lyrics~

I think I am better off dead
Do or die don’t live life with regret
In the night until the moon sets
It was there when there was no one left
I am one with my darkness
I’m so cold I can see my breath
I don’t know where my hearts been
I always feel so fuckin depressed 

I think everyone likes to leave me 
To see me on the floor bleeding
I got some problems that they aren’t believing 
Until another cut they are seeing 
Got so much rage that I keep in me
Don’t let it stop this is part of the sequence
No one can judge me cuz you cannot be me
I’m my own god, in the end I will be free

Tell me how to maintain
Stuck in my damn brain
Stuck in my damn pain 
Better days seem, to stay so far away
I’ve gotta try so hard, to stop me from fuckin departing 

I think I am better off dead
Do or die don’t live life with regret
In the night until the moon sets
It was there when there was no one left
I am one with my darkness
I’m so cold I can see my breath
I don’t know where my hearts been
I always feel so fuckin depressed 

Minds burning like the holes in my chest
I do what feels right, till nothings left
When my times up, will it all be fuckin spent
Cuz every day I’m trying my best
Like Ken I’m muh fuckin hellbent
I’m no Angel imma demon
My whole life I have been different 
This void I must fuckin embrace it

Void (prod. Puhf)

insta: @sadboykana
twitter: @GothPrinc3

lyrics:

[Verse]
Broken again
Blade to my skin
Rippin my flesh 
They watch me bleed
Snow in my hair
Frozen again
I'm numb can't feel a thing...
Where do i go
When does it end
My thoughts are a mess
I cant think straight 
Years keep on movin
Its april again
I think I'll die soon
No one will care 

[Outro]
If i die...
Please dont cry
Im fine now...
Im fine now...
If i die...
Please dont cry
Im fine now...
Im fine now...
If i die...
Please dont cry
Im fine now...
Im fine now...
If i die...
Please dont cry
Im fine now...
Im fine now...

flesh (prod. ayazra)

I produced and recorded this song with my friend @flux-aspekt. 
He wrote all the lyrics for this song, sung the bridge, and did the artwork(its also his debut as a musical artist and I'm really really proud of him)

You can pre-save it on Spotify too :D https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heyleemanzeron/sugar-coated-heartbreak-feat-flux-aspekt

Lyrics:
 
All aboard the sleepy time express
It’s time to put that head safely to rest 
If you have nightmares
I’ll chase away your fears
I feel so trapped inside this bed
It’s not my fault my memories are dead

I see the pain that no one understands 
But can't you see my life is at hand 
So tired of fighting 
So tired of trying 
I wish someone would pull the trigger, now I'm dying

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak

Walking down the street
Street lights on
You got me thinking 'bout you 
From dusk till dawn 
We used to walk hand in hand 
But now i’m empty handed
I'm thinking about you and the life we’d’ve landed

I see the pain that no one understands 
But can't you see my life is at hand 
I'm tired of fighting 
So tired of trying 
I wish someone would pull the trigger, now I'm dying

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak

My heart is slowly sinking 
What the fuck was I thinking 
I just keep walking past strangers
drowning in my head 
Every day I just wish that I'll wake up dead 
Go straight through the front door, what life have I lead? 
Cause it's just me, and I'm tired 

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak
X2

Most times I feel outspoken 
You always leave me choking 
On words I left unspoken
And now I'm fuckin' broken

HeyLee x Flux Aspekt - Sugar Coated Heartbreak

⛓DIGRESS⛓ x Naïve // Modern Nostalgia

SAMPLE: 
We The Kings - Check Yes Juliet

Digress:
www.soundcloud.com/louddigression    //    @louddigression 
Naive:
www.soundcloud.com/naive_things    //    @naive_things

⛓DIGRESS⛓ x Naïve   //   MENTION

hello

its been almost a year working on music without posting it... j trying 2 improve on something that makes me kinda happy. life will never agree though,, the first cut was recorded a couple months ago when i received some concerning messages from a family member. i dont know if it was denial or what it was but i was just so angry.... someone i looked up to as  one of the strongest people in my life telling me im the reason they didnt wanna live anymore. i just didnt know who i was supposed 2 be angry at...

i was discouraged,, i had come so far n rebuilt so much of myself that i had lost... if she couldnt do this shit i knew that i couldnt either. theres a message in this song probably,, i could sit here and explain but hopefully people understand it.... 

maybe its my fault 4 trying 2 attach meaning 2 small things... idk

im not sure what this purpose this is supposed 2 serve,, i guess its j become kinda tradition 2 write this MLA fuckin essay when i put out music,, maybe i'm j venting the shit i never talk about 2 the ppl close 2 me.. idk,, but i guess i j thought i might as well say something if I'm here

thank u 2 clayton ingalls 4 the cover art :))

vox effects by me
produced by tgbk and sunny :))

enjoy <3

REAL MAN

Im currently in the UK, ill update the bio when im back home.
Hope you enjoy the song <3

UPDATE: I really never changed this bio huh.. lets just leave it since its history

Crawly - Runaway

Produced, Mixed + Mastered by FRAN$E

Lyrics:
Shallow grave, shallow soul, shallow heartbeat
Make my death bed, lay me down harshly
Deadbeat, disappointment in my dark dream
Do i care if i live or die? Hardly
Im sick of living just to keep building these bridges
Burn em down the second that im finished
So i hide behind my shadow at a distance
Dont get close bitch, i dont need assistance

Oh, fuck, no my breathings getting shallow
Oh fuck no my feelings never hallow
Oh fuck no my heads up in the gallows
Oh fuck no im lead into the shadows

When i exhale for the last time
My eyes cold, i forget about the past time
Blue lips, grey hands and an empty mind decomposing body the only thing that i left behind
So go and razorblade another line
Just keep on telling my friends and family that I'll be fine 
I'm running outta time
So when the reaper takes my soul i hope i feel divine

If you're looking for me, ill be driving with my ghost in the front seat
No idea where im going, i dont know where ive been
I think thatim suffocating, fuck it im coming clean

If i lie here, would i die here
Would you know where, if i took my life here
Would you find me or would you forget me
I dont really care cause id die if you let me

Shallow grave, shallow soul, shallow heartbeat
Make my death bed, lay me down harshly
Deadbeat, disappointment in my dark dream
Do i care if i live or die? Hardly
Im sick of living just to keep building these bridges
Burn em down the second that im finished
So i hide behind my shadow at a distance
Dont get close bitch, i dont need assistance

Deathbed

✞ spotify + apple ✞

produced by chase laser


JUST KILLED MY VIBE

SEVEN PLACES

SPOTIFY

No disrespect to @sebseb122 we actually love him it was just a joke!
[lyric video] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cVGZyJrutNs
prod/mix/instruments by: Trip Home

[lyrics]
@kasetto
fuck sebii
@jacksen
Yeah you know me cause I'm lit like a stoner
The mic stand just fell off
The mic stand broke!

Text u In the morning 
But I’ll read what u reply  
I think I’m better off without it 
And I cannot tell u why 
I think it’s sad and disappointing 
You don’t notice who you are 
I think I’m better off without you 
And I knew it from the start 

I think that I’m fake
Is that just my fate 
I’m searching for keys 
Just to open the gate
But I got blood on my hands
Don’t refuse who I am
Shit I’m tired of asking to wait 
A lot on my plate 
'til I die
Can I feel more alive
Man those moments we had were just luck
Why you talkin to people 
Like I don’t exist 
Man I wonder if you gave a fuck
Cause you gave it up

Text u In the morning 
But I’ll read what u reply  
I think I’m better off without it 
And I cannot tell u why 
I think it’s sad and disappointing 
You don’t notice who you are 
I think I’m better off without you 
And I knew it from the start

@kasetto
You gave it up
I'm outta luck
You gave it up
I've had enough

Cause I 
Don't give a fuck
Out of luck
I don't care

Fuck Sebii

on spotify <3

outta luck

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Artwork / Recorded / Mixed by @iLLFaith

October

October Feat Lanky

lyrics:

(kindmile)
This broken place is filled with blurry faces
where dreams go to die, death is all that were chasing
don’t say goodbye I’m afraid you’ll erase me
Let’s get drunk let’s get high we can bond on getting wasted

I’d love to say that I’d love to stay
They say that it’s okay to not feel okay
I don’t mean to mean to complain but I dont wanna remain
I need something to change I need it yesterday

If I tell you “I don’t know” It mean you’ll never understand
Putting thoughts into words never goes the way I plan
best way to not exist take more than recommended xans
One moment goes by but it’s been a days span

If I couldn’t live proud and it all went south
If I lost my voice then I’d have nothing else
That’s a life without meaning I don’t really love the sound
There’s enough people anyway we shouldn’t overcrowd

Is where I’m at where I belong
I’m waiting on me to find me
Am I’m crazy? am I’m wrong ?
Maybe I’m right where I need to be
Maybe my peak is when I’m gone
Atleast then they would listen to me
Even when you die ur ideas live on
I would thrive in ur memory

Imma vessel outputting good and bad vibes
Suck me dry
Until I’m nothing
Imma young flesh suit with an addicts mind
I turn wine
Into nothing

Tell me have I seen enough
I had pretty good run
I know it wasn’t the best
But I’m long overdue a rest

If I love you now then I’ll love you for life
If my books open to you ur an author in my life
Hold me up or bring me down it’s up for you to decide
I think we all deserve connection it’s our human right

Is where I’m at where I belong
I’m waiting on me to find me
Am I’m crazy? am I’m wrong ?
Maybe I’m right where I need to be
Maybe my peak is when I’m gone
Atleast then they would listen to me
Even when you die ur ideas live on
I would thrive in ur memory

(arcana)

I’m Letting myself lose too much time trying to figure my life out
All notions like to mutate when exposed to my toxic self doubt
I don’t want u to turn around cause I’m in my past
but Running in circles, makes it easy to find a way back
and if I’m gone, then the thoughts go away
My presence cant fade
Cause really what have I gave 
The loss of me would just keep them all sane
So fuck the days that I stay awake

pukingblue w/ arcana (prod. bonjr)

I want a god damn Nintendo Switch

update: its been so long... that now i own a nintendo switch

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REAL MAN

Saidai

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