pretty hurts

“A Songwriter’s Private Notes” is an intimate R&B collection shaped in the quiet stillness of Kamaria’s bedroom—where every song began as a voice note, a half-written letter, or a confession never meant to say out loud. The EP carries the raw edges of those early moments: soft tape hisses, voicenote snippets, and the unfiltered emotion of ideas captured in real time.
Each track tells the story of a different connection—people once loved, almost loved, or felt something too deep to name. 
Wrapped in chilled, melodic, cloud-like production, this EP is for the deep lovers—the ones who feel everything at once. It drifts between vulnerability and nostalgia, letting listeners step into the small, sacred moments torn from a private journal where these songs first found their shape.

A quiet storm of emotion, written in private, shared in truth.

Needed

Tons of fun to make.  Two tapes in the works rn.  Thanks to https://soundcloud.com/hheadhaunter and https://soundcloud.com/yori_beats for working with me!  Also thank you to https://soundcloud.com/ibr for production!!

Cloudburst ft. Headhaunter, Yori

lofi.
i left the vocal stems at the end so they are up for free use, just give me creds plz. og sample bpm: 170. og key: F#

walk me through (lofi)

stuck inside my castle.

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on youtube
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love-sadKiD
https://soundcloud.com/love-sadkid
https://www.instagram.com/love_sadkid/

lofee
https://soundcloud.com/lofeetunes

artwork by Mike Bautista
https://goo.gl/RY8Gea

nourish.
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love-sadKiD - castle (prod. lofee)

prod. Rook1e 
LYRICS:
Sit back relax and let me tell you all a story 
Bout the boy who met the woman of his dreams while he was snoring But truthfully I haven’t finished writing yet
 And sighing over unrequited love is kinda boring
 Ever heard the strategy speak it into existence?
 Manifest reality by staying optimistic
 Its far fetched, but I got a target and a mission
 planned the whole 9 yards so I can really go the distance 
Well its better than reminiscing
 Bout the one time we talked and the professor said to zip it 
Not dissimilar to wanting and then wishing
 But my confidence is missing when it comes to you I’m tripping
Well I better get back to the narrative You was in the passengers seat, and i was steering it staring at something other than the road, embarrassing 
You mentioned my music and showed some interest in hearing it 
Wasn’t prepared for it, I swallowed down some butterflies 
And then said yeah I would love you to hear this song of mine
 Give me some opinions when its finished and I’ll hear em out 
Played the very same song you happen to be hearing now
Cough over the lyric where I tell you that I’m falling for you
Now I feel the pressure better lie and say its not about you
Say some bullshit bout the concept of a meta narrative 
Then shut up, little bit of silence as it dawns upon you
 Thinking to myself i hope its going over well 
Try and keep the awkward laugh inside but to no avail 
And dear listeners what happens next I haven’t guessed
a story for another time and one thats only yours to tell

a story... (prod. Rook1e)

hi guys, sorry for the downtime.

hopefully this is worth it (it's not)

art by https://soundcloud.com/saintkales

lyrics

living like a dog
treated like a slave
sweating like a hog
for the money that i make
i dont wanna be a boss
i just really want a raise
15 minutes im on my way
15 minutes so save my plate
15 minutes ill see your face
hold up hold up
yall dont hear the siren
dropped bomb upon an island
while we wait impatient man
they gon turn us all to maggots, leeches
came up whispering to demons
game over man they understand
already changed the rules
listen pimpin we are trippin slipping into doom 
body raking in the fumes
in the blink of an eye
5 o clock turned to noon
bodies rocking everyway
bodies rotting with decay
find some cover for the night
no find some cover for your days


ive been out of my mind
aint shit change over here
aint shit strange over here
hard to complain not hard to contain
like a month to a flame over here
ive been eating radroches for todays
avoiding annoyances plotting their raid
assorting my choices but losing my pain
im on a new level i fought me a new devil
i built me a new bethel i found me a new voice
im back with a new treble
won me a new medal stole me a new vessel
and its always there like it knows me
and its always there it controls me
and its always there cause it owns me
yeah the madness the sadness whatever you call it
crash and it clash and it scratch my opponents
spaz and it lashes out aint no backwards now
life is an ankle lock and im tapping out
now im a sharpsooter and im tapping out
given up living my gift keeps on giving
im the hitman that hit men that you asking bout

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hark (prod. by whyandotte)

Ultimately (Semi/Cool Flip)

Grass w/ Nuq (Prod. Milan)

you should let me inside.

art by: @singajelly

static snorlax

This song didn't really fit on my upcoming project but it's a personal one that was cathartic to write so I decided to release it anyways. Soundcloud for now, all platforms tomorrow. "This Is Supposed to Be Fun" coming soon.

A Long Shower (Prod. Alex R)

I like to make all kinds of tunes.. some turn out alright