Minister Julius - Problems  ( Prod. Merlean & XXVI)

My entry to the Cymatics Black Friday Beat Contest :)

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I Need You

I remember writing this around 2019, after a two hour trip back home after work. I was caught up and tired of the routine, and mad at the system. This machine that keeps us paying tax, saving money only to feed big corporations, the stock market and the banks. 

My music is my therapy, meaning that you can expect either my negative but also positive thoughts. And I do it because I love it and I hope you connect with I am trying to express.

Sometimes I receive these emotions out of nowhere like I'm exposed to external forces, stroke by lighting, you know? Like I've got an antenna somehow. ⚡🤖⚡

Atlas

Not Another One

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They Don't Know Me (Prod. by Zane98)

@_smittythekid teams up with Gnosis on this track titled “FALLEN”

Fallen (Prod. By Gnosis) @_smittythekid

Lyrics:

My momma teared up when I told her that
You weren't gon' be with me
I said I guess you weren't the one
But I don't think she belives it
When I told my dad, he pour'd us out
Two shots of whiskey
I knew letting someone in would be risky
But damn...

My brother heard you were on the run
So he came here to smoke
My homies ain't say much
Thought it was all just a joke
I don't really think you know just what you've done
Baby, it ain't just my heart that you broke

You can tear me down but I'll survive
Cuz I've been hurt a hundred times
And it ain't a thing to say goodbye
Thats just the story of my life
They always slide 
Thats really the whole reason why
I never invite them in my life
Get too involed
And then theres too much on the line

Momma tryna tell me find a wife
Cuz I been getting older
Well momma I can't find a girl to stay,
I'm getting colder
Just when you think you find the one,
You blink and then its over
I think thats the reason I keep tryin'
But I just can't get sober

I stay high cuz when you wrecked my life
I could not go no lower
I cannot stand to see my momma
cryin' on my shoulder

Askin' where'd you go, I can't lie
I do not know, her love just faded
Like the sun does color
So I'll stay on my lonely

My momma teared up when I told her that
You weren't gon' be with me
I said I guess you weren't the one
But I don't think she belives it
When I told my dad he pour'd us out
Two shots of whiskey
I knew letting someone in would be risky
But damn...

My brother heard you were on the run
So he came here to smoke
My homies ain't say much
Thought it was all just a joke
I don't really think you know just what you've done
Baby, it ain't just my heart that you broke

Love these days is so fucked
Its too much, theres no trust
These past girls with no class
Turned my heart straight to dust
I must not get my hopes up
for this fake love when its just lust
My hearts made of steel 
But that just don't mean
it still won't rust

The problem with love is all of these negatives
With no plus
No silver lining for these clouds
when it pours down there's only mud
Just like its Black Jack 
No matter how you play your cards
You can always bust
When I was young my dad would tell me
If you gon' be dumb, you best be tough

And that some facts
Dammit if he wasn't right
I won't even cap
I only cry in bed at night
I like to think about the past
And how my future looked so bright
Never thought I'd be so broken inside
from this love that I keep tryin' but 
I just can't seem to find

My momma teared up when I told her that
You weren't gon' be with me
I said I guess you weren't the one
But I don't think she belives it
When I told my dad, he pour'd us out
Two shots of whiskey
I knew letting someone in would be risky
But damn...

My brother heard you were on the run
So he came here to smoke
My homies ain't say much,
Thought it was all just a joke
I don't really think you know just what you've done
Baby, it ain't just my heart that you broke

It started when I spent 18 hours straight making the girl a song for Valentines day, only for her to take her ex back the day I finished her song. The next week was a drug fueled heartbreak grind  with many 8-16 straight studio sessions. I slept in the yo. It was rough. And uncomfortable. But the pain was washed over the mic for your listening pleasure. Enjoy <3 

P.S. You all are my Valentines c:

Memories

Set 'Em Free

(Verse)

Mishii finna go insane 
Mishii with the poker face 
Blickies make them run away 
Miss me with the hoes and fakes 
Stiffy makes her blown away 
Ricky the way I blow her back 
Imma virgin but I told her don’t be holding back 
I been over that 
With that Blasé just know that I’m the coldest in the culdesac 
And we ain’t homies I don’t owe them jack 
You give me coal but that’s what keeps me going on this track 
All I needed was promotion and you wanted cash 
Kiss on my ass 
Literally ripping the track 
Rather be littering on eliiterate niggas as I will shit on the track 
Fuck a track meet the Paton I’m never giving it back 
Waiting here patiently just to accelerate like I was sitting in traffic  
My dick be stretching her out like her pussy is taffy 
You bitch I’m bending her back 
And she fixing to tap out 
Bitch you just back ground 
You won’t last in this outlast cause imma be the last out 
My mouth make a preacher wanna pass out 
Pussy niggas better back down
Fore the Mac pow

Blick (prod. by mathiastyner)

Recorded online on Soundtrap: https://www.soundtrap.com

Ezio.

Freedom

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Blick (prod. by mathiastyner)

Samishii