six - geek charming ˎˊ˗ ( prod cl2 )

this is basically the outcome of me listening to the d'angelo album for the first time. 

Look at this mess we've made. 
Saw my only so I tried to change for you. 
But you made a fool of me. 
Now on, I'll know when to fight. 
Wish I could take back all the 
times that I thought I wasn't good enough. 
Turns out I was just fine the whole time. 
Don't need no love from another just to hold me up. 
Frankly don't give a damn and I'm out the door.

I got my wallet in my pocket,
got my keys inside my whip.
Ooo I forgot my phone at home 
but I won't need it where I'm goin'.
I might just drive myself away 
and say goodbye to all I've known. 
Ooo I may be on my own, 
but I'll never feel alone. 

Yeah, I've tried 
and I've failed my share. 
Won't let it get me down. 
Yeah, I've lied. 
But the truth’s still there 
when no one else is around. 

Hol’ up hol’ up w-wait up.
I need to say that 
I never meant to portray you as a villain. 
I won't ever say it's all on you 'cause it isn't. 
I took advantage of the some of the things I was given. 
Somethin’ I totally should've noticed but I didn't. 
I regret it every time I see your name 
and see it next to his. 
Wonder if it happened different, 
who would each of us be with? 
Somethin’ with which I have to live. 
Yeah, the weight is off my shoulders. 
I still have it in the corner though, it's hid. 
I keep it to remind me of what I used to be. 
I keep it to remind me what I refuse to be. 
I'm sorry that I loved you before I loved myself. 
I'm sorry that I loved you before I loved myself. 
But this fresh air breathin’, just what I needed. 
I think I'll be alright. 
Hope you're happy where you are. 
I just don't care where you are tonight.

voodoo [prod. by mr. master]

it's lit.

She don't wanna dance right now but I think she 'bout to. 
I'm not tryna smash right now but I think I'm bout to. 
I don't wanna hold your hand, I'm better off without you. 
I don't wanna lose my mind but I think I'm ‘bout to.

Lookin’ like a ten outta ten when they take my picture. 
Don't forget to tag my ass when you put it on Insta. 
I done got a whole entire coast that I'm tryna be king of. 
They gon’ let it all let loose where I point my finger. 
I need you to write down all o’ your sources. 
Thin line 'tween fiction and fact.
Pockets gettin’ empty too fast. 
I spend it all on grams of that gas.
Spend it all and make it right back though. 
Rubberband gon’ snap on that stack.
Long as I keep throwin’ this cash up, 
she'll keep throwin’ it back.

She was at the airport waitin’ for my plane to land. 
She had this guy back home. She had a change of plans. 
She heard my song one time. She said it made her dance. 
She wants a song 'bout her. She gon' have to bring her friends. 
My arm out the window, switchin’ my lane up. 
Dub to let 'em know where I'm from.
Never talk to me when I'm in there. 
Love to talk 'bout me when I'm gone.
Money don't stick round like it used to. 
Watch that go as fast as it comes.
Long as she keep throwin’ it back though, 
I'll keep throwin’ it up.

bout to [prod. by mr. master]

perspective.

Old man worn and lost his sight. 
Locked the door and sealed it tight. 
No golden torch. No guiding light. 
No helping hand to hold at night. 
The silence echoes through the halls. 
The eyes have shut on the talking walls. 
Each breath doesn't breathe much anymore. 
The sun doesn't shine as bright as before. 
The monster’s waiting on the other side of the door 
but I drop my cape down and let it fall onto the floor. 

Old man torn and lost his way. 
All he's loved has gone astray. 
No one's close so no one's there. 
No one knows so no one cares. 
These numbers that I used to call. 
These telephone lines don't reach as far when 
all the bloodstains are your own 
and all your faults have been etched in stone. 
With all you've done, you'd be better off alone.
I hang my cape up as I hang up the phone. 

Young man feels he lost his mind. 
No more chances. No more time. 
Stack his cards to fall apart. 
He scrambles to save his shards of heart.
He moves too fast to realize that 
everything then was just fine. 
Sometimes entropy intervenes 
without announcing what it means. 
And all there's to do is stand as the hero you can be.
I tie my cape on and take a step outside for me.

entropy (my cape) [prod. by mr. master]

the last spaceman w/ stoic

Mixing and mastering by @dustbunnybedroom
(A single off of the album "Gassed")

feat. @elleandthegravediggers 

Lyrics:
Heart broken into pieces, im smokin hella cigarettes 
An addict to your beauty, tell me how we never made it yet
Black tar, black bars, redder than the planet mars
Thinkin bout you’re features, it’s just something that I can’t forget
Another pull everytime I leave a message
Two word texts start to feel like it’s a blessing
Complicated wordplay always tryna keep me guessing 
Now you’re deep inside my lungs, it’s your nicotine I’m gettin’ (what)
_________________________________

Just once in a while
Take me back to the place that we were before 
I can’t feel my face anymore for sure 
So baby, please don’t leave 
_________________________________

I’ve been obsessed
Gassin’ up my heart and lungs inside my tiny chest
Babe it may seem like a problem, I’ll be put under arrest
Girl I know that all these lines come out symbolically
So I’ll just buy an E-Cig and inhale you electronically 
Or maybe I could vaporize
I could taste your flavors all at once, but baby I’ve been thinking otherwise
Only puffin clouds since all my lungs have become cauterized
An addict to your flavor, now you’re killing me it’s no surprise, yuh
___________________________

Just once in a while
Take me back to the place that we were before 
I can’t feel my face anymore for sure 
So baby, please don’t leave x2

Cigarettes feat. guia elle (prod. dustbunnybedroom)

Featuring @iamlanie as Rachel Black

Script: https://genius.com/Cloud-mac-v-auribus-teneo-lupum-annotated

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v. Auribus Teneo Lupum

All voices by me. 

Script: https://genius.com/Cloud-mac-iv-aegri-somnia-annotated

iv. Aegri Somnia

Featuring @iamlanie as 'The Woman'.

Script: https://genius.com/Cloud-mac-iii-alea-iacta-est-annotated

iii. Alea Iacta Est

Featuring @teeawgo as 'The Boss'.

Script: https://genius.com/Cloud-mac-i-audere-est-facere-annotated

i. Audere Est Facere

Mixing and mastering by @dustbunnybedroom
prod. @jadenokay

Lyrics:
Gumising ko sa umaga, just waking up in the morning
So boring, simple kind of story, but it’s kind annoying

You never seen your favorite rapper never do this, do that
It’s that cool lick, boom bap
The overused shit, screw that, but 

The silly witty kid sitting alone in class
The one you always thought would never get his head out of the past
But its

A little different than that, a little different than class
All he wants is to kick it back and relax
I got

A lot of problems but I’ll never see a therapist
I’ll only go if they put up with all my arrogance
My head’s up in the air again, sorry I’m getting scared again
I’m just a little kid with expression using a pad and pen

But I ain’t different
I ain’t a gifted kid
I’m just like any other who’s spittin and wishing, and killin’ it

The trillest kid, he just wanna be like who the illest is
But now he’s losing focus on his work, when will he finish it? 

Momma be getting angry, Papa be getting scary
Hard to tell if they be caring, all this is so hard to carry

Nevermind that
I was getting busy tryna live my life
Playin games all night 
Hopin none of this will bite back

I fight that
Decline that
But despite all of the times that I made it back alive
I just hope the right decision is the one that I decide, but

I’m still afraid to live it like that

iv. Aegri Somnia

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