no summer days, no summer nights, no better days, just nothing...

i've never heard seejay snap this hard <3 props bro been grindin

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

lyrics:

try hard
where does it get me
i wake up, feeling so empty
if i die would you forget me
if i die would you forgive me
back to back another bad night
back to back another hard fight
lost again another black eye
lost again another black eye

it dont feel right
not at all
i try my best
but i just fall

coming up but i still feel down
got a couple k in my bank account
i dont wanna be here right now
you dont care if im here right now
blacked out
i dont wanna wake up
ima cover my scars with some make up
blacked out
i dont wanna wake up
ima cover my scars with some make up

where does it get me? (p. xmichaelwarren)

payphone ft shinigami (p. recycleBin)

Babe you’re like the stars on the drive home
The ones that give you hope when you’re all alone
They replace all of the love that you couldn’t show
I might crash the car but you wouldn’t know 
You can’t tell me it ain’t something I said back to you
In the heat of the moment while my face turning dark blue 

Why you puttin up a fight 
Always say you love me but you never stay the night 
I’ve been dancing with the devil baby I might take my life 
Got a rope around my neck baby it’s hard to breathe alright 
Everytime you tried to hurt me was it always out of spite 
So fucked up, nauseas, stomach hurtin 
Tried to write you all these songs can’t get the words in 
I can’t stop shaking baby you make me so nervous 
Everytime we fall in love you leave me hurtin 

If I crashed tonight I know you wouldn’t care 
I keep dyin in my dreams blood everywhere 
Yellow tape around the scene you can meet me there
Broken, blood on the floor you cut me open
All the lies make your words worth nothing 
Tongue tied no I don’t like talkin
Saw her face now I can’t stop fallin
In love again I lost my mind 
Don’t know where it went 
I think of the days and the nights we spent 
Remember every second no I can’t forget 
No I can’t forget 

Babe you’re like the stars on the drive home
The ones that give you hope when you’re all alone
They replace all of the love that you couldn’t show
I might crash the car but you wouldn’t know 
You can’t tell me it ain’t something I said back to you
In the heat of the moment while my face turning dark blue

u wouldn't even notice :( w/ hamilton [prod. noahmadethiss x jolst] *LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION*

help
https://www.gate.fm/tsGGhX
(chorus 2x)
mama said be honest boy and tell em how you feel 
i fucking lost my best friend and my house thats how i feel 
i feel like the main character and this shit isnt real
feels like im in a movie and im glitching on the reel 
(verse)
i been sailing for a minute boy they better listen up 
ill take my life in a instant just to see my boys go up 
feels like my mind is imprisoned and these bars are welded shut
im the outcome of some tough love no excuse i toughened up
i think my father hates my guts and my mother still on drugs
she fucking left me and my sister for her new man who's a thug 
promised god i wont give up feels like im the chosen one 
promised god i wont give up feels like im the chosen one

ALL PLATFORMS

main character (dercept) (all platforms) (music video out now)

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

when ur around (prod. brody)

lyrics:

nothing is staying the same
why do i feel this way
i just wanna say what i think
but ur gonna think im insane 
u know ive been smoking a lot
u know im in love with the change
u dont ever leave from my mind
under a spell like a mage

girl u keep me in a lock box
always make the time stop
wish u needed me but u dont
cuz ur hearts locked
i guess that im good on my own
cuz baby u dont hit my phone 
but u know ur keeping me up at night
need u in my bed and ill be alright

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

and the moonlight seeping in my bedroom 
wont let me forget u
tell me is the nighttime getting to ur head too
i just need a minute cuz i dont wanna regret u

and ur only in my head but i miss u
baby i just wish u 
knew what i was feeling so i dont have to admit to
being scared of finding someone this soon

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

starlight

lyrics:

shadows in my mind 
baby i’ve been going blind 
see it written in the sky
i don’t care this life is mine 
colored light up in my eyes 
stainless on me shine 
saw the light it made me cry 
saw the light it made me cry 

u still want me to say why
black and red in number nine 
need some water for my eyes 
i’m so faded off the dry 
smoking weed up in my ride 
she’s stay by my side 
baby i’m so high 
be my queen until i die 

spend a rack all on my body 
shawty love it when i’m wasted 
sometimes i be down but i’m okay it’s complicated 
i like getting faded 
ounce up in the air and i’m sedated 
i can’t deal with the tension that i created 

baby look at me 
i’m a different breed 
i be off the tree 
why don’t u leave ? 
am i what u need? 
burnout VIP 
all this greed 
they just want my steez 
promise that i’ll change 
if not for me 
i’ll do that for u 
i’ll do anything 

i just waste my time
but it’s alright
off the gas shawty i be smokin all night
x2

wake me 
wake me 
i’m on saturn in a daydream 
looking hazy 
i get sadder when the day leaves 
i’m wasting 
on my way 
to embracing 
the dead leaves 

smell like dolce and gabbana 
i’m tryna deal with the trauma 
from a year ago 
i don’t know why i cared about the drama 
need an antidote
i’ll make a lot of money 
n spend it all on some prada
i just wanna see nirvana 
feeling closer on the marijuana 

new designer shades 
keep the ghosts away 
please get out my place 
just get out my place

don’t know what to say 
feel it goin grey 
wish that it was day 
wish that it was day 

shadows in my mind 
baby i’ve been going blind 
see it written in the sky
i don’t care this life is mine 
colored light up in my eyes 
stainless on me shine 
saw the light it made me cry 
saw the light it made me cry 

u still want me to say why
black and red in number nine 
need some water for my eyes 
i’m so faded off the dry 
smoking weed up in my ride 
she’s stay by my side 
baby i’m so high 
be my queen until i die 

i just waste my time
but it’s all right 
wake me
wake me 
i’m on saturn in a-

i just waste my time
but it’s all right 

wake me
wake me 

(prod wstdyth)

wake me

love spills from my veins

lyrics:

salem avenue:
you fell in love for a moment
i fell in love with the memory
whisper nothings in the backseat
i waste my nights now cuz i cant sleep
and i know i've seen things that you won't see
but when i close my eyes i don't have dreams
no summer days 
no summer nights
no better days 
just nothing

seejayxo:
i hate when i see your face
you know that i can't behave
i hate the things that you say
i know it's all in my brain

everyday that i wake up is a struggle
get high but i still feel real low
no love in the back of the club hoe
hate me baby i don't give a fuck tho

you just keep my heart in a memory box
you don't feel the same 
baby give me a shot
i can never sleep at night
wonder when you'll make things right

memory feat. seejayxo (metlast)

I CANT HANDLE ANYTHINGGGG

thanks 

vocals- feelnum and bedhead
prod- xmichaelwarren 
mix/master- bedhead

CLOUD CABIN!!!

memory feat. seejayxo (metlast)

SALEM AVENUE

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