THE CONSEQUENCE OF FEELING IT STILL

CLEMENTINE

ETERNAL HALLOWEEN

VINEYARD COWBOY

lyrics:

away from your eyes
are you gonna come back home?
i know why you feel alone
when i'm out of sight
who am i living for?
i know why i feel alone

i pick myself off the ground
i want to feel safe right now
but i don't think i know
i don't know how
i want to see all the light
but i can't sleep tonight
i know i don't feel so right
anymore

(chorus)

out of sight

lyrics:

shades drawn down
don't put them up i want to be here now
push you all away from me cuz i don't know how
love is not the feeling i had when i got dragged down
i don't feel comfort now

eye for an eye that's all you knew
left me alone away from you
crushed all my dreams into some dust
on the ground
oh no im staying in denial
let go i don't want to smile
drop me off somewhere i don't care

(chorus)
shades drawn down 
don't pick me up i want to be here now
close the world away from me cuz i don't know how
love is not the feeling i have when i get let down
i don't feel comfort now

shades drawn down

lyrics:

in comfort colors
i can see for miles
we're in Monument Valley
in a heat so violent
drive for miles
looking out at all the sandstone cliffs
and the canyons near the bypass
don't mind me
i feel like i could do anything in the world
when i have you beside me

i won't count the things i haven't done
as far as i care, this could be the only one
they leave us alone under the setting sun
i wish we could stay here forever
but i know you are the only one
i know you are the only one
red rock burning from the desert sun
i wish we could stay here forever 

(chorus repeated)

roadtrip

lyrics:

i fell too
i wanted to save myself
i wanted to wait for a sign
that you want me too
every day
i ran away from myself
i wanted to wait for a sign
that you want me too

a sign

lyrics:

i won't cry
you cut me off already 
one summer night
when i was running away from problems
that i can't define
thinking of a way that i could clear my mind
maybe read the signs

and you say
"i can't seem to feel okay"
because you bury it beneath you
with the waves
then you come here with that sad look on your face
but it's fake
you decide
that you won't be here in my life
now i can't pull the veil over my eyes
when you leave me here alone at the waterside
all my life

(chorus)

i won't cry

lyrics:

if i trust you
i hope you know that i don't really need to
you force what's in the way
of yourself and a better place
i'm scared just to leave you alone
i fear what you do when alone
i'll wait for you some other night
in moonlight and on icy roads

if i trust you
then you should look inside once in awhile
you disregard all that's in your way 
you're in a rush to disintegrate
well i'm sorry that's the way it goes
i can tell that you've been breaking down
but i don't want to wait forever 
to see you standing up like you said you would

where love and loss combine
i live alone in a separate sky 
alone in a separate sky

(chorus)

if i trust you

lyrics:

i wonder where you're gonna go
when the witches come around at night
and put a spell on everyone below

i see you try to hide 
i see you with the stars in your eyes
as the dead start to come alive
i can't decide
forsaken am i?
when they came to bite
i ran for my life
i remember that night

i wonder where you're gonna go
when the witches come around at night
and put a spell on everyone below
i wonder where you're gonna go
when the werewolves come around at night
and put the fear in anyone alone

when the witches come

lyrics:

with tears in my eyes
you can't hurt me at all
all you say, all you do
for the night
i am sailing off
when i leave, will you follow?
down we go, out the northern hemisphere
out into the atmosphere

when you departed
you had left so brokenhearted
don't get me started
i am yours and always yours
don't get me started
life's full of hardships
and i need you beside me
so can you come home now?
i need you beside me
i am yours and always yours

tears

lyrics:

i hope i can find my way back to you
the only thing that i need to do
is find my way back to you
find my way back to your heart

wherever you go
wherever you are
i'll invite you back with open arms
with open arms

(chorus)x2

back to your heart

lyrics:

when it’s dark out 
i fear somehow
that i’m alone
but with you, i’ll never be
as we walk through all of the leaves
inside the forgotten cemetery
in my mind, its all rudimentary
why i romanticize our love

tell me where and i’ll follow
do what it takes to see tomorrow
just tell me when and I’ll be out there
whatever we face, i’ll put myself in the way
i’ll pick you up
we’ll watch the sunset
then look above and see the satellites
that come alive every october night

shadows dance around
leaves are falling to the ground
the sun has gone down
just us and the moon now

forgotten cemetery

lyrics:

leave the light off
i will stay up and wait for you
until i see the sunlight
thriving in the nighttime
everything is okay
this world is pushing me away
into a deep and dark cave
of self pity and decay
everything is great

still i fall over every single night
how i feel, i cannot decide
i might hide away for the night 
for the night

everything is great

lyrics:

shadows cover my path
as i keep all to myself
freezing cold at last
i don’t see nobody else
wind blows from the south
put my love on a shelf
i won’t make a sound
there’s not a secret i would sell

i’ll see you on some other night
left me wishing on a satellite 
left me longing for the summertime
i’m not alright
you see me, i don’t want to try
its a seedy way to do or die
don’t want to be with me on any night

shadows cover my path
as i keep all to myself
freezing cold at last
i don’t see nobody else
wind blows from the south
put my love on a shelf
i won’t make a sound
there’s not a secret i would sell

it isn’t easy on a dark night
it isn’t easy to think of summer nights
when we felt alive

regrets cover my path
as i reset by myself
freezing cold at last
i can’t lead nobody else
wind blows from the west
i hear the ringing of bells
i won’t make a sound
to let you know that i’m unwell

freezing cold at last

lyrics:

in the downpour
i am drowning in your love
on the forest floor
i am hiding in your love

slowly we go
sway back and forth
then i shut the door
and light up the candles on the floor
in a circle
i draw the star i saw from before

(chorus)

see the redwood canopy above
can’t say what it reminds me of
but when i reminisce, i was always in love

(chorus)

downpour

lyrics:

sometimes
when i close my eyes
i think of how
to realign my state of mind
and sometimes
i speak out of line
and the mystery unties itself
from my hands

you know me
how i feel about the weather
if i don’t speak
then i will never get better
you love me
every time that i’ve been in need

i thought i knew myself
i thought i knew my pain
i’ll settle on it later
i’m incapable of change
i stray too far from the world
every summer
i don’t feel right
turned a short drive
into an accident
every winter
it’s so cold inside
this lonely hospital
not getting better

like sand on the shore
i reach out for structure
know it’s nevermore
the days when i loved her
i’m lost in the lore
when push came to shove
i had nowhere to go
send in the white doves
never see your ghost
at the end of the hallway
i miss you the most
on every single holiday

(chorus)

mystery

lyrics:

i felt the weight of the world drop in a moment
everyone was staring at my eyes
sleep through the morning
wake up the evening
i’m really not feeling the vibe
i feel the cold in my bones
as i step out into a winter night
the wind on my face reminds me
that maybe, maybe just maybe
i'll be alright

all my life i’ve been searching for a remedy
just something i could believe
the moon, the stars, the sky, the clouds above me
and the boats out on the sea
i pray you fall in love
feel a blessing in disguise
and fight no disease
because everything is changing
so much faster than i want it to be

together 
we could build 
something forever
i don’t mind
i can’t let you down

all my life i’ve been searching for a remedy
just something i could believe
the moon, the stars, the sky, the clouds above me
and the boats out on the sea
i pray you fall in love
feel a blessing in disguise
and fight no disease
because everything is changing
so much faster than i want it to be

blessing in disguise

lyrics:

wait! 
i'm losing my faith
in everything i wait for
tell me how to wait for anything
i know i'm losing my hope
in everything i hope for
tell me what to hope for 
in a world so cold
with sky so wide
around evil that goes on forever

bathing me in apathy
all the things that i don't care to see (at all)

wait!

lyrics:

somedays
the thoughts inside my head
put me in a dark place
i crumble at your feet
you hear my voice strain
i’m sure you can’t believe your eyes
at my inevitable decay

standing on the balcony edge
all those memories add up in my head
i can only handle so much regret
when you asked if i wanted to leave
it was definitely a maybe

i don’t want to think about it
leave me here to rot on my own
face the truth
i can’t live without it
all those dirty habits 
i can’t let go
i don’t want to talk about it
so you leave me here to rot on my own
i can say that i’d never blame you
you just wanted this to feel like home

repeating the cycle
of the moderately broken american home
it’s all that i know
whiskey and anger don’t mix well when alone
separate myself for the night
pass out alone by the light

(chorus)

definitely maybe

lyrics:

how could i forget everything you said?
the words bounce around inside of my head
all day
they won’t fade away
i can’t feel joy anymore
how could i forget everything you did?
i put too much faith in a single wish
i want my head to be severed
when i feel this untethered

how could you throw me away?
how could you think that’s okay to do
to someone that was there for you?
how could they throw me away?
on such a random day
didn’t think i could feel so low
how could they leave me on the side of the road?

(chorus)

in radiant sunlight 
i feel so alone 
and shadowed 
and shattered
in deafening moonlight
i feel even worse 
than i have before

(chorus)

untethered

lyrics:

i don’t want to stick around
give me a ride home
i’m out here hurting myself 
like i need to
deep inside of my soul
you left a light on
can’t deny, can’t deny
everyone can lose their way
once in awhile
i won’t comment on it
if i don’t need to
when i stumble out
will you leave the light on?
for the way home

is this all that i know?
i can’t leave it alone 
i have no more hope
my worth only equals a cross on the road
oh the consequences of feelings that i’ve had
and acted on
when it gets dark, it gets bad
all alone
full of shame and smoke

stumble out

lyrics:

who am i but incomplete?
don’t want to be obsolete
in my eyes, i emphasize
how my heart just breaks
when you don’t reply
now i’m sitting here beside myself 
instead of living my life
your distance made it pretty clear
i won’t be seeing you tonight

i won’t be seeing you tonight
oh, the afterglow of our time under the streetlight
will you forgive my lies?
the true sentiment i couldn’t say
was you set my soul on fire
and i can’t control the flames now 

who am i but incomplete?
don’t want to be obsolete
in my eyes, i emphasize
how my heart just breaks
when you don’t reply
now i’m sitting here beside myself 
instead of living my life
your distance made it pretty clear
i won’t be seeing you tonight

i won’t be seeing you tonight
with a desperate cry
i try to realign myself
and fix up all our broken ties
but i'm covered in a web of lies
in the attic of our former lives
with the skeletons and halloween lights
it's always where i've preferred to hide

who am i but bittersweet?
don’t want to be obsolete
in your eyes 
you analyze
how it breaks my heart
when you don’t reply
now i’m sitting here beside myself 
instead of living my life
your distance made it pretty clear
i won't be seeing you tonight

bittersweet

lyrics:

obsessive with thoughts
yet cannot convey
the times i forgot
the years spent in pain
i can’t fake my love
or throw it away
with heaven above
i hope i land on my feet

when i'm stepping over landmines
flying over tree lines
slowly i can’t go
but i tried
in complicated moonlight
you saw the hurt in my eyes
but still a glimmer of hope

i’m sorry if i ever pushed you away
wish that i could take back all my mistakes
never wanted to fight
but i know i could change
start to see myself now
in the new age 

obsessive with thoughts
i saw my decay
the colors i lost
the nights spent in shame
to find another 
is all i need
to be in love
is to feel complete 

(chorus)

new age

lyrics:

into the sea
out of the sky
i fall into
seafoam and high tides

i'm not alone
one with the night
with nowhere to go
i want to tell you
you’re not alone
i'm on your side
with no place to go

into the sea
out of the sky
i fall into
seafoam and moonlight

(chorus)

seafoam

lyrics:
	
polaroid picture
of the neighborhood
that we used to walk
when we used to talk
feels like a different lifetime

no tears left to cry
i can’t stay here tonight
you were my light
don’t you cry for me now
i will suffer alone
suffer alone

but it's you that i adore
and it's you I wake up for
tell me what could ever matter more in this life?
still i know
i'll never see the sunlight
if i stay inside every day
i knew it from the first time
that i won't make it go away

(chorus)

autumn day
under the streetlight
branches sway
start to feel alright
seasons change
i know that we do too 
colors fade
shed a single tear for you

(chorus)

you that i adore

lyrics:

clementine
hazel eyes
i know that i could spend
forever with you
forever and always
starting to see the light again
clementine
angel eyes
alone on the front yard you lie
happy by yourself in the sunshine

in misery, i found a home
but you, you’re comfortable when alone
while i think of terrible thoughts
and all of these things that i’ve done
decipher which was the worst one
the leaves are falling down
i’m feeling more left out
i’ve never understood why

(chorus)

wish i could make it all slow down
slow it down for you
live my life for you
you're here with me somehow
it’s so obvious and innocent
you’re all i want now
and to slow it down

(chorus)

clementine

lyrics:

covered up in leaves
where you're lying
in the cemetery
dying

screaming and writhing
you're gasping for air
buried alive
as you suffocate inside

buried alive

resurrected

lyrics:

poor me
suffering endlessly
alone in the moonlight
on windswept tides
i watch my soul fade away
i don’t know why
everything in my life
is breaking down my pride
and my peace of mind

as above so below
broke my heart more than i ever showed
back then i didn’t want my life
when you saw me on the fourth of july
i was planning out my suicide
but i knew it wasn’t right

(chorus)

don’t reach for me
i am only
feeling sorry for myself
like everybody else

(chorus)

as above, so below

lyrics:

apparition materialized
degradation for the duration of time
premonition matreliazed
devastation of funeral cries

immolation personalized
provocation of wandering eyes
decimation industrialized
spit in the face of religious lies

apparition materialized
degradation for the duration of time
premonition matreliazed
devastation of funeral cries

apparition

lyrics:

on a dark and dusty road
i wander alone
i wander alone
i had to ponder my thoughts
i want you even more now
but i’m on the wrong side of town
and it's hollow

under neon lights
i’m one with the night
i’m dying inside
i’m drowning my lies

on a long and winding road
i wander alone
i wander alone
i had to ponder my thoughts
i sense a reckoning now
and i’m on the wrong side off town
with no tomorrow

as i trudge along
i’m praying you don’t move on

on a rundown country road
i wander alone
i wander alone
i had to escape my thoughts
i fear myself even more now
yet i’m on the wrong side of town
with no tomorrow

wrong side of town

lyrics:

set my sights on greener fields and blue skies
full of endless clouds and holy sunlight
searching for a chance
or maybe a gold mine
but i’m running out of time

ride alone on salem the black stallion
don’t need nobody else
he’s my only friend

i try to give him all my love
but i fear that it won’t be ever enough
when there’s a barn burning down
i know he’ll take me home
he’s taking me home

salem the black stallion

lyrics:

the wind is howling
through the hollow hills
a stranger scowling
never gave me the chills
i don’t know anything about anyone
i want to see them for who they are
and not what they have done

at the Washoe House
i’m a lowlife
hurting myself inside
while drowning my denial
all of my loves have died
i can’t separate
from my former life
hate myself everyday
the sun sets later now
but i’m not at ease
without a sliver of moonlight
without a star sign in my eyes

the wind is howling
through the hollow hills
a stranger scowling
never gave me the chills
i don’t know anything about anyone
i want to see them for who they are
and not what they have done

but i would look away
i cannot lie
when your homicidal rage ruins our night
in the morning light
you’ll realize how you lost your mind
but if she’d notice me i’d feel alive
wish i could speak to the architect of time
but i’ve been stuck on the bar top all my life
i realize

through the hollow hills

lyrics:
	
a heat dome is hovering over our town
every summer now is hotter than the last
nothing can remain unchanged or unfound
with a need to fall in love, i must leave behind the past
still, i make my way down to the watering hole
wondering what i’d get for selling my soul
across the bar, i see you looking heaven sent
as the lights shine on you now
i’m wondering “where have you been?”

hear me out
i’m dying to know you
i’m trying to slow dance with you
every night
it’s obvious you’re not surprised
i love to look in your eyes
it was all that i wanted to do

what do you think about
how the world is going now? 
i have to get this off of my chest
i think i love you
what do you think about
when the sun won’t come out?
when you’re feeling sad or feeling down?
on my life, i need you now
i’m in love, i’m singing out
tell me all your thoughts and all your doubts
i think i’d love you all the same

hear me out
i’m dying to know you
i’m trying to slow dance with you
every night
it’s obvious you’re not surprised
i love to look in your eyes
it was all that i wanted to do

wanted

lyrics:
	
look at the way your hair shines
i think i’ve finally found my gold mine
so divine
look at the way your eyes shine
i think i’ve finally found my blue skies
so divine
so refined

be still my beating heart
there’s a chapel on the hill
i can finally see it now
right beyond the windowsill
i can hear us now
reciting our vows
promising to turn a house
into a home
what felt so unknown
i think i have found it now

gold mine

lyrics:

it’s all around
i feel it all still
lasso the sun to the ground
leave it in my will
i can’t rely
on what’s not in my sights
i’ve seen terrible times
so i’m not myself anymore

when you see me now
i’m a silhouette of who i once was
i’ll still come around
but only to mess it all up
is moving on still an option?
i’ll proceed with extra caution
even when i feel so unsure

it’s late, my love
why don’t we lie down?
in the moonlight
now it’s nice and quiet out
i’ve waited my whole life
to be in this moment tonight

it’s late, my love
why don’t we lie down?
in the starlight
now that we’re safe and sound
i’ve waited my whole life
to be in this moment tonight

it’s all around
i feel it all still
yet i can’t decide
how to exercise my free will
i can’t rely
on what’s not by my side
i’ve seen terrible times
and i’ve been betrayed before

(chorus)

it's late, my love

lyrics:

	
you said that you needed love
i said that i needed trust
we took the time to open up
but i don’t think i could ever be enough
for you
i close my eyes to the world on the outside
to be with you here tonight
with only one question on my mind

could you lasso my heart
and tie it to moon? 
i knew right from the start
that i could fall so in love with you
now i’m so scared of the way
every other man says your name
because if i can’t provide what you need in life
you could leave me for somebody else

know i’ll never leave
push and pull me through
hear it straight from me
i belong to you
every night
for all of my life
if you’ll keep me by your side

(chorus)

in mystic starlight
i still lie awake at night
always wondering why

(chorus)

lasso my heart

lyrics:
	
my girl
i’m sorry for the way i wronged you
my time
is spent making ends meet
my world
is crumbling under the surface
my mind
is withering from self-defeat

i feel it every day
the devil on my shoulder
barely making minimum wage
every day i’m still getting older
but not wiser
i can’t tell when i’m beside her
it’s not like her to tell me
“all that you do is push me away from you”

wrong or right
in plain sight
in your crowded mind
something snide
is sneaking up
step into the light
or lose your only love

(chorus)

devil on my shoulder

lyrics:

i can’t unsee it now
it’s in your eyes and in your head
i think that i’d be better off
just leaving everything unsaid
because you could never know the weight
of crippling doubt every day
now i can’t barely fade away
as the clouds move in again

was it obvious to see
for everyone but me again?
i was living in my head
suffering in silence
stuck behind my eyelids
is everything that i did
to rid myself of it
that’s my only wish

when the phone rings
i already know why
talk in circles for hours
over a single lie
it’s as promised
as saying that the sun will rise again

(chorus)

only wish

lyrics:

midnight
creeping through shadows
if only i knew what would follow
upstairs i found you in his arms
i knew it all along
i thought a love like ours could never die
i thought you said that you’d always be mine
i thought that we could give life an honest try
yet no surprise

i cannot trust anyone
i’ve spent my life living on the run
my only love was found in anothers arms
so now i’m burning down the barn
i cannot trust anyone
i’ve spent my life living on the run
i walked into a party and i found out
so i decided to burn it all to the ground

when really i am a sensitive guy
i never want to see you cry
even when i’m in the right
so i locked my soul in a box
that i lost when the morning came
what a shame to learn that this was all a game
it was all a game to you

midnight
cheating in the shadows
if only i knew what would follow
upstairs i found you in his bed
i knew it in my head

(chorus)

barn burner

lyrics:

the barn is burning down
the love we shared together is fading
you won’t look at me now
or ever again
underneath the clouds
i know this season of life is now changing
i won’t look for you now
or ever again

you couldn’t handle your rage
i couldn’t handle my alcohol
you always looked so ashamed
i hid away like i didn’t notice it all
i’ve never felt so betrayed
i threw my glass at the barroom wall
from that point i decayed
but never knew how much further i could fall

my world turned upside down
the time we spent together is fading
you won’t deceive me now
or ever again
now i’m out on the town
i don’t need any chaser or feelings
i won’t look for you now
or ever again

you couldn’t handle the flames
i couldn’t handle my pain at all
i’ve always felt so ashamed
of where i came from and the name that i’m called
i’ve never been so betrayed
i’ve never known how to stand tall
now every day i decay
but never know how much further i could fall

betrayed

lyrics:

i kick in the double doors
they all know what i’m here for
unless you find me on the beer-soaked floor
keep them coming when i ask for more
someone says that “it’s alright now”
that “everything will all work out”
i say “you’re sitting here too
so what are you on about?”

just so you know
you’re breaking my heart
it’s tearing me apart
to watch you go
hollow yet so full of pain
with you is how i spent my days
now i shed a single tear
as i ride away

what was it all for?
countless nights i spent on your floor
to make sure you were alright
with nothing to fear in sight
how can they say “it’ll all work out”
when your baby decides to fly south
say you wouldn’t be sitting here now
with pointless stories you go on about

was it all a dream?
as strange as it seems
i’d rather poison my brain
than watch you leave

just so you know
you’re breaking my heart
it’s tearing me apart
to watch you go
hollow yet so full of pain
with you is how i spent my days
i shed a single tear
as i ride away

ride away

produced by jolst

lyrics:

on a day in september 
i think of how i’d be remembered
i’ve come so far from hating myself 
and all my selfish ways

but when push came to shove
i didn’t think that i was ever enough
i never meant to throw my smile away
i wrote my tears into an icy refrain
but it’s plain to see
i’m losing more of myself to this disease
i’m hurting more than myself living selfishly
while waiting for a change to happen inside
i bide my time

i swear i tried moving on
but your absence hollowed me out
i swear i tried moving on
but it left me with doubts
i guess that all i can do
is pray for peace in my mind
i guess that’s all i can do

on a day in september 
i think of how i’d be remembered
i’ve come so far from hating myself 
and all my selfish ways

on a day in september (jolst)

if only for tonight
i'll think that you're above
i don't know what to do
i want to believe that were true
but truly you feel too far away
like a dream i once had 
that i was never meant to chase

i know that you'll be in the rainclouds
always hovering above me
separating my head from my heart
let me restart

i know that i won't find bliss in misery
but all i want to do is crawl into the ground
i want to separate my head from my heart
let me restart

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bliss in misery

lyrics:

how long before
the rain comes back
and ruins all the drywall?
before the leaves all die
and fall off
onto the ground?

because this summer
i lost it all
taken in a car crash
and i don't know why
i can't leave it in the past
all i know is
is what's before me
and it's always you

so i'll love you in every single way
i'll love you forever
i'll love you for always
because i've loved you every day
since i met you

when you hold me close
please don't let me go

how long before
the rain comes back
and washes me away?
before i start to rearrange
my brain again?

because that winter 
i lost it all
taken in the frost
and i didn't know
how i could feel so lost
all i knew was
who was beside me
and it was always you

so i'll love you in every single way
i'll love you forever
i'll love you for always
because i've loved you every day
since i met you

when you hold me close
please don't let me go
(i hope you hear me when i say this out loud)

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love song

lyrics:

i want to bang my head on the sidewalk
because i don’t know how 
you could let me down
more than you ever did before 

i need to let it all go
before it fades away
because i don’t want to show
all the things i keep away

i need to let you go
before you let me down 
because now i know what you think about 
you think you’re someone i can’t live without

but i’ve already lost you 
so what does it matter to me now?
because i’ve already lost you
so i don’t think this matters

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to be let down

lyrics:
(salem)
i just wanna sleep for awhile
until all i see is stars in my eyes
lay me down, i wanna sleep for the night
until all i see is stars in my eyes
i just wanna sleep for awhile
until all i see is stars in my eyes
lay me down and let me be
i just wanna sleep for the night

(seejayxo)
i just want a benz all black
pour another cup now i'm blacked
i don't need you i'm not attached
baby i could tell that you mad

i could see the stars in your eyes
looking at me every fucking time
its like you can always read my mind
no i'm not fine

baby i been getting real high
you don't even know what it's like
you don't know the shit that i go thru
why the fuck i bother with the old you

memory feat. seejayxo (metlast)

lyrics:

calm down
it’s so easy 
in a world like this
to lose yourself 
i feel it too sometimes
it’s hard to exist and you don’t know why
i don’t know why
i know you’ve been there 
about a thousand times
searching for something
left of you inside 
you don’t wanna sleep for a little while
you just want to sleep for the long time

but that’s not the way it works
we have to go to work
every day
every week
every year 
forever

keep me in your dreams 
i like it there better
i don’t want to remember
anything past december
when i saw you 
when i saw you
crying on the sidewalk
when i saw you
i swore to god when i saw you
crying on the sidewalk 

what if that’s just the way this works?
what we have to go to war
every day
every week
every year

when i saw you

lyrics:

tell me if my time is running out
before i hit the ground
tell me you wasted my time
when you let me drown
i never want to feel this way
i didn’t want to feel this way
on a seaside holiday 

i’d like to say i would dive in
but i’ve never been that kind of guy
i’d like to say i would try it
but i’ve never been that way and i don’t know why
when the sunlight hits my back 
i get burned every time
when i look out at the water
i can hardly close my eyes

seaside holiday

lyrics:

i don't know why
you're leaving me here
all on my own
i don't have a home
so where do i go
when the world turns me away?
where did i go wrong?
all i do is write songs
for people who won't hear them
for people who don't want to
either way
i can't sleep all alone
and nobody's here 
so i stay up late
and it feels all the same
there's a crowded room full of people
that i've known forever
i just don't connect

when i'm next to you
i want to let you into my head
so you'll see i need you by my side
it's so hard to let go
when i'm choking on smoke
all the things that i love are suddenly
on fire

on fire

lyrics:

help me out
i want to come clean
your scent still lingers
on my bedroom sheets

i don't like you
i wish we didn't meet
how do you feel about me?
how do you feel about me?

when it's all said and done
who do you think you can lean on?
who do you think you can hold to
the promises they want to keep?
the more i learn the less i know
every day is a lesson learned
i know i could never speak
and i'll know that the world still turns

(chorus)

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darkness into light

produced by: @pekarot_161

lyrics:
your voice in my head
yeah it echoes (echoes)
i can't see through all of it
yeah the pain goes (pain goes)
on and on in my head
yeah it echoes (echoes)
in the fall i'll drop dead
as the wind blows (wind blows)
and when i'm up above 
with the city streets below
maybe then i'll finally know
maybe then

i lost my light
tell me where it went
i'm dying in my head
in a scene so violent
and i know i could stay
and i know i could go
any day
any way

your voice in my head
yeah it echoes (echoes)
i can't deal with all of this
yeah your name goes (name goes)
on and on in my head
still the page is unread
as the wind blows (wind blows)

(chorus)

i want to give you everything
but i don't think i can now
i want to be everything
for you now somehow
i know i tend to run away
i'm feeling my way out
can you hold tight?
i know we fight like the rest
but hold on now

(chorus)

echoes (pekarot)

lyrics:

if i could see you
i’d hold you tonight
moment of clear view 
you go to the light
i just feel like sometimes 
you and i 
would only be a waste of time
i'm a weight 
on your shoulders 
that you know you can't hold 

on your side  
and i notice
in your eyes 
you want to go
now i know
what a sight
when you notice
it’s your life
go where you wanna go
let me know

SALEM AVENUE

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