Christian College Indie Rock



[Verse 1]
Pages torn fingers bleed
Words like swords cut what I need
Digging deeper for the truth unseen

[Prechorus]
Can’t fake it
Can’t shake it
The weight of knowing

[Chorus]
Study to show approved
Am I enough am I enough
Through fire and proof
Am I enough am I enough

[Verse 2]
Late nights candles burn low
Questions rise answers don’t show
I’m searching searching will I ever know

[Prechorus]
Heart’s breaking
Hands shaking
The weight of knowing

[Chorus]
Study to show approved
Am I enough am I enough
Through fire and proof
Am I enough am I enough

Approved (Am I Enough?)

waves in the silence

Folk suset song/ Riding on the highway to Malibu and chelaxing. The surf is good.

Malibu Skies

When I wake up, I don’t wanna
Face the mirror, I'm a goner
Fake my cool, my chest gets hotter
It burns like soda in my veins
Missed that moment, lost that dollar
Scuffed up ego, hot on the collar
Buzzin’ head, where's the gain?
Nobody’s driving me sane

You talk slick, I can’t stand it
Go ahead, tear your bandage
You just want to drag my name
While I cave in, you play savage
God, I hate it — but I manage
You make me sort of enjoy the pain

I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up feelin’ like a fake, oh
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up - next to my mistakes, no
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Lose my place or lose my grip
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up - just to exist

Keep on loopin’, thoughts keep shootin’
Half alive and half rebootin’
Hold my breath like it’s a stunt
Play that role and keep disputin’
Truth’s diluted, mind’s polluted
Choke me gently, call it blunt

You're so proud, I can’t mute it
Tear me down and refute it
You make me want to burn places I've seen
But I still stay, barely rooted
Freaking out, wired, deluded
You make me wanna claw through my screen

I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up feelin’ like a fraud, oh
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up prayin’ - oh my god, no
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Keep losing sleep I can’t recall
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Keep being your light in the hall

Told myself that it gets better
But I’m still taped up with tether
Every day I come undone
Take my face off, switch the weather
If I break, well, call it clever
Say I ran — but I never run

I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up stitched into a mask, oh
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Rehearse answers, you never ask, no
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Chase the lines that they made bleed
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up just to not succeed


I Don't Wanna

hyk (outro)

This song is an AI-assisted creation, born from my deep love for the music that shaped me. While no human hands held a guitar or sat at a drum kit to record it, every note, lyric, and arrangement was guided by the echoes of the bands that defined my past. Think of it as a digital homage—a way of keeping alive the energy, emotion, and craft of the artists who once filled arenas and soundtracked my memories. This track isn’t trying to replace them; it’s a love letter to their legacy, reimagined through the tools of today. What you hear is the past and the future colliding, paying respect to the timeless spirit of rock that still refuses to fade.

Locked Door Hallelujah

truly

(from the EP Happier, Elyse Wilder 2025)

he’s the warning label everyone else could read.
she loved him anyway — scars and all.
a hymn for bad decisions sung like a prayer, whispered through gritted teeth.
sometimes worship and ruin sound the sam

Scars & All

Lyrics Written By Allan D Baule Jr November 2025

A Father's Love from Afar (Version 4)

What did your eyes see? 
Were they unfocused or just looking past
The shadows in the room 
Hovering over like an hourglass 

And No one dared to say what we all know now 
The legacy was ending, the castle was burning down 

But 
Between the gasps and rotten flesh we dared to pray to ask 

Could we go back to that kingdom 
That kingdom by the sea 
Where we all were still just children 
When you were still our king 
Could we have a moment with you 
Where we could be a memory 
Where one last time we could see you and we could still be seen

Annabelle Lee is present
she's right by his side
that wind that blew only brought her in from the tide 
 Is this salvation, will it bring us to the Dawn?
Could that love that was love that was more than a love
Undo what the years had done? 

So between the gasps and rotten flesh we dared to pray to ask 

Could we go back to that kingdom 
That kingdom by the sea 
Where we all were still just children 
When you were still our king 
Could we have a moment with you 
Where we could be a memory 
Where one last time we could see you and we could still be seen 

All the things we thought we’d have the time to say 
And all the things we said every single day 
They couldn’t measure up they just seemed so crude 
So we all sat alone as together we battled solitude

You taught the Sun to shine 
Now we only own the night

Could we go back to that kingdom 
That kingdom by the sea 
Where we all were still just children 
When you were still our king 
Could we have a moment with you 
Where we could be a memory 
Where one last time we could see you and we could  still be seen

Kingdom By The Sea II

Trying to get away from hard times, but you can’t and still you try

far-from-the-devil.mp3

SCRABBLE AND DIMES OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

Bedroom producer and songwriter in HTX.

truly

SamHy

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