ilusion(final tome)

Fern

splish maxxing

An electroacoustic etude exploring the concept of rhythm, made exclusively with Garageband Drum Machine Presets. Inspired heavily by the work of the New Complexity movement, especially the Percussion Solo Bone Alphabet by Brian Ferneyhough, Garageband Beat #54 is a multi-year dissection on beat-making. Composed initially as an inside joke during the composer's full-time summer job, this piece blurs the line between intentionality and a sincere lack of musical abilities. This work is also part of a series of sonic works that deal with sonic oversaturation and busy, complicated structures to externalize the composer's mind. Garageband Beat #54 raises the question: When do non-rhythms become polyrhythms? And when do those become heavily synchronized auditory gestures on a giant time scale that we call sonic phenomena? Are intensely choreographed polyrhythms just really a dubious excuse for the lack of time? How can we solve and work through complicated music in a way that makes sense? How do we process sound and rhythms that are seemingly fragmented, complicated, completely random, and sonically unreliable?

Garageband Beat #54

The Fastest Blade (feat Solowokee)

uNtitled

This is a track I wrote over the summer of 2024 and which I didn't really touch or believe in for a while but I had a blast producing it and I hope it's at least a little bit fun to listen to. <33333 thanks everyone

CADiLLAC

Rachel (take 2)

Two sisters can’ t be found guilty for the same crime 
You look in both eyes at the same time
And then you tell me what’s right or wrong
Or left and true just sing along

Elsa and Anna were born on the ceiling
Elsa and anna can read
Elsa and anna were teething
Maybe that’s why Charlie fucking bit me


Hello earth it’s me I am not of your kind
I solely exist in the back of your mind
However this circus is getting quite drastic
If you could remove me that would be fantastic
So don’t pop the switchblade, don’t load the gun
Or in the afterlife we will also remain one
Just exhale all your strife and toil
While I show you my essential oil collection

Lemme break it down

Back ya ass up, take a seat bitch
While I show you how I eat it
If you’re wondering, spent my past in Brooklyn
Found the crystal ball, call it future looking
Now I’m in the kitchen, cause I do the cooking
I could doubt myself but I’m never willing
Fuck you
Queen Elizabitch is my favorite sibling

Elsa and Anna were born out of mercy
Elsa and anna can fart
Elsa and anna were radicalizing
And maybe that’s why Charlie fucking bit me

 (voice memo)
*laughter*
Ok, if we were anna and elsa I would be anna and you would be elsa right?
i have 12 beans 
Okay but I also prefer anna and we cant both have her
a cow as white as milk
*passionately* He can’t keep getting  away with this
Wait don’t go! Do u wanna build a snowman ahaha
Hello?
 
Elsa and anna were not real people
They brought me into the steeple
Before I was bought and before I was sold
I slept in a purple bed, 11 years old

Elsa and anna were born out of wedlock
Elsa and anna cannot cry
Elsa and anna have Donald trump’s tweets blocked
And maybe that’s actually why Charlie bit me

(outro: Dr. John)
I’m not going to bite you, I wish you no harm
I won’t kick your shins or break both your arms
Elsa and anna would win in a fight
Elsa and anna are nowhere in sight

CADiLLAC

Sam-e D