I recently had a discussion with a friend about how he felt odd bringing up the song 'Lily-Coyote' from 'Strawberry Crystal EP' because it  appears to be a touchy subject. To me, it doesn't affect me at all, as well as I don't mind bringing up the past and analyzing it from an objective perspective.
 When I wrote this song 2 years ago it was about the soul who's vessel I had aborted and the feeling of a presence loss even though it had seemed it wasn't there at all. How my womb felt cold and void of the infinite love in which God had sent me. I felt like I had made a terrible mistake and that I would be punished for my actions which in retrospect, I was. I'm glad I made the decision I did because of how my life unraveled and how beautiful it has become but I do feel the weight, not of guilt, but of a soul's value. I'm not saying its wrong or right, it was just my experience and maybe it will help or maybe it won't, who knows?
This song was made when all I had was garageband on my iPad mini and a mic from a pair of headphones. it is the original version with hopefully the original vibes.

Newer Version
https://sagessound.bandcamp.com/track/lily-coyote

Lily-Coyote (Demo Version)

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