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lyrics:
your running from a frame that you might not fit inside
you'll never hold the reins if all your gonna do is hide
quit getting wasted and popping anything you find
so what it's your fault no one listens when you whine
x2

no one's gonna listen if your wasting their time  
don't bother calling if you won't listen when they try
why'd they wanna be there slowly watching your decline 
(decline decline decline)

so keep on choosing self sabotage when your not alright
try a little harder then maybe one day you'll find the light
i get it's hard but it's better than living in a lie
or let it slip away cause your too scared to cry

your running from a frame that you might not fit inside
you'll never hold the reins if all your gonna do is hide
quit getting wasted and popping anything you find
so what it's your fault no one listens when you whine
x2

Self Sabotage Prod. Smokerose

prod jack wilson <3

[lyrics:]
i wish that i could give her my love
but she wants me to leave her alone
she got a special place in my heart
shes the one im calling my home
i never thought you'd leave me
i never thought you'd treat me like you do right now
i know you dont believe me
but loving you is easy
i think about you all night long <3

loving you is easy (jack wilson)

prod rinne <3

[lyrics:]
baby what are you doing to your life?
you wont make it through it by his side
and im asking myself why do i 
love you cus all you do is lie

im falling to pieces 
cus i love a bitch
cannot stop dreaming
of kissing her lips

and i know that she never treated me good
not a single word she ever understood
and i know i that should find another girl
but this isnt fucking easy in a toxic world

im doing all these drugs
think i might be giving up soon
drowning in my sorrow
hope i wont wake up tomorrow

what are you doing to your life? (rinne)

prod iof <3

are you happy now?

[lyrics:]
i think i dont need you anymore
i think im finally over you
so many times i got ignored
and i didnt know what to do

but now im at the point
i know you werent worth the pain
i got out of the void
and finally found a better way


dont be disappointed 
you wanted it that way
you had another boyfriend
you made me go insane
was it fun to break my heart?
to see me fall apart?

MUSIC VIDEO

you wanted it that way (iof)

[lyrics:]
do you still remember what i look like?
miss you since november, miss your blue eyes
do you still remember all the good times?
thought you'll stay forever you were my life

i am lost without you
i felt good around you
since you left i didnt feel a thing
i am lost without you 
i felt good around you
babe you lost your angel wings

girl why did you leave me?
my love was real
you teached me how to breathe
when i fall apart
babygirl i miss you
i wanna kiss you
one last time
before we say goodbye

before we say goodbye (gaxillic)

i am always crying
i think im dying
all my songs are sad but
its a vibe bitch
get high so im flying
i feel when you're lying
all my songs are bad but
its a vibe bitch

smoked too much
and now im throwing up
i should quit the drugs 
but i dont give a fuck
im a waste of space
and im a hopeless case
i always get replaced 
i am always hated

and i cant even remember the last time that i felt okay
i cant remember the last time that i felt no pain
i get high when all the voices get too loud
means i am always high when you are not around bitch 

@wetbirthdaycard
got a place in her heart
swear i wanna be around

swear i wanna be around

am i really down bad as much 
i dont really wanna feel
i just wanna get drunk
fuck this
got our memories
got all of our pics
n now im hurting, i know i cant get back
all i had
visions in my head
every time i cry
know you wanna see me dead
drop right on the floor
put a bullet in my sad ass head
morning everyday
coffee n a fucking cigarette 
this dirty fucking place is my friend now
all i ever needed was a hand, you know?
cant manage my anger 
bloody knuckles fandom
think im slowly fading, yeah
another danny phantom
guess im really going mental
after all in the end

vibe w/wetbirthdaycard (shakkarrr)

Circle of Life +o (mxb x deadbroke)

I never wanted to leave the summer 
I never wanted to be a mother 
But I guess shit changed 
Just like us under covers
You showed me so many colors 
Yet I can’t recall a thing 

We’re fighting in Armageddon and your bones have grown so hard 
You used to have all the questions now I see the vocal scars
You changed me 
And I didn’t like that but now I guess I’m clean 
If you wanted me to feel lots of pain 
it’s happening

If you wanted me to feel lots of pain 
it’s happening
I’m seeing grayscale about everyday am I imagining 
I’m rationing myself at a pace so I can get through here safe 
if you wanted me to feel lots of pain it’s happening 

I never wanted to leave the summer 
I never wanted to be a mother 
But I guess shit changed 
Just like us under covers
You showed me so many colors 
Yet I can’t recall a thing 

I never wanted to leave the summer 
I never wanted to be a mother 
But I guess shit changed 
Just like us under covers
You showed me so many colors 
Yet I can’t recall a thing

grayscale

grayscale (prod. KadeBurst)

title track off a super long project i'm making currently

Lyrics:
One more day I should see
All the things we went through
In the love that I share
Like it was all for you

I see everything fall around me
I see inside the kaleidoscope
I’m trapped with no way around it
Just like how would you ever know

I don’t wanna be that guy now
I just don’t like the man i am
So poisoned with the lies
Gathered by the words I hate
It’s so obvious to me
That life is going backwards
Which I have a chance to live
And do so without you

One more day I should see
All the things we went through (without you)
In the love that I share
Like it was all for you

I see everything fall around me
I see inside the kaleidoscope
I’m trapped with no way around it
Just like how would you ever know

I see everything fall around me
I see inside the kaleidoscope
I’m trapped with no way around it
Just like how would you ever know

kaleidoscope.

kaleidoscope. [+ yungspoiler]

[chorus]

In my head is an endless battle
Haven’t been myself in a while
Tell me that I’m wild
Cuz I been this way since a child
Even in the dark I swear everything is tangled 

Yuh, you don’t wanna see different angles
If you do you might get strangled
I don’t want you to see what’s next to me
Cuz if u did you would be my enemy 

[verse]

Over and over, I’m gone again
Half of these people are not my friends
Tell me one time why you’re near me
If you cannot you cannot be 

Yeah, even on my own I’m in my zone
Tell me one thing and I’ll ask you if you, “wanna go” 
I got my DAEMXNS wit me and they really fight on the low
Why you really tryna fight me on your own

I don’t want to go
Where I do belong

I don’t want to die here
This ain’t just nightmare 
I swear this is so real
What am I gonna do here

She don’t love me, and I’m hurt 
Oh my God, I’m like the dirt
Oh my God, I think I’m worse

[chorus]

In my head is an endless battle
Haven’t been myself in a while
Tell me that I’m wild
Cuz I been this way since a child
Even in the dark I swear everything is tangled 

Yuh, you don’t wanna see different angles
If you do you might get strangled
I don’t want you to see what’s next to me
Cuz if u did you would be my enemy 

[outro]

History
But when I see you
It’s just dream
I look around 
It’s not what it seems

vibe w/wetbirthdaycard (shakkarrr)

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