelin of your skin without your clothes on
im sorry that i said that oh the medicine makes me go off
and if tied for silver made then you know its gonna blow up

i feel insecure about us (tied for silver)

At The Door ft. RIP.3.7 (secre swallowtail x Javiifontan)

long ass title
was on underground underdogs yt for a bit early 2018 idk if it was ever on soundcloud tho

i've had enough w/buffoon (gaxillic)

sadtxnshi

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