Demos/ One-takes

Forget

Forget (Prod. chillingcat)

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mình yêu nhau, yêu nhau bình yên thôi. ft Đức Anh

Nothing More (Gabe Bondoc Cover)

Travel Diary #17 (HK)- youdontcallanymore.mp3

so you say to me
that you down that you for me 
not a part of your game
that you in it you steady i'm stuck on your brain

why you say to me
that our loving is true 
it get to you good
that for all that its not 
its me you're into

baby tell me what i need to know
if you gotta break me down why you do it slow
why you gotta pull me into you so close
if you gotta break my heart don't do it slow

i remember that yesterday
all easy we fine nothing to complicate
you confess that its hard but through it you stay
but you were faking it overtime
rob me of my pride
you make me feel that you was never mine
that you were never mine

why you gotta be so hard to hold
baby let me know when you became so cold
why you gotta keep me under let me go
if you gotta break me down don't do it slow
don't do it slow

Demo: Things Have Changed (Prod. Rish)

Love, come back to me
Disguised as a full bodied bloom 
In the heart of the city 
But I, it would be foolish of me to believe 
That flowers
Grow strong in concreted walls

Tell me I'm wrong 
Tell me that 
I'm being cynical
Bad things don't last for so long
Name me a song 
That hasn't come out of heartbreak 
So I'll drop my wall

But for now
I acknowledge that I'm alone 
I believed once 
Now I don't know 
About love
Somebody teach me again

Voicenotes#2 (don't know about love) 08:02:18

original prod. by J Roes 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qipJ_NOIYok&t=42s
"summer fever" music and lyrics by bevy maco
https://soundcloud.com/datmrco/summerfever


매일같이 타던 버스에서 널
처음 본 순간이 아직 떠올라
내 폰만 쳐다보는척 하다가
너의 예쁜 두 눈과 마주쳐버린

그 어느 여름날에
우리 둘이 
그 어느 여름날에 
우리 둘이

I still miss u 
I still miss u 
I still miss u 
I still miss u

우린 너무 어렸었나봐
그저 모든게 새로웠던 거잖아 
창 가에 앉아 바라보던, 이 세상이 
너로인해 아름다웠었나봐

wish i didn’t see you in my dreams
hoping you still thinking about me
us two by the river at night
thought that we still had time

그 어느 여름날에 
우리 둘이 
그 어느 여름날에 
우리 둘이

I still miss u 
I still miss u 
I still miss u 
I still miss u

summerfever

Voicenotes#1 - only when it's easy

Voicenotes#1 - you hurt me too

you taking all these pictures
don’t wanna see you with her baby
abercrombie fitch shirt
remember that i bought that baby
难道你不觉得羞耻
在我面前, 当众以及, 你这样子
甚至一周都还没过

so tell me why you do that
因为我还是忘不了你
最近这黑暗，有多么痛
连一句话都没有说
你已经踏着脚步，开始离开我 
诉说我哪里不够
你要分开的理由

i would have loved you better 
过一会儿你就看得出 
yeah we belong together
比不上你和我的相处
独一的爱
无二我们一样完善的一牌    
能不能绕我的身边回来
 
－

i hope that whenever you’re with her
taking her to coffee and dinner
somebody walks in wearing something that i would have
and now its just me you be thinking of
我们的历史
she doesn’t know bout it
现在我必知的就是
if you still keep our photographs on your bedside
午夜之后想着你 sleepless all night 

i would have loved u better 
为什么你不能看得出
yeah we belong together
她比不上你和我的相处
独一的爱
无二我们一样完善的一牌    
能不能绕我的身边回来

我忍不住 this baby
能不能绕我的身边回来
受不了看你们在一起
能不能绕我的身边回来 

you posting all these pictures
of you and her together
so i can’t help but wonder how you are
do you miss us like i do
i would’ve held my loving back if i had knew
I’m looking at your photo right now

照片 (demo2) - 11:12:18, 3.02 AM

Fall in Love

baby i ain't proud of what I’m feeling right now
say you got a lot that you can’t deal with right now
and its only me you can turn to
only me you go to
when you get like this i never learn
like a stray dog biting
can never seem to let it go so why then
sacrifice me
i bear your cross when you ask
i steer your course so you don’t crash and burn
i never turn my back on you
cos you’re getting old and 
still living lonely stranded 
hunchbacked on a cold shore

part of my future i won’t have
angel above lost in the sand
i’d give up my youth to bring to you back to life
now a dead man walking 
the man i love
who i loved

dead man walking (freestyle)

i been thinking bout you late night
새벽까지 여전히 잘수 없어
움직이지 않았던 내 맘이
갑자기 복잡해 졌어  

또 물어봐, 난 왜 이래?
널 볼때마다 난 무너져 
like I didn't already know you
but now suddenly I'm losing my cool

그때 지금까지 똑같은 너
(yeah no doubt, you're still)
스타일 바꿔 머리 잘랐도
네 매력적인 미소와 네 목소리 (yeah)
feeling so out of it one look at you and my vision’s blurry
자꾸 궁금하지만 난 몰라요

only friends that’s howwe identify
how’d that change for meyeah overnight?
friends never lovers 
혼자서 i suffer
over you, wanting you
what should i do?
(mm yeah baby what should i do?)

yeah you got me like
what the fuck is this feeling
can’t fight it
끊으려고 했지만 아직 이 느낌이 남아 woah
어떡해 풀어할까? 
우린 형제 듯이니까 
but i can’t see you like that anymore no
아무리 답답해도 이젠
i’m gonna keep my distance so then
더 깊게 떨어지지 않을거야
(이게) 확실한 말한다고 말야 

why’s it you and not a stranger? why
not even that good looking
but  guess u cute when u fooling round
why’s it you of everybody? why
too close for comfort
oh baby why?

think i’m in love with my best friend
tried to but i can’t pretend
that you aint the one i want
i’ve fallen hard for my best friend
tried to but i can’t pretend
that you aint the one i want

cos we’re only friends that’s how we identify
how’d that change for meyeah overnight
friends never lovers 
혼자서 i suffer
over you, wanting you
what should i do

**sorry for the konglish and the mixing that bass was v hard to tame

just friends (demo)

This song is about struggling mentally and emotionally. I wrote the verses during one of the darkest points in my life. I revisited it later when I was in a better state of mind and complemented it with advice and encouragement to my former self. This track features my own take on ‘Reborn’ by Kid Cudi and Kanye West.

Stages

Lullaby ft. Rahel (Prod. a2k)

in late 2019-2020 my friend joel introduced me to splice and let me borrow his  account, another friend manny also lent me his very expensive looking electric guitar, and in the same time period i also went into a bit of a depressive spiral while encountering a lot of issues while working on an official mixtape release, so i wrote a lot and tried to produce my own music for this first time to get through that and that's how these demos happened.
this is a personal project and all the songs are released in the demo versions that i made and recorded each one in that day. (i'm really sorry about the mix quality but i hope u like the demos here in some way or another and maybe feel them as i did)

i would sincerely like to thank joel and manny for the splice and guitar sponsorships respectively whether u know it or now yall really helped me through a weird time. also my family if they ever come across this for letting me make music late into the night even though i can be noisy sometimes and for loving and supporting me through many years of depression and anxiety. s/o anyone who has/has experienced that or any mental condition along that line and still got out of bed to make something of a day, and especially to all families and friends who knowingly or unknowingly stay with us through everything and  carry our weights when we can't

to be alone

Ease Your Mind

Ease Your Mind (Remix)

IamSamRui (voicenotes/ drafts/ travel diaries):
https://soundcloud.com/iamsamrui

samantharui@hotmail.com

dead man walking (freestyle)

Sam Rui

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