avaniceday 2022 w/ ssswan

The semester is over

by dugan henry & marlon
featuring
ricky chix
aceii
eli propper
follow
ikesmissing
noveks
jen
dlck
tacxin
woody
laKER 
joeyy
facy
schlosser

opium collegge 2
shed theory

BlueElevator:organRoom

@p1x2001

Please dance with me, maybe you can make me feel
Rain on the street, I am here but they can't see
I'm with the trees, only reason I can breathe
Walk in the light, maybe then I will be free
Sun goes up, I stay down
Sun goes up, I stay down

Make a wish, touch the sky
I'll try for you, just to smile
Fading away through the time
I'm breaking down like my spine
I've seen it all with three eyes
My wings are gone, Heaven cries
I might be gone but that's life
I might be nothing for life

Please dance with me, maybe you can make me feel
Rain on the street, I am here but they can't see
I'm with the trees, only reason I can breathe
Walk in the light, maybe then I will be free
Sun goes up, I stay down
Sun goes up, I stay down

dance with me w/p1x

https://soundcloud.com/1trauma
https://soundcloud.com/cementhead1

They say fake it til you make it
I dont think Ill even fuckin make it
Through the night Im shakin 
Through the day contemplatin 
Ways to make it end
Its a nightmare Wes Craven
I think God must be hatin 
I feel forsaken 

Feel like Im in hell
And I kick it in the #hill like Heather Mason
I cant handle all the demons I been facin
But I can roll up this loud n then face it
I dont wanna
Wait longer Im not patient 
Im so sorry I didnt live up to expectations
Suicidal thoughts in my brain invaded
It feel like I been cursed from creation 

If I 
Say I love you
Hope you already know
Even 
If I 
Take the leap with my eyes closed
I been
Runnin on love
Ina life devoid of hope
I been 
At the end
Many times so damn close
I dont
Have dreams
I just wanna decompose 
I dont 
Wanna hangout
I wanna hang from a rope
I can 
Barely walk outside 
I find it so hard to cope
Screaming
On the inside
Outside Im all alone

Cursed (prod. traumadol & enabler)

quiero caminar y saludar
quiero sentir mis pies en el mar
quiero encontrar otra manera
quiero quiero pero no pasa
estoy parado en mi cama se me cae mi cabeza
me rompen las rodillas me rompen las muñecas 
esperate a la noche para matar las bestias 
todas estas vueltas es la misma respuesta
es la misma respuesta
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es la misma respuesta
es la misma respuesta x2

lamismarespuesta (outro) prod. tekken96141

let’s go 
had to take a lil pregame before the show
take flix of my baby strike a pose !
say u fw me im like fasho

ontha road pushin 150, tell em keep up wit me
think i must be cold, walk in everyone freeze

bands up in my closet how much idk (like a shit-ton)
i stay fly n medicated for fun (ok OKAY)

tchea!! i bake in the sun (what else?) 
Maison Margiela sample piece 1of1 (go)
based in GIVENCHY clean w tha funds 
these boys would say anything for sum buns

shoutout to my bros in deutschland from FORTYFREE
cyber boi. Pulsi. Glozart w hella STEEZ
ride thru w the windows down so dank it prolly stink
crystals float around inside my drink

pop a gmail no way i can think (no way)
i think im tweakin spit blood inside of the sink
stay by lonesome no i don’t wanna link (i dont)
people think im nerdy but i just like to geek (geeked!) 

i’m speedin fukkit (fukkit ya! - - ya!)
ride thru yo neighborhood wassup bitch (ayo wazzaah)
magic trix i make the money come from nothin

let’s go 
had to take a lil pregame before the show
take flix of my baby strike a pose !
say u fw me im like fasho

ontha road pushin 150, tell em keep up wit me
think i must be cold, walk in everyone freeze

bands up in my closet how much idk (like a shit-ton)
i stay fly n medicated for fun (ok OKAY)

geek (glozart endee)

samsweater