ma kah ray nuh

Verse 1
I’ve been wearing borrowed faces
Trading truths for quiet rooms
Every mirror’s got opinions
Every silence has a wound
I swallow thoughts I shouldn’t
Just to keep the peace intact
But the person that you’re holding
Is a fading artifact

Pre-Chorus
I’m tired of folding into shapes that never fit
I’m tired of shrinking just to say I exist

Chorus
I just want to be understood
Loved for who I am, not who I could
Pretend to be if I rehearsed
Every line, every word
I don’t want to change my voice
Just to give you what you want
I just want to be understood
Loved for who I am, not who I’m not

Verse 2
I’ve been living half awake
Second-guessing every breath
Translating my own heartbeat
Like it’s coded in regret
I’ve apologized for breathing
For my history, for my name
Walked on coals to earn affection
Burned myself but still no flame

Pre-Chorus
I’m tired of holding up a mask that never stays
I’m tired of acting like I like the empty praise

Chorus
I just want to be understood
Loved for who I am, not who I could
Pretend to be if I rehearsed
Every line, every word
I don’t want to change my voice
Just to give you what you want
I just want to be understood
Loved for who I am, not who I’m not

Bridge
If I show you the scars
Will you still stay?
If I tell you my fears
Will you look away?
If I stop trying so hard
Will I still matter?
Or will I disappear
Like broken chatter?

Breakdown
No more mirrors, no more lies
Let the masked version of me finally die

Final Chorus
I just want to be understood
Loved for who I am, not who you think I should
I can’t fake another smile
I can’t live another trial
I don’t want to play pretend
Just to feel relevant
I just want to be understood
Loved for who I am, not who I’ve been

Outro
Let me breathe, let me speak
Let me stay if I’m weak
I just want to be understood
Loved for who I am
That’s enough
That’s enough

For Who I Am

My shame… kept us here
Tame lions… tear

We were kids, you’re over the hill
No child in sight, I fight your hill
Careless Whisper in my head
Pills on the bed, left me for dead

I hate myself, why can’t you see?
Cut my skin just to scream
Rode me raw, I’m not your mare

Dead man’s hand… kills for me
Dead man’s hand… kills for me too

No more, no fucking more
Butcher knife, you tore my core
Ego high, you hunt for more
Faygo veins, dirt to floor

Dead man’s hand… kills for me
Wild Bill… kills for me too
Shame… shame… shame…

Shame (Yours and Mine)

“MISSING YOU TOO”

Genre

Dance / Club

Description

MISSING YOU TOO:
 reimagined as a dance track — where nostalgia meets the floor

Released under NORLEIGH LLC

Missing You To

video ::: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8uEmQV3ZpO0

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LYRICS:

i listened to twin fantasy
instead of sleeping
thinking that these pills are all
that ive been needing

worshiping the bottle
capsules emptied in the water
powder at the bottom
surely i dont have a problem

cant focus for the life of me
somethings missing 
its not lisdexamphetamine
despite my thinking

always been a rusher
sick of pulling every nighters
pills into the flusher
now things seem a little righter

PILLFLUSHER

gay australian culture is having a crush on hex from GGSP

gucci bracelet

INTERIOR CRCODILE ALIGOTER I DRIVE A CHEVRLET MOVIE THEATRE

inferior alodile crocigator

ponydansen :P

last time reuploading this piece of shit I swear I AM BECOMING OBSESSED W MCR YUNG GERARD IS SO CUTE

ponydansen :P

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