Name: ꯱ׁׅ֒ꫀׁׅܻᝯׁꭈׁׅꫀׁׅܻtׁׅ꯱ׁׅ֒ secrets ꯱ׁׅ֒ꫀׁׅܻᝯׁꭈׁׅꫀׁׅܻtׁׅ꯱ׁׅ֒ secrets ꯱ׁׅ֒ꫀׁׅܻᝯׁꭈׁׅꫀׁׅܻtׁׅ꯱ׁׅ֒ (CONCEPT) by z҉ saikyo_ᏕᏗᎥᏦᎩᎧፚ չคɭเՇค չคɭเՇค ơʑ 옷&Sᘺᗩᘜ z҉
Duration: 50 s
Description: just experimenting with the beat & i dont like it dont expect it to come out like this lol

2022

𝓿𝓪𝓶𝓹𝓲𝓻𝓮 𝓵𝓾𝓿

WaaWaaあなたはとても受動的で攻撃的です

by @jequya
New version :https://soundcloud.com/saikyoz/fantasy?si=aaad396f751f4bb1b25001366128d4f0&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
real fantasy/ecstasy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8qP8t9NTks

lyrics:
yeah ik my limits & i want it so bad
i kp dreaming ab it i wna live it bad
how u call me fake? i kp everything a distance
u dont know how 2 kp composure
this not a fantasy we live it rn
i failed so many times & im finding out how
everything i look up to b hating me now
i feel so alone js gna do my own vow
i kp having doubts
i hate all these habits how i do it everyday
i can feel my brain rotting its like this everyday
now its like a blur i feel as if im childs play

im gon roll it up and smoke it like im fetty wap
inlove wit tha money i ain never letting go
say u gone steal everything but all u do is fap
we b talking bangs n selling shi like mangoes
(magical saikyo sounds)
i just wna cop a million bands
laugh at me im filipino.. i know
hold on 2 my soul wit 1 strand
i cld make it #glo wit 1 blow

this not a fantasy we live it rn
i failed so many times & im finding out how
everything i look up to b hating me now
i feel so alone js gna do my own vow
i kp having doubts
i hate all these habits how i do it everyday
i can feel my brain rotting its like this everyday
now its like a blur i feel as if im childs play

@jequya ↸ᒷᓭᒷ∷⍊ᒷ ᔑ  ⊣𝙹𝙹↸ ꖎ╎⎓ᒷ  𝓲 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓲𝓽 𝓫𝓪𝓭... 𝓫𝓪𝓭

my day
wake up n im "jowacoded"
tahts how im made
if im gna eat i fly n feast inside a plane
ive stayed off the drugs
the melatonin help my brain
i cant bare 2 walk outside the city not safe
pull up to the mall they look n feel so unsafe
i dont evn think im becoming unscathed
ultralight on me my angels tellin me im phased

เՇร ןยรՇ Շђє ฬคץ เՇ ﻮ๏єร

i dont have a photo that feels for shit enjoy the selfie </3

i find myself stuck in a well
full of myself
i dont wht 2 do now
so how do i rejuvinate my soul now
ik i lost it but i dnt wna confess that
nah nah so much change has been going on
i try 2 b somebody that im not cause i hate
that im th only one like this, 
i feel isolated staying like this 

no matter what, i end up trying to fit in  
im like an alien the way tht i cant feel shit
so i just gave it up, n learn 2 love this 
cause i know now, atleast i know who im now 
im not this person that u/i think i am nah
im not some superhuman i dont think that
dont give a fuck ab wht u dont like ab me
i am this way, & i feel great th way i am now

i dont have that many friends now
they all left n some are dead xx4

𝒾𝓃𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓊𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓈 / 𝒾𝓈𝑜𝓁𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 & 𝒷𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓈

By @jequya
Bros deletin stuff agn

lyrics:
This is my castle
I protect my soul
I'm so based I don't care
If I'm a victim
I'll still say sorry
My inner trauma
Is like a temple 

I go to A to B
I keep up and evolve
You wanna be with me
Then why you run away?
Yeah, I do know this realm we live is so messed up
I'm an angel in disguise, I keep my head up
You wanna think of me that way?
You think you tough? You ain't, no way
Live in a garden full of peace, don't wanna mess up
I'm bein' elegant, I have no time to waste

CCastle 私 の 居 酒 屋 .+.。

look at me cn u keep ur eyes on me?
do u love me evn tho i always change?
y kno im soft inside yk tht cant change
tried almost everything n i couldnt relate
coping wasnt the best way to keep sane
now im solving a whole piece of my maze
and i cant lie i found myself in more pain
i feel so lucky bt im also not amazed
this is not excellent i cant think 1 at a time
i got everything i wanted bt cnt find
any satisfaction nothings changed my mind
look back at my past when i went oo
i was so excited wit everything oo
maybe i was always this way truuu
ik this is part of growth its all truuu
...
developed trust issues dnt know whos who
who knows everything ab this shit? you
so y do i continue 2 give up my own truth?
cs its better that way
yeah its better that way
yk its not better that way
u wont grow this way
look at me can u keep ur eyes on me?
do u love me evn tho i always change?
y know im soft inside yk tht cant change
tried almost everything n i couldnt relate
numb it out numb it out till it fades
can u wait? can u wait? can u wait?
cope with it cs u cant face pain
no more hidin theres no gain
this is not excellent i cant think 1 at a time
i got everything i wanted but cant find
any satisfaction nothings changed my mind
look back at my past when i went oo
i was so excited wit everything oo
maybe i was always this way truuuu
ik this is part of growth its all truuuu

~
prod. saikyoz

𝒸𝑜𝓃𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝙹!¡↸ᒷ ∴ℸ ̣⍑ ᒲᒷ

prod. @tarozan 
!!
𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝓎𝓈 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒹𝓀
𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓉𝒽 𝓌𝒽𝓃 𝒾 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝓃𝒶 𝑔𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒
𝒾 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇𝒻𝓁𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉
𝒹𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉 ๛
𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝓊 𝓉𝒽 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 ♪
𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝓎𝓈 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒹𝓀...
𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓉𝒽 𝓌𝒽𝓃 𝒾 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝓃𝒶 𝑔𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒
𝒾 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇𝒻𝓁𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉
𝒹𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉 ๛
𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝓊 𝓉𝒽 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹~ ♪
𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒹𝑜 𝒾 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝒷 𝓂𝑒.?
𝓌𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝒻𝑒 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝟤 𝒷?!?!
𝓁𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝓂𝒷𝓁𝑒𝒷𝑒𝑒
𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 𝓵𝓸𝓫𝓸𝓽𝓸𝓶𝔂
𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓉 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓂𝑒
𝒾𝓉𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝓂𝑒...
...𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 (?)
*#(*@*&#*&$#($@&(*&#$(@*&$...
*#(*@*&#*&$#($@&(*&#$(@*&$...
*#(*@*&#*&$#($@&(*&#$(@*&$...
*#(*@*&#*&$#($@&(*&#$(@*&$...
𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 𝓵𝓸𝓫𝓸𝓽𝓸𝓶𝔂 ..𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑒
𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓂𝒾𝒸𝒶𝓁 𝓈𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓂𝑒
" 𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓻𝓾𝓷 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓶𝓮
𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓪𝓾𝓷𝓽 𝓾 𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓾 𝓼𝓮𝓮 "
𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 𝓵𝓸𝓫𝓸𝓽𝓸𝓶𝔂 ..𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑒
𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓂𝒾𝒸𝒶𝓁 𝓈𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓂𝑒
" 𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓻𝓾𝓷 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓶𝓮
𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓪𝓾𝓷𝓽 𝓾 𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓾 𝓼𝓮𝓮 "
𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝓎𝓈 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒹𝓀
𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓉𝒽 𝓌𝒽𝓃 𝒾 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝓃𝒶 𝑔𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒
𝒾 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇𝒻𝓁𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉
𝒹𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉
𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝓊 𝓉𝒽 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹
*#(*@*&#*&$#($@&(*&#$(@*&$...
*#(*@*&#*&$#($@&(*&#$(@*&$...
*#(*@*&#*&$#($@&(*&#$(@*&$...
*#(*@*&#*&$#($@&(*&#$(@*&$...
* 𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓻𝓾𝓷 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓶𝓮
𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓪𝓾𝓷𝓽 𝓾 𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓾 𝓼𝓮𝓮 *
* 𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓻𝓾𝓷 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓶𝓮
𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓪𝓾𝓷𝓽 𝓾 𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓾 𝓼𝓮𝓮 *

𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 ̣"𝓁𝑜𝒷𝑜𝓉𝑜𝓂𝓎"ᒷ ! ¡ ᔑℸ @tarozan

https://soundcloud.com/jequya/smp_dmt 
https://soundcloud.com/jequya/smp_dmt
https://soundcloud.com/jequya/smp_dmt
https://soundcloud.com/jequya/smp_dmt

꯱ׁׅ֒ ꩇׁׅ݊℘_ժׁׅ݊ ꩇׁׅ݊tׁׅ__𝓈𝓃𝒾𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓉

just experimenting with the beat & i dont like it dont expect it to come out like this lol

꯱ׁׅ֒ꫀׁׅܻᝯׁꭈׁׅꫀׁׅܻtׁׅ꯱ׁׅ֒ secrets ꯱ׁׅ֒ꫀׁׅܻᝯׁꭈׁׅꫀׁׅܻtׁׅ꯱ׁׅ֒ secrets ꯱ׁׅ֒ꫀׁׅܻᝯׁꭈׁׅꫀׁׅܻtׁׅ꯱ׁׅ֒ (CONCEPT)

z҉ saikyo_ᏕᏗᎥᏦᎩᎧፚ չคɭเՇค չคɭเՇค ơʑ 옷&Sᘺᗩᘜ z҉

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