convince me that im fine

convince me that im fine (kurai)

kevin durant hardcore edm

kasl - kill me

prod. exp

dont know why it gets so hard
figure it all out for once

figuring it out is not a possibility
but i try and try again just like ive never seen
how it ends up
screaming dont shoot i got my hands up

been a lot of places that i shouldnt have gone
i feel stuck i cant move on

learn not to trust the hand feeds u
maybe dont trust someone that needs u
baby im vulnerable im see through
do you feel comfortable with me too?

im not like the rest
im different but in a bad way
need to get some rest im tired of all the bad days
another cigarette
filling up my ashtray
how could i forget, i need to clear the cache

self hatred
its been a minute i still havent overcame it
i dont even know who to fucking blame for it
i dont even know if i should feel shame for it
its beast tryna learn how to tame it
sorry i know im late on my payments
ima just lay here on the pavement
i cannot help but hear what theyre saying

shit gets dark but no matter what
i am praying
i dont participate in the games that youre playing
i dont wanna go out i think ima stay in
ima let it pile up until it caves in

clear the cache

Baller +Freddie Skinz [k1ro]

recorded 06/28
prod me #RtD #DukaNation
i cant get in on it
i just dont kno shit
i mite up it if i flip
n i cannot switch
lost my brodie to prescriptions
im an emo bitch
n my bro turned to someone else
i never knew like its magic
i wish i knew
if i knew tht hed b counterfeit
n im crying in my crib
now i got slits on my wrists
my brodie omie from the 6
i miss my bros when we was kids
i seen him lose his grip
so many niggas on that shit
i saw my homeboy off the xans
n i cried internally
lil bro thought he was a man
n then he got on some bullshit
i knew id never get to him
i dont know why i try this shit
dunno why i try
its been june im still alive
i hope im gone by july
i dont wanna say goodbye
cus i want in on this life
niggas wan b on my side
i just wanna fuckign cry

counterfeit (arbok)

everything by me @azkii1
*all platforms* li.sten.to/yuex792a

its the same pain with a fresh coat of paint
im no different than before, really i cant change
got a pit in my stomach, guess that it was fate
stuffing racks in ur face, so much it would make you faint
yeah i made some mistakes, cant tell the real from the fake
cannot trust a soul, im surrounded by snakes
everyday its high stakes, i cant fumble the pape
hate myself every second of the day
been without a heart, wouldnt have it any other way
broke my mirror just because i saw my face
im a liar and a fraud, but i can make you feel okay
please just let me know if my effort is going to waste
if one day when i wake up ill be happy without ache
or if i wont be behind and able to pick up the pace
i live without a soul, broken machine covered in tape
want to cancel all my faults, sadly i cant press replay

spotify

replay (prod. azkii)

prod me
#lackluSTAA
#sereneSTAA
#2025

imma go damn far
like i said i would
alone again
fine shyt said i could
broken hearts in a tourniquet 
had a glassy soul
i was delicate
back then u a failsafe
ur tellin me, neva felt safe
fuck <3. im rich
aint gon give it up no way
fuck the holidays
i got nun 2 giv away
tell that bitch 2 walk away
she kno i dnt love the same
got tha thickest smoke in my airways
so damn high imma light weight
gotta fuck w/myself
cuz ill fumble wit ur heart

verse;
d3 on foot osiris
fuck u, achoo, a virus
touch u, ur gold, im midas
balenciaga, new fit
imma-
d- iiee
fuck- liiffee
goodbye
dont cry
money on me
im wet, im green
fine shyt go n sip my lean
music like michael, "heehee"
two shots then its on her knees
shawty fw the fit uhuh
she gon take it off, its a betta look
she dont wanna love she cld say the words
i dont love cuz i care first

kasl - kill me

safe space