harden prod meta

sample: origami angel - skeleton key

ket, DXM, and alcohol i can't be free
my addictions got puppet strings they've been controlling me 
i keep downing poison i hope that i survive
wake up in the morning and i hate being alive

i hate that my brothers need me here 
worried i won't be shit that's my main fucking fear
shaking up in my body you gave me a hug
i forgot your pretty face miss when you would call me love

miss when i meant something to you
i feel like a damn fool
i've been up in pieces you can leave me dismantled 
i'm such a mess left myself up in shambles

i'm the worst i've ever been
i'm the worst i've ever been
half of my actions they worry my friends
i wish this would end 
i wish this would end 

and by that, i mean my fucking life
open eyes looking at the ceiling through
i would sell my fucking soul just to feel alright 
i did this to myself i know that i'm not bright

wake up in the morning and i hate being alive

i'm the worst i've ever been (mercyyy)

4am - Memories (prod. 4am)

untitled

deathwish⋆⭒˚.⋆ @gliktuk @faynt

prod @yashio20k

ft @k4rson

lyrics:

me

i just wanna go back to the old days
where u would hold me and we talked it out face to face
when sum was wrong
i cant even remember the way
that u would smile at me
be he will i am going insane

i just wanna rewind
at the time that u was mine
i just wanna rewind
at the time where all the stars align
i knew it was childish
i thought you would stay forever
but the way u smile
it got me thinking that it was forever
feel like we
could've been
if u believe
you will see

@k4rson
i just wanna go back to the old days
baby tell me that you love me and everythings okay
bc you know i love you and that still hasn't changed

baby take me back to when you were mine
girl i love you with all my heart and all my mind
please dont worry about me, promise im fine
oh, baby all i really want is (you) x4

me

i just wanna go back to the old days
where u would hold me and we talked it out face to face
when sum was wrong
i cant even remember the way
that u would smile at me
be he will i am going insane

i just wanna rewind
at the time that u was mine
i just wanna rewind
at the time where all the stars align
i knew it was childish
i thought you would stay forever
but the way u smile
it got me thinking that it was forever
feel like we
could've been
if u believe
you will see

TY <3 for reading - 1/5

rewind w/ karson (yashio)

prod @kurchev @trackmeets
vocals @neoprada



damn...
so what if i'm not worth it
i really don't understand this
in this dream and i keep waking up, up
i'm tired of this inception
i've got so many things to tell you
please don't think that i am weird that's all, all
an mp3 just for myself
uh, if you hear this i'm not well
currently nothing is adding up, up
so what if i'm not worth it
what if i can't find my purpose
i'm only scratching the surface i know
uh, you might
lose it...
i did

(fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck)
i don't remember last week
wtf is wrong w me
smoking this gas ya it reeks
and i've been trynna get clean
i never meant to get personal
but i'm not at ease
let's just see where this leads
while i hear them speak

june - telfar prod closr

safe