lyrics:

I MADE THIS WITH MY THOUGHTS
I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT
KEEP WHAT YOU GOT 
I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT

ELIMINATE ALL OF THE SPOTS
I DECONSTRUCT THE PATTERS OF YOUR RATIONAL THOUGHTS
I LIKE TO ROLL THE DICE INSTEAD OF PICKING A LOCK
I LIKE TO MAKE A SILLY FACE AND MISMATCH MY SOCKS

SPARKY

WHATEVER I WANT

DL + STREAM!!!

"i have all the problems i need right here !"

(featuring @bhproducer & @singin-in-the-rain)

written and produced by self discovery, bh & stormkloud
mixed and mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[bh]
i'm feeling like i'm spinning right back uh
i'm sorry if i'm losing my track but
i'm escaping all these places
i am mentally trapped in my head and it's killing me
everybody knows where i'm at uh
oversharing, that's my bad
i hope that i don't fall behind the race
i'm going at my pace i'm going at my pace

there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home

[self discovery]
put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

[stormkloud]
how do i fix myself and
how do i call for help
i'm scared
all familiar but i feel it
i know this has to quit
so how do i pump the brakes
yeah we could just sit and wait
right here
so i wonder if there's time for me
to stop and realize
it's not really something i can change
and i'm sick of wasting all my range
when new places get old
and old faces i told
to watch out for greatness
oh, how bold !
i think i'm better off
sticking to what i know

[self discovery]
there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home
but i'm scared i'll be the last one left
to share my story
i'll bite my tongue
it's for the lore
should i be wary
of whom i've shared my side
prepared to be the last one left
in purgatory
i'll hold my tongue
it's for my story
it's fair to say that
guilt has been my guide !

put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

spawnpoint ! (feat. bh & StormKloud)

*on a good day.

written, produced, mixed & mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

am i late
to catch the high tide
i'm afraid that i just missed it
the sea's so inclined to seize peace of mind for the day
it's a crying shame you've never been
yeah, i'm okay
still had a full course on my plate
action was needed
i'll stare at the clock
while my mind keeps a log of the day
and dreams a place i've never lived

you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault
anymore

well give me a break !
it's not the first mistake i've made with you
i'll gesture towards the trauma
but don't expect me to write my stories of you
what can i say ?
it's far from the first time i've "berated you"
when you stirred up the drama
the sorry you sent
to my messages
it never came through

you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault
you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault

you're sending messages across the room
i'm sending messages across the sea
i swear its nothing in particular
but the atlantic's just too large for me
i'm sending letters off to someone new
you're leaving messages to get to me
don't think it's anything specifically
but the pacific's far too wide for me

you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault
i took the train of my hypotheses
thought maybe you won't bother me
you did, i wasn't scared to tell you off
you took a hike to get alone with me
now you'll never get along with me
and i don't give a shit that it's my fault
anymore

anymore

stream !

6.7mb/s* !

WHO do u THINK U ARE?!

comfort zone

pinkpantheress ft. rema - another life (disphing flip)

speedrunning a remix be like

big thanks to everyone who helped me along the way i love you all

porter robinson - cheerleader [marzy remix]

DO YOU WANNA GO?

in honor of the forthcoming "lightyears" project, thank you soundcloud.com/jaronsteele for everything.
this song has kept me going forever. the least i could do is attempt to mimic a fraction of the electricity. 

this is the closest you'll get of second wave aephyn for a while. be patient but absolutely huge things are in the works.

jaron / nownever [aephyn's vision]

Your Cold Hands

NGL this is literally me when I'm actin' real crazy.

Something possessed me when listening to the original last week and I couldn't stop myself from throwing this together. Hope you enjoy this fun edit!

Original: https://soundcloud.com/gabbystart/optifine-1

Gabby Start - Optifine (SammiFX True Gamer 2012 Edit)

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