no matter what i do, im alwys in a highway
i cant go witout my mind racing the highway
i opened up my instagram, i saw my old ways
i regret my past i dont wna show my face
no matter what i do, im alwys in a highway
i cant go witout my mind racing the highway
i opened up my instagram, i saw my old ways
i regret my past i dont wna show my face

idk how 2 put it in 2 words in 1 say
im talking wit my face, cant understand wht u say
i can feel my the pressure from my head
im insane
i dont know how stop it
i wanna be cautious
i look in the mirror n feel my own face
i look at my baby photo n i feel safe
i wana say sorry to myself for my fate
proud of myself, no matter wht im so based
i could give a fuck ab a 2024
i been on my shit since i was in the 04s
i thght i was corny till i saw the whole core
solitude my mana from this current fake core

emotional in hoyts ᓵᒷᒲᔑ!¡𝙹!¡ᓵ𝙹ᓭᒲᒷꖎ

look at me cn u keep ur eyes on me?
do u love me evn tho i always change?
y kno im soft inside yk tht cant change
tried almost everything n i couldnt relate
coping wasnt the best way to keep sane
now im solving a whole piece of my maze
and i cant lie i found myself in more pain
i feel so lucky bt im also not amazed
this is not excellent i cant think 1 at a time
i got everything i wanted bt cnt find
any satisfaction nothings changed my mind
look back at my past when i went oo
i was so excited wit everything oo
maybe i was always this way truuu
ik this is part of growth its all truuu
...
developed trust issues dnt know whos who
who knows everything ab this shit? you
so y do i continue 2 give up my own truth?
cs its better that way
yeah its better that way
yk its not better that way
u wont grow this way
look at me can u keep ur eyes on me?
do u love me evn tho i always change?
y know im soft inside yk tht cant change
tried almost everything n i couldnt relate
numb it out numb it out till it fades
can u wait? can u wait? can u wait?
cope with it cs u cant face pain
no more hidin theres no gain
this is not excellent i cant think 1 at a time
i got everything i wanted but cant find
any satisfaction nothings changed my mind
look back at my past when i went oo
i was so excited wit everything oo
maybe i was always this way truuuu
ik this is part of growth its all truuuu

~
prod. saikyoz

𝒸𝑜𝓃𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝙹!¡↸ᒷ ∴ℸ ̣⍑ ᒲᒷ

i want everything u give me im addicted
i try to escape it bt u help me fix it
i pacc so much weight with all my wordz, can fix it
hope im understanding everything correctly(?)
do u love my face or do u love my mana ?
tell me everything ill evn listen to the drama
please dont ever leave me out yk i have trauma
i dont wanna feel th butterfliez in my gut no
ooo do I wna c my self that way?
she went like "oooo do u like this way?"
u know tht im shy i talk with my face
call me whn ur done i wld bless ur grace
call me whn u done i wnt ur grace
grrr do u feel th same way im made?
do u feel better whn u hang out wit me??
i js cnt read anything u do i sound insane

i hope im not asking for too much
its ok ima be ok

ima give u some faith
yu know how 2 sedate me
never wld i show up late
heal ur heart some way
ima give u some faith
yu know how 2 sedate me
never wld i show up late
heal ur heart some way

tell me what u mean when u say smth?
i cant grasp on your beauty u mean smth
u so sweet, i was scared u werent goodforme
but then u equal out with sour and its goodforme😋
baby when u say a word its like a symphony
its so impossible 2 sleep without ur company
ohh yeah im spiralling i cant even think properly
all the words u say 2 me, its poetry

i want everything u give me im addicted
i try to escape it bt u help me fix it
i pacc so much weight with all my wordz, can fix it
hope im understanding everything correctly(?)
do u love my face or do u love my mana ?
tell me everything ill evn listen to the drama
please dont ever leave me out yk i have trauma
i dont wanna feel th butterfliez in my gut no

explora

𝓮𝔁𝓹𝓵𝓸𝓻𝓪

by @jequya

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AiNfRFBp-xU

Lyricz:
They say that I need to take them meds
I don't need nobody telling me that I'm a mess
I could tell it otherwise, it's all despised
No matter how I change, I'm always in a disguise
Thirty-three on me make my soul feel fly
Twenty-two, I'm not giving a fuck this time
Twenty twenty-two avoiding my real life
End of twenty-three, money with lows and highs
Stay steady trippin' with no thought in mind
You could say you're making it while you stay blind
I don't give a fuck about your plan in mind
I live in the moment, tell me what you gonna find

I lost my way, now nobody won't track
Made so many mistakes, it be getting so bad
How you doubt my people when they know I'm mad?
I want milk and honey, I've been making my path

I'll be fine, I found my way
Only time will tell my days
She know how I am, I sway
Hope she know I am this way
I'll be fine, I found my way
Only time will tell my days
She know how I am, I sway
Hope she know I am this way

Hope that she know I'm this way
Hope that she know I'm this way
Hope that she know I'm this way
Hope that she know I'm this way
Hope that she know I'm this way
Hope that she know I'm this way
Hope that she know I'm this way
Hope that she know I'm this way

How do I know if I'm not gonna get back up?
DMT in me, woke up and I want a Kit Kat
I stay on my own, 'cause I just don't wanna be that
Play around with my flock, 'cause you don't know how to get up
I rot on my own
When I see you, I can rest up
愛が必要です (Love is necessary)
Yeah, heal me with your mana
I guess now I know
That we'll never break bad
I guess now we know

✺.;intenTionZz 33 - 22+ҍҽąմէվ Օƒ ƑӀąաʂ

drive in the middle of nowhere in a honda
stay in a motel almost had a coma
it feels like im going nowhere so far
stuck in a motel cant tell just how far xx2

its too much iSSS iTTT Too LLLateee???
FFFeeLLLs like im JJJust so DDDelayyed.
i cant help but hide my face
its driving me insane
cant decide, skoda or a honda?
u decide, help or this lie?
help me find, my way thru life
i cant hide for so long
...♫♪♬؂iM TRYiNG..♫♪♬؂iM TRYiNG...♫ ( ♪♬؂i♫..♫♪♪....♫) ♪♬؂iM TRYiNG xx2
iWNAAiMPROVE,iWNAFEELBETTER xx3

(produced by: tgwog & jequya)

╎ □ ℸ ̣|╎リ3 ⊣ □ ℸ ̣∷||⊣iiMPROVE

raw snippet

𝓳𝓮𝓺𝓾𝔂𝓪/𝓼𝓪𝓲𝓴𝔂𝓸𝔃 𝓶𝓲𝔁\\མཚན་མོའི་རྨི་ལམ།*´﹃｀*

just experimenting with the beat & i dont like it dont expect it to come out like this lol

another scrap with a beat i ddont give a shit about

saikyoz (alt)