I used to ooze confidence-
ooze a self-belief,
certainty was my close friend
but my success was brief.
I ran into a massive goodbye.
Lately I've been losing my grip-
no longer have a significant other.
He slipped away last year.

Memories of him I still adore.
But I don't cry for him anymore.
I don't cry for him anymore.
He said when the tears have gone.
Take a deep breath- and move on.
Take a deep breath- and move on.

So I'm taking his heavenly advice.
I've sorted through our lost life.
I'm liquidating all of our assets.
Getting set-up to start over.
I'm taking deep breaths- moving on.
I'm taking deep breaths- moving on.
Hey you, up there on your cloud,
pretty sure you'd be proud of me.
I'm taking deep breaths- moving on.
I'm taking deep breaths- moving on.

I used to ooze confidence-
ooze a self-belief,
certainty was my close friend
but my success was brief.
I ran into a massive goodbye.
Lately I've been losing my grip-
no longer have a significant other.
He slipped away last year.

Memories of him I still adore.
But I don't cry for him anymore.
I don't cry for him anymore.
He said when the tears have gone.
Take a deep breath- and move on.
Take a deep breath- and move on.

So I'm taking his heavenly advice.
I've sorted through our lost life.
I'm liquidating all of our assets.
Getting set-up to start over.
I'm taking deep breaths- moving on.
I'm taking deep breaths- moving on.
Hey you, up there on your cloud,
pretty sure you'd be proud of me.
I'm taking deep breaths- moving on.
I'm taking deep breaths- moving on.

I'm taking deep breaths- moving on.
I'm taking deep breaths- moving on.
Hey you, up there on your cloud,
pretty sure you'd be proud of me.
I'm taking deep breaths- moving on.
I'm taking deep breaths- moving on.

Moving On

MOVING ON

"Come Out and Play" is a seductive, lo-fi trap track that invites a shy lover to step out of their shell and embrace the warmth waiting for them. Soft beats and whispery, vowel ad-libs set the tone, blending a dreamy, hazy ambiance with a playful undertone. The song's inviting lyrics are gentle yet alluring, coaxing with each verse as it builds into a chorus that feels like a warm embrace. With smooth rhythms and an intimate, layered vocal that draws you in, "Come Out and Play" is the perfect soundtrack for those quiet, late-night moments of connection and vulnerability.

Come Out and Play

Drifting away - Original Mix

Drifting Away (Original mix)

There's no need to cry,
We need a miracle.

I don't need to try
Bodies on the line
Staring at the wall
Fire at their side

Hearts about to fall
There's no need to cry
Hold on to your halos
Turn 'em into headlights

Back in zeros
Prayers are missed calls
These rules are made
To be broken hearts
Climb these hills
Hands in these hills
We need a miracle
We need a miracle

Hold on to that pride
There's no need to hide
Fingers running scared
Feet are running wild

Back in zeros
Prayers are missed calls
These rules are made
To be broken hearts
Climb these hills
Lands on these heels
We need a miracle
We need a miracle
We need a miracle

We'll go
We'll go
We'll go back to zeros
Made to fall apart
We need a miracle

Back in zeros
Prayers are missed calls
These rules are made
To be broken hearts
Climb these hills
Lands on these heels
We need a miracle
We need a miracle
We need a miracle

We need a miracle 
We need a miracle...

We Need A Miracle

Where Cards Collide

Let It Flow

Die Of A Broken Heart

Our best days can inspire excellence. 
https://www.ellingtonbooks.com/playlist

I am a healthcare executive completing a dual degree, Master of Public Health / Doctor of Health Sciences, focused on raising awareness about behavioral health, specifically among teens and college students. My dissertation research is focused on raising up the voice of college students beginning with communities of color. I am committed to helping people connect to their purpose in collaboration with mission-aligned leaders. Together we will achieve great things!

Our project is a first step in raising awareness about a national health epidemic.
https://on.soundcloud.com/YGg4muhTLqh3m3vU7. All proceeds are reinvested directly into proactive strategies for improving behavioral health among youth, teens, and young adults in collaboration with community partners.

Here's exactly what your music streams support. We sponsor every day people of all ages struggling with behavioral health challenges that are commited to making a sincere change in their life towards their purpose. We match then with mentors for the long term. Learn more, https://www.voiceuplife.life/together.

Our youth, teens, and young adults are reporting the highest levels of loneliness on record according to the U.S. Surgeon General. Our work is going to help change that through simple actions that bring people together for the common good, focused on lifting people up, and creating stronger in person connections.



Healthy Mind (Brightest Bright)

Please Love Me Baby

I see the sun slip away, Another lonely, endless day. The moonlight shines, it calls your name, But still I’m here, lost in the same. Every shadow holds your face, But it fades like mist, no warm embrace. Nightfall, take me to where you are, Close the distance, erase the scar. Through the dark, I hear your call, But I can't reach you—nightfall. The wind it whispers secrets low, Echoes of a love we’ll never show. Your touch, a ghost, I long to feel, A dream too far, yet so surreal. Every heartbeat aches for you, But the silence keeps me true. Nightfall, take me to where you are, Close the distance, erase the scar. Through the dark, I hear your call, But I can't reach you—nightfall. Stars align, they light the sky, But can't explain the reasons why. If love's a flame, it burns me whole, Yet you're the fire that warms my soul. Nightfall, take me to where you are, Close the distance, erase the scar. Through the dark, I hear your call, But I can't reach you—nightfall. When the dawn breaks, it feels the same, Another day without your name. But when night falls, I’ll still believe, That love like ours can’t be deceived.

Nightfall

Not many people can avoid the struggle of heartbreak and trying to save a relationship while becoming resolved that it needs to end. There are at least 2 sides to every story, but in my experience working with countless people trying to move on, that it is not easy.The breakup - make up cycle can go on for years until for many, that day arrives. That day when you know, enough is enough and it is truly the end. You do not want to cut and run in relationships without trying to work things out - but there is also the other side of the extreme, which is overcooking and drifting into numbness. 

Wet Blurry Bright Lights Lyrics 

Wet blurry bright lights 
In my rearview mirror 
Keep reminding me
I won't be seeing ya 
Ever again (Ever again)  
I am moving on 
Moving on from you 
Moving on 
Moving on for good

They tried to warn me 
You were no good
They didn't see 
The parts of you I could 
So many glimpses 
Of what could have been
The second eye opened
To finally see 

You couldn’t even measure up 
To your own expectations 
You knew how to seal your fate
With those lame justifications
With so much fear, so much doubt
My world was spinning as I walked out

Wet blurry bright lights 
In my rearview mirror 
Keep reminding me
I won't be seeing ya 
Ever again (Ever again)  
I am moving on 
Moving on from you 
Moving on 
Moving on for good 

So much love 
When you were in the mood 
Hysterical laughter 
Aching bellies, after
I hope you miss me 
Like I think you should 
I did so much for you 
But you made it win-lose

You couldn’t even measure up 
To your own expectations 
You knew how to seal your fate
With those lame justifications
With so much fear, so much doubt
My world was spinning as I walked out

Wet blurry bright lights 
In my rearview mirror 
Keep reminding me
I won't be seeing ya 
Ever again (Ever again)  
I am moving on 
Moving on from you 
Moving on 
Moving on for good 

I feel different now 
Like its really it this time
It was that look
When I caught my eyes
In the mirror 
Too numb from the hurt  
From too many lies  
Too many times, burnt 

I tried to change you 
Thought you wanted to 
I gave way too much 
But giving was a rush 
That spoiled you rotten
Now I’ve removed the cotton
And removed myself 
Soon, you’ll be long forgotten 

You couldn’t even measure up 
To your own expectations 
You knew how to seal your fate
With those lame justifications
With so much fear, so much doubt
My world was spinning as I walked out

Wet blurry bright lights 
In my rearview mirror 
Keep reminding me
I won't be seeing ya 
Ever again (Ever again)  
I am moving on 
Moving on from you 
Moving on, moving on
Moving on for good 

Wet blurry bright lights 
In my rearview mirror 
Keep reminding me
I won't be seeing ya 
Ever again (Ever again)  
I am moving on 
Moving on from you 
Moving on, moving on
Moving on for good

Wet Blurry Bright Lights

I think, therefor I am
A little insight of me, growing up I have always loved music, love songs were my go to, bit of a romantic I guess, in time i learned to play really basic keyboard and followed by the electronic age, fell in love with rhythm thus ended up with a set of drums of which I haven't played in some time, as technology came to pass I started playing with PC studio mixing desks, lets jump 15 years to today and now we have AI, before you throw all your toys out of the cot because of AI for me it has enable me to create the sounds I love, the message and the feel, there are a few listeners whom are adamant that AI is bad, then if that's the case then throw away your phone, PC, TV or maybe you or a loved one in hospital etc, nearly basically anything electronic, so please don't  condemn me for creating my music, most of what I try to make pallet able music  to the ear, there are some crazy stuff but it just me experimenting, all in all I just got tired of listening to the radio and decided to create me own, I thank you to all my listeners and followers, lov ya all.

Let It Flow

Sambozeenz