Silent Night ft Enoch Yang

For your revenge era
Produced by Cameron Taylor

Lyrics:
Words so sweet
You're so good at giving cavities
All the lies you spouted on repeat
I never said that you could play with me
Watch and see 
 
Cyanide and tainted gold
Pretty little poison
You think i'm under your control

Really i’m just
playing with your plastic heart
p-p- p plastic heart x2
Promise I’ll play with it til death we part 
p-p-Plastic heart x2
I love to play with it your plastic heart
p-p- p plastic heart x2
PromiseI’ll play with it til death we part 
p-p-Plastic heart 
Watch you fall apart

Hold you over fire watch you melt away
Take a polaroid
Save it for a rainy day
Hold you over fire watch you melt away
Take a polaroid

Of me playing with your plastic 
playing with your plastic heart
p-p- p plastic heart x2
PromiseI’ll play with it til death we part 
p-p-Plastic heart 
Watch you fall apart
Love to play with it your plastic heart
p-p- p plastic heart x2
PromiseI’ll play with it til death we part 
p-p-Plastic heart 
Watch you fall apart

Plastic Heart

Written by Beraud/ Renato Sebastiani/ Attique Iqbal/ Angela Wang
Produced by Renato Sebastiani 
Mixed by John True

I show up at your house   
Drippin’ in confetti
Like a rumble or a quake 
No one’s ever truly ready 

I make it rain
Fluorescent paint
Got color on your walls,
And I’m the one to blame
Knowing me 
Was no mistake

You ask me when I'll get my life together
I say never 

Wouldn't change me if I could 
So don’t tell me that I should
I’m a little bit messy but I’m mostly good 
Better take another look
Cause I think you’ve misunderstood
I’m chaotic good

I’m chaotic I'm chaotic I'm chaotic good
I’m chaotic

Good to see you
What’s that storm in your eyes?
How’s it feel to 
Be so bottled inside?

I’ll show you how
Real thunder sounds
Got you feeling terrified
But you still stick around 
I saved a seat 
On my roller coaster ride 

Wouldn't change me if I could 
So don’t tell me that I should
I’m a little bit messy but I’m mostly good 
better take another look
Cause I think you’ve misunderstood
I’m chaotic good

I’m chaotic, I’m chaotic, I’m chaotic good
I’m chaotic good

Chaos is what I bring
Goodness is what I leave
Chaos is what I bring, it’s what I leave
It’s what you need
Isn’t it? 

Wouldn't change me if I could 
So don’t tell me that I should
I’m a little bit messy but I’m mostly good 
better take another look
Cause I think you’ve misunderstood
I’m chaotic good

I’m chaotic, I’m chaotic, I’m chaotic good
I’m chaotic good
I’m chaotic 

Chaotic Good

Special is a song about lies and expectations. Lies I told myself as a former gifted kid. Expectations I felt I was obligated to meet. It’s about the pressure of making something of myself and longing for the freedom of just existing. Longing for the freedom of just existing without the pressure of being “special.”

Produced by David Sundqvist

Lyrics:
I wish my mama never told me i was great
I wish i wasnt pulled down by the weight
Of someone elses ambitions
Just wanna make my decisions
I wish my mama never told me i was great
I wouldnt be so haunted by the shame
Of my wasted potential
I wish my mama never told me i was special


VERSE 1
I wish my mama never told me i was great
It’s been holding me down, I’m being pulled by the weight 
of perfectionism 
Always trying to please her
I don’t wanna hurt her 
but i don't deserve all 
her accolades
If she knew who i was
she’d be so ashamed

PRE 
I’m Twisting my ankles while lying in bed
Crafting calamities inside my head
If I had permission I’d be anyone but me

CHORUS
I wanna get out
But i don't know how
I’m stuck in this cycle of circling doubt 
Haunted by shame 
Losing this game 
Would I still be a failure if I wasn't great
Wasted potential
Not  what I’m meant for
Oh how I wish
My mama never told me i was special 



VERSE 2 
The clock is going tik tik tik 
And i’ve been feeling sick sick sick 
Everyone’s going zoom zoom zoom
While i’m boom boom boom 
Im just doom doom doom  

The clock is going tik tik tik
And i’ve been feeling sick sick sick 
Everyone’s going zoom zoom zoom
While i’m boom boom boom
And I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna 

CHORUS
I wanna get out
But i don't know how
I’m stuck in this cycle of circling doubt 
Haunted by shame 
Losing this game 
Would I still be a failure if I wasn't great
Wasted potential
Not  what I’m meant for
Oh how I wish
My mama never told me i was special

Special

A song for your brave new girl era. 
Producer- Mike Sorrentino

Lyrics:
I trip I fall
I drop the ball
Sometimes
I’m up, I’m down
Don't always have a why


Yeah
I care a little bit too much
I guess 
That’s just part of growing up


Baby it's a brave new world
And I still got a lot to learn
Baby it's a brave new world
And I’m a brave new 
A brave new
A brave new 
Girl


Life don't come with a set of instructions
My mistakes are a vital part of my construction
Imma undergo a doubt reduction
Modify my introduction
Give the world an interruption 


Baby it’s a brave new world
And i still got a lot to learn
Baby it’s a brave new world
And I’m a brave new
A brave new
Baby it's a brave new
Baby it's a brave new
Baby it's a brave new world
And I’m a brave new
A brave new
A brave new
Girl

Brave New Girl

They say a crush is just a lack of information, but I can’t help if it I’m ruled by imagination. We tend to fill in the blanks when we do not have 100 percent of the information. This is the track for anyone who’s ever fallen fast without All The Facts

Production by Ramencoke and Matt Cordasco

Lyrics:
Shut your mouth
It's been a while
But I dont wanna talk it over
Head in the clouds
Not coming down
Maybe I'll regret this when I’m sober 

You’d think by now I’d have weighed out all the pros and cons
But I’ve accidentally fallen back into your arms (whoops)
 
So in the absence of all the facts
I think I kinda want you back
Got a craving for a love relapse 
I can’t help it I can’t help it (I think i like you) 
In the absence of all the facts
I can't help it i just want you back
So many fantasies that I lost track
I can’t help it i can't help it  (I think i like you)
But only in the absence of all the facts

Got selective attention
I’m craving affection
Falling too hard
Need a love intervention
You’ve been on my mind
So come over tonight
Play two truths and a lie 

Wait. I think I like the lie 

So in the absence of all the facts
I think i kinda want you back
Got a craving for a love relapse 
I can’t help it I can’t help it (I think i like you) 
In the absence of all the facts
I can't help it i just want you back
So many fantasies that i lost track
I can’t help it i can't help it  (I think i like you)
But only in the absence of all the facts

They say a crush is just a lack of information
But i cant help if im ruled by magination 

So in the absence of all the facts
I think i kinda want you back
Got a craving for a love relapse 
I can’t help it I can’t help it (I think i like you) 
In the absence of all the facts
I can't help it i just want you back
So many fantasies that i lost track
I can’t help it i can't help it  (I think i like you)
But only in the absence of all the facts


Song 4

Rollin Matthews