MUSIC VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99ysbAlTScI

more n more n more music soon friends n family,,
written, edited, performed, animated and prod. by me (saidai/max)

hope u guys enjoy this one,, its def a deep cut if u listen 2 the lyrics but if not,, ay,, fuck it enjoy the sounds cuz its all amazing and also swag as fuck

theres gonna be a lot more stuff down the pipeline n i know i say this everytime but i swear 2 god im not messin around this time so keep ur eyes n ears peeled

lastly thanks 2 everyone supporting during these shit times,, ik only like 50 ppl listen 2 my music but if i imagine 50 ppl in a room together all focused on me that would probably be more than i could ever handle... so thank u 2 everyone who even presses play,, it means alot

until next time <3
-max

zyprexa: uses, side effects, and more

Death Note (Prod. Saidai)

MUSIC VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nz77LmJXYjE


R.I.P. Fredo, one of my biggest inspirations... He's been gone for a while but I didn't want it to seem like I was somehow leeching off of his death so I kinda sat on this song for a bit.  

We miss you and love you.

LYRICS:
(Pre-Chorus)
Benzo
Oh no
You want smoke
I got pockets in my bag
And i got niggas that can tote
Yeah you fuckin wit my niggas
Bro you really gotta go
If you buckin with these hoes
Catch a dick in yo throat

(Chorus)
BENZO
OH NO
PUSSY YOU WANT SMOKE
I GOT FAMILY TO FEED
AND I GOT WORK UP ON MY PHONE
STUPID BOY DONT WASTE YO TIME
BEFORE I PULL UP AT YO HOME
STUPID BOY  DONT WASTE YO TIME
YEAH I SAID PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE

(Verse)
Run a pussy over leave his blood up on my dash
When I fight boy I go crazy, ben 10, monster mash
you cant run it in real life, but talkin shit up on the gram
You better shut yo fuckin mouth before i leave you on yo dirty ass

Flirty ass
All my niggas bust a thirty fast
Rest in peace to fredo
Rest in piece to fuckin bernie mac
Pussies i got something that you might wanna know
please be careful when you step I got yo address on my phone

(Chorus)
BENZO
OH NO
PUSSY YOU WANT SMOKE
I GOT FAMILY TO FEED
AND I GOT WORK UP ON MY PHONE
STUPID BOY DONT WASTE YOUR TIME
BEFORE I PULL UP AT YO HOME
STUPID BOY  DONT WASTE YOUR TIME
YEAH I SAID PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE

Art by @gymshoos

Rest in power to a pioneer of the sound that I use so often today :'(

Regardless.... 
Enjoy :)

LEAVE ME ALONE (R.I.P. FREDO) [PROD. NITETIME] *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

I hope none of u guys ever have 2 go thru the pain of addiction, thankfully im fine now but if you ever need help, im here for u all :’)

Lyrics:
Purple in my cup
All my friends have had enough
Askin “why do you still do that shit”
Cuz boy it gets me slumped
all the problems in my life just start to fade and empty up
And instead of feelin pain all i feel is bein numb
And they can see it in my eyes
“I stopped doing that im fine
Ive been clean for like a month”
But they know my ass is line
Next day wake up
Open up another pint
swimming pools i took a sip
Then Another sip and i was flyin
Second thoughts, first regrets
Boy my heart started to dip
Put my hand up on my face
i i i couldnt feel my lips
But Im still feelin my pain
And im still feelin like shit
This the shit that killed your hero
why ‘d you take that fuckin sip
Then it hit
Words slowin
All my Thoughts start Over flowin
Yeah i Stood up off the couch
But i dont know where im goin
Am i dead or alive
There was no real way of knowin
Put my Head over the toilet
And all a sudden i started throwin
Up red and she callin me like max are you ok
Didnt even answer cuz i dont know what to say
I was Lyin on the floor, see my vision turnin grey
I was Lyin to my friends, so i can sip another day

I’mAddictedToMyWithdrawals (Prod. Saidai & Aquinas)

fuck abusive relationships//people who do not reciprocate the energy u put out 4 them

ok !

Saidai - Abusive

Lyrics:
BITCH IM MAKIN MUSIC WHILE IM FEEDING MY DELUSIONS
YOU CANT BREAK A BROKEN HEART AND I WONT SHOW YOU HOW TO DO IT
YEAH I KNOW YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME BUT I TOLD YOU HOW TO PROVE IT
BUT YOU DIDNT GIVE ME SHIT YOU JUST LEFT ME WITH MY MUSIC
FEELIN STUPID, FUCK THE CUPID, SHOW YOU LOVE BUT YOU REFUSE IT
ALL THIS HURTIN IN MY HEART I GOT SCARS BUT YOU ADD BRUISES
MISSING HORMONES IN MY BRAIN ONE DAY I THINK I MIGHT LOSE IT
BITCH IM PROBABLY INSANE BUT IMMA LOVE YOU ITS ABUSIVE

Saidai - A̶BŲ̢S̶͠I҉V̡͞E͢͡ (Prod. King Yosef)

SCARY!!!!

Saidai - scary! (feat. River Cinema)

written by: max abou , taylor diggs
cover art by: clayton ingalls
produced by: clayton ingalls

Saidai (feat. River Cinema) - scary! [Prod. Clayton Ingalls]

listen 2 the words,,

thank u clayton 4 cover art

thank u emma 4 title

composed by San Holo,, remastered by me

written by me

hopefully u all can find comfort in the fact that u are never alone,, im always here

welcome 2 my brain ((pain from the sand))

good night egypt//good morning america

a song.... ive been gone 4 a while,, sorry

these past few months have definitely been the worst months of my life but i hope whoever is reading this enjoys this love(?) song that ive had in my google drive since fuckin october that samples a great escape by satellite stories so def check that out

hopefully it resonates with u in some sort of way... i know now is kinda when everyone is celebrating holidays n shit n being alone is just so shitty((more shitty than usual)) but hey idk,, shit gets better?? maybe?? im not sure how much i really believe in that but i really hope its true

fairy (prod. greaf)

hello

its been almost a year working on music without posting it... j trying 2 improve on something that makes me kinda happy. life will never agree though,, the first cut was recorded a couple months ago when i received some concerning messages from a family member. i dont know if it was denial or what it was but i was just so angry.... someone i looked up to as  one of the strongest people in my life telling me im the reason they didnt wanna live anymore. i just didnt know who i was supposed 2 be angry at...

i was discouraged,, i had come so far n rebuilt so much of myself that i had lost... if she couldnt do this shit i knew that i couldnt either. theres a message in this song probably,, i could sit here and explain but hopefully people understand it.... 

maybe its my fault 4 trying 2 attach meaning 2 small things... idk

im not sure what this purpose this is supposed 2 serve,, i guess its j become kinda tradition 2 write this MLA fuckin essay when i put out music,, maybe i'm j venting the shit i never talk about 2 the ppl close 2 me.. idk,, but i guess i j thought i might as well say something if I'm here

thank u 2 clayton ingalls 4 the cover art :))

vox effects by me
produced by tgbk and sunny :))

enjoy <3

REAL MAN

I want a god damn Nintendo Switch

update: its been so long... that now i own a nintendo switch

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Saidai

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