same song, new pitch, some new vocals, slightly better mix. enjoy <3 

lyrics: 
maybe im never enough
i'm sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together, it's not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
it's too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

don't call me at 3 AM in the morning
do not disturb, it's been getting annoying
you say that you care but it's not really showing
cant take it no more that's why I've been ignoring your calls
its cool if you don't care at all
but why try to talk when you know that i'm tryna move on from you
like what's wrong with you?

we just go up and down and back and forth
i've been looking left and right and nothing works
i don't wanna talk cuz ill just make it worse
ill just keep acting like it doesn't hurt
there's too much in my head i gotta figure out
i've been on my own for a minute now
you cannot stay, i gotta kick you out
i cannot wait until i finish now

maybe im never enough
im sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together but its not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
its too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

never enough (2023)

count my steps (ryo)

haha liminal ambience go.....
wait where am i lol?

where am i?

gameplay rip of "take a chance" by @nicopatty, played in the roblox game nextbot rng. i couldn't find the track anywhere else by search and thought it was really nice overall, so i just ripped the audio straight from some gameplay and posted it here lmao. 
if nico uploads the source track himself or just wants this version taken down then i'll gladly comply if asked.

nicopatty - take a chance (in-game rip)

Nadin Amizah - Di Akhir Perang

prod. okayjml

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just 2 dogs from the pound
always tryna act so tame, oh wait, you're known for the bark that's loud
why you tryna be someone you're not, this looks getting way too foul
tryna talk back, girl better watch ya mouth
cuz i walk that, practice what i preach, oh wow
you're really not the girl that i need right now

but i try n see, what's the fun of it
and im looking deep, for the fuck it
cuz in knowin me, im knowin you, but i cant figure out why we are the same
you been too busy takin substances
haven't come n tried to talk to me
does it hurt that bad?
does it hurt that bad?

i stopped tryna come to you
i mean i tried for you
but i keep feeling like im being used
you try and comfort me
yet you keep hurting me
im so tired of switching moods
act one way for you but i gotta look out for me too

really gotta do what's best for me
but don't really know what's next 4 me cuz we're
just 2 dogs from the pound
always tryna act so tame, oh wait, you're known for the bark that's loud
why you tryna be someone you're not, this looks getting way too foul
tryna talk back, girl better watch ya mouth
cuz i walk that, practice what i preach, oh wow
you're really not the girl that i need right now

dogs

adding instruments until my pc cries (By AZALI)

aka i hate this song more than i hate you
a short little fun drop

nectarine

what is there left to do

tell me your secrets 
please let them all out 
tell me i'm dreaming 
are you gonna call now 
do i need to call out 
i think i might fall down 
i need to wait
baby i need some patience 

and i lost my heart 
i know that you don't feel whole 
and i got a place that we can go no one knows 
just tell me your secrets, no one gotta know 
i'm all alone, i swear that i'm all alone
i don't pick up the phone, for people that i don't know
but none of my friends, even call me at all 
and that really sucks, cause they don't love me at all
i wanna fuck up her christmas, they don't know me at all 

tell me your secrets 
please let them all out 
tell me i'm dreaming 
are you gonna call now 
do i need to call out 
i think i might fall down 
i need to wait
baby i need some patience 
and i lost my heart 
i know that you don't feel whole 
and i got a place that we can go no one knows 
just tell me your secrets, no one gotta know 
i'm all alone, i swear that i'm all alone

a place no one knows

https://open.spotify.com/album/7toKZ0sSCFyT4P28Sa3cSY?si=6RAyBCLiSuKiQvUwxC_d7w

i cant seem to help the fact
that i want you more than just a friend
i cant seem to handle this 
cause i want you all to myself

put that on my gravestone
that we're more than just some friends
baby if it starts it'll come to an end 
if this ever stops i wont call you again

if we're more than friends 
you would 
tell me that you love me back
i dont mean to harm you 
baby
i might go and hurt you bad
i dont wanna kill myself 
baby i dont wanna hurt you back
youre the reason im not dead 
baby im not sure you even care

put that on my gravestone 
that we're more than just some friends
baby if it starts it'll come to an end
if this ever stops i wont call you again
i cant seem to help the fact
that i want you more than just a friend
i cant seem to handle this
cause i want you all to myself

if the world was ending
could we still be more than friends
put that on my gravestone 
we'll be together till the end

if im gonna die
im gonna take a look in your eyes one last time
im scared you wont try again 
im sorry if im not  good enough in the end

if the world was ending 
would we still be more than friends
i hate that you love me
cause i really dont understand
and i know that im not enough
just know that im trying my best
im scared you wont try again 
because i would always try again

put that on my gravestone
that we're more than just some friends
baby if it starts it'll come to an end
if this ever stops i wont call you again

i cant seem to help the fact 
that i want you more than just a friend 
i cant seem to handle this 
cause i want you all to myself
baby i got caught thinking about you again 
i dont think i can handle someone leaving again
i might fall asleep when youre laying with me 
i cannot believe that youre not in a dream

put me on a gravestone
cause im dead inside my room 
i dont wanna kill myself 
cause im in love with you
i dont wanna lose you 
cause i might not get you back
but if the world was ending 
would you still be more than friends

more than friends

I'm fucking bad at music

so yeah expermenting music is my thing

where am i?

Shino | skele boi