don’t apologize for what you did 
i cant look past it 
now you’re tryna start an argument
you’re so dramatic 
but i keep on coming back again
feel just like an addict
and i know i say this often 
but this time i swear i’ve had it 

leave me be swear it’s alright 
i’m getting tired baby 
lead me straight into the light 
see you conspire all the lies you keep on telling me
i can see right through you 
never thought that you would change but i can’t recognize the new you 

so when things don’t go as planned 
can you tell me in advance 
you leave me out in the dark
and then tell me to relax
your words mean more than a chance 
and i can’t stop myself from thinking bout this thing that we had
patience is all that i ask

addict (prod. joshwa)

@redhxrse

these stones in me they build
replace the breaths that i take now my lungs are filled
i see but i don't see
separation of senses everything is surreal
was playing games of catch up
now I'm horrifyingly ahead
it was alright to be alive
but-
(don't you fucking finish that line)

ooh
it's a jolly good day to see the reindeers go by
ooh
it's so much more I’d like to see you try

these stones in me they're sharp
nerves are struck, every thought is coated with mental tar
whole worlds keeping me down
lazybones got lazier, what’s up with the frown
you know me us men of few words
never popped up first but out the seams i burst
it’s better with me on a 1 to 1
hate multitasking shit ain't no fun
paid my dues but it fall on deaf ears
tear ducts are dry ain't cried for ten years
always wonder how i even get here
cos the real fear of failures never not near

ooh
it’s a jolly good day to see the reindeers go by
ooh
it's so much more I’d like to see you try

reindeers

prod pieper beats

https://open.spotify.com/track/6o6YyUVlMWGBGMbsXINCwW?si=d355e9d4fcc744b8

@zephyrcove

@1toge

Swear I can't catch a break with you
This shit not safe for you
It be like 3 in the morning you calling up
Swear you got all these bad intentions
That's why I ain't trynna get closer
I swear if you get somebody else
They gon fall for your shit

Like I don't understand
How you get your tricks off
You're not high demand
Like I just put that shit away
Swear you're the same as yesterday

If I could take it all back I swear I would
All this talk about me is not doing you any good
Swear that shit was just a bad plan
Reaching out for me that's just so sad man
But I've been doing good I'm fucking wit these other hoes yea

@riensu

I know you look for me, everywhere you go, yeah
I know you're missing me but I don't really know ya
You never should've did me dirty in the first place
You never should've did me dirty in the first place

You did me so wrong
But I know I'm on your mind
Baby, there's no need to hide
Ima put you on the side now
I don't care if you cry now

@1toge

Yeah you ain't seen the best
I'm over that
Say it with your chest
What's up with that
It seems I finally got my mind right
It seems I'm finally counting commas on a new high

@riensu

You wasted all my time now
But we don't need a time out
I think this might be the end now
There's no need to pretend
Nothing left to amend

Now I got you pissed off
It's so sad
I see you trying every single way to get me mad
It's your fault
Yeah, you never shoulda gotten involved
With me

She said she wanna kick it
But this ain't no fifa
Saying that she miss it
Know I had to leave her
Her new man want a feature
He will never get it
Seeing that I'm up
I hope that it makes you livid

@1toge

I don't take this shit lightly
You just can't help but go and despite me
It seems I got on your nerves
Am I under your skin swear you love it
Swear you love it
I'm her on playlist
Favorite artist
Let me break it down for you baby now
You was fake and I don't want you around

Yeah you ain't seen the best
I'm over that
Say it with your chest
What's up with that
It seems I finally got my mind right
It seems I'm finally counting commas on a new high

@riensu

You wasted all my time now
But we don't need a time out
I think this might be the end now
There's no need to pretend
Nothing left to amend

over it w/ riensu

FNAFCORE

DOKTORSPIELE

haha liminal ambience go.....
wait where am i lol?

where am i?

Song with @dwennn!!!

Lyrics:

Baby won't you talk
To me?
I need your lies, to breathe
Oh baby I
Just need you beside me
Was wanting to love you
My mistake?
Cause now I'm lying here awake
Waiting for you

Why don't we talk about everything you
(Made me do)
You wanted love when days turns into dark
(Baby was I-)
Was I for fun or was anything real?
(Made me a fool)
Oh lie to me, cause now I need your love

Don't wanna talk 'bout how she really feel
(No she don't)
Wanted your love but I was not enough
(Baby your love)
Was I for fun or was anything real?
(Made me a fool)
Oh lie to me, cause now I need your love

But no, I didn't have enough
Don't let me go
I need you by my side
Oh baby girl
I'll take your hand
We could make some plans and take it slow
But I know you'll lie cause I'm just some plan B

So it should've been her, biding my time
(I waited for you)
Cause now I get to see her with some other guy
(I wanted to love)
I'm staring at your pics just to pass time baby oh
(I wanted to love, oh)

You got me all alone, conversating
It's hard enough to breathe
Don't know what to believe
You got me all alone, come save me
But baby girl you got me lost

Why don't we talk about everything you
(Made me do)
You wanted love when days turns into dark
(Baby was I-)
Was I for fun or was anything real?
(Made me a fool)
Oh lie to me, cause now I need your love

Don't wanna talk 'bout how she really feel
(No she don't)
Wanted your love but I was not enough
(Baby your love)
Was I for fun or was anything real?
(Made me a fool)
Oh lie to me, cause now I need your love

Loving you
Was my mistake
So I'll be here lying here awake
Waiting for you

ENOUGH (w/ dwen)

it's over 2night. (Deluxe)

make it out the underground

usless

help me feat duskydemise prod Casper

2 minutes of anything & everything volume whatever

1. trust
2. lie through your teeth
3. flatline
4. too much
5. a-list
6. rewire
7.  feel you demo


lyrics: 

"the noise lives inside of you
in through your ears and out through your lips”

(1) trust

and if I can’t trust nobody else
why would I put my faith in you?
(oh why? ah)
oh yeah
why would I trust someone like you?
why would I trust someone like you?
what the fuck you mean by “us”?
bout you I don’t give no fuck
what the fuck you know bout trust?

(2) lie through your teeth 

we can beat around the bush as much as you want
but we know that the writing’s on the wall
you lie through your teeth when you open your mouth
you think you can take it and turn it around me but you’re wrong
so wrong

(3) flatline

I said go head baby, take your time
can’t put a price on your peace of mind
oh I wish somebody woulda told me that
but I crashed and burned till the line laid flat
fixate so much on the gawdamn stat
I was waiting on it to go right on back

(4) too much

you bitches only care bout profit
my pride, my ego, my toxin
all wind, I don’t care bout caution
got lost in the sound and found it
got lost in the sound and found it
it’s too loud to hear you callin

(5) a-list

momma please don’t treat me like I’m famous
bitch I’d rather die than be an a-list
leave my bloody body on the pavement
if a bitch mad, I can’t entertain it
I can switch the flow up cuz my swag different
my bag deep asl can fit a cat, crow, and worm in it
you know I can’t stand ya 
can’t even put ur soul in it
say it with your chest or put a hole in it 

(6) rewire

it get loud in my head when the room too quiet
thoughts ringing louder than a gawdamn siren
tryna break free but I can’t get out it uh
tell me what I’m reaching for
is it greed if I still want more?
I’ve been writing till the pen get tired
broken down bad, imma need a rewire

(7) feel you demo 

when it all comes crashing down
I surrender and kiss the ground
I feel you
I feel you
I feel you

are we there yet?

I'm fucking bad at music

so yeah expermenting music is my thing

where am i?

Shino | skele boi