shut eye

Stayed awake ‘till the sun rose 
Isn’t that how it goes
When you’re stuck deep in a heartbreak?
I always open my windows 
I breathe in that October cold 
Something ‘bout this time of year takes me away

I’ll be alone this Christmas, it’s fine by me 
I tend to buy myself anything I need 
Maybe I’ll take a chance at curiosity 
Maybe I’ll try something twisted 
October’s hitting different

I’ll stay up, watch my favorite shows 
Without your snarky nose 
Always rollin’ in smoke, smothering me 
I’ll sit with my thoughts alone 
I’ll really think about the mother-roll
That you wanted me to play to satisfy your needs

I bet you’re sitting there wishing that I were weak 
Crawling back to you, well only in your dreams, baby 
Maybe I’ll take a chance at curiosity 
Maybe I’ll write something twisted 
October’s hitting different

Dress up as your own personal bitchin’ machine 
All I ever did was try to give you everything you need 
Oh, how I hate this time of year it gets so damn lonely 
But I love it just the same 
Autumn air has seen worse things

I’ll fall asleep when the sun grows 
Into the sky where my love erodes 
Reset my nervous system back in place

Twisted October (Demo)

Dancing On My Own

i just turned sixteen, and i realized i was leaving fifteen behind and never coming back to it. so i wrote this on my last day as 15, dedicated to an difficult, eventful, wonderful year. 

lyrics:
today is my last day being 15
something that i know I’ll never be again 
there’s so many good things i have seen
spectacular places i have been

i’ve broken hearts and been heartbroken
confused more times than i could even count
the hurtful words my lips have spoken
and the friends i’ve had to go without

[chorus]
I’ll never be 15 again
‘cherish memories’, is what i’m told
so i’ll hold them in my locket heart
to remember when i’m old 

(ooOOOOooooOooOhh)

I’ll remember movie theaters
picnics in the green grass
cold nights spent by the warm heater
being late to class

long hugs with someone soft
braiding freshly combed hair
campfires where we all sing along
wanting someone who doesn’t care

[chorus]

[bridge]
on this day, one year ago
i entrusted my heart to the Lord of 
promised i’d be His shining light
i choose to fight the good fight
one year, here’s to many more
one year, here’s to eternity 

[chorus]

last day of fifteen

Clinton Kane - I Wrote A Song For My Best Friend Who Died

dont forget me

Hey, you

Art done by @nikolatteart on Instagram!

(Lyrics)

Sitting by myself watching blue waves 
Haven’t heard a calling in 2 days 
Swiping through my phone for a new face 
Gotta find a body to displace 
All of that time 
Pointless conversation on the line 
Channels to express what’s on my mind
I wish I had your love to leave behind 

What I used to need in excess, 
What I used to breathe before bed,
Every place we used to undress, 
Assuring that I’ll never convalesce 
You believe you couldn’t care less
But I think that you’re trying to impress 
Your friends that don’t know half about our mess 
You ask am I okay, why don’t you guess?

Kind of gettin tired of the same thing 
Coping without you I find is draining 
Need to find a shelter or a smokescreen 
Blindness would be better than me thinking of 
All of that time 
Pointless conversation on the line 
Channels to express what’s on my mind
I wish I had your love to leave behind 

What I used to need in excess, 
What I used to breathe before bed,
Every place we used to undress, 
Assuring that I’ll never convalesce 
You believe you couldn’t care less
But I think that you’re trying to impress 
Your friends that don’t know half about our mess 
You ask am I okay, why don’t you guess?

All of that time
All of that time
All of that time
All of that time
All of that time
All of that time

Convalesce

Fable

Sammy Royer- Fable

hi! it's been a while but i worked really hard on this song and i hope you all like it! :)

Do It to Myself - Cassie McMillan

A song I wrote for my grandpa who passed recently x

cloud gazing

a life of wishes 
https://youtu.be/aR6nS3VkSBA