@mental
prod. @yashio20k + @rewind214

[mental]
you hate me and you love me 
but to me it's the same thing 
i only ever numb it 
i wish that i could change things 
i'm bleeding and i'm blushing 
cause everything is breaking 
i'm trying not to cut me 
i'm disgusting and nothing is okay

i wonder if i fucked it up or not 
i wonder if i can ignore these thoughts 
i wonder if there's any point getting up
i wonder if love really feels like it's love
you know me better than everyone
it's been three days since i've seen the sun
i'm running but what am i running from
i'm crumbling one kiss and i'll turn to dust

i'll never go back again
i'll never go back i'll never go back
i'll never go back again
i'll never go back i'll never go back

okay - mental

dont step like that
she stabbed my back she stabbed my back
trick stab :D
like uh yeah i hit her with an icicle
so sad D:
really thought we had something magical
too bad , its her loss tho
so sad , its her loss tho 
too bad , its her loss tho
so sad , its her loss tho
im so back , yeah im up now
you get struck down
.556 made him freeze up
came up with some bread now these bitches want the stallion
yeah i pull up to the outskirts shootin down medallions
sorry ashley imma catch you laterrrr
on a bigger mission now hank schrader
must suck when your own bro a traitor
i've leveled up missin out on this labor
i cant save her , i cant save her
must suck when your own bro a , yuh
i cant save her , i cant save her
must suck when your own bro a , wha
i cant stand her , raised my standards 
know im better , can do better
yeah i hit that stain got blood on my dcs
this shit is my swag you cant be me
yeah im swagged out , she be acting out
what she on abt now yeah tell me yeah
if the stars aligned would you tell me yeah? x2
i been trippin out
waiting for things to get better
inside my brain but shit i let her
also hope you peeped my letter 
but like my heart you tossed it in the shredder

ashley

@imytrauma
@jolst @irby314

can u make me the one u count on
i been trudgin for hours i havent found no one
i can scrub i can scour im still covered in mud
do i love u enough or do i hate me too much
i love the way i feel when i catch a dub, dont think i can stop
i got packets in my sock. love it when they rap my songs
play it on the speaker, dont even know the words
but they still bumpin their head when i speak em
i come from a place where its day by day
gotta pray to god everytime that u wake
that today is gonna be ok...... but it never was
i made it dis far why would i stop. i can not

nvr stop, fk it had to run it up
i was chasing luv, heart broke now i’m chasin funds
i-i-i was at the bottom, i hit bed rock
me n twin came so far from the bed rot 
jump on that stage, i make their heads rock (heads rock)
she wanna get a pic on the camera (camera)
pussies on my dick, do not answer
when we at the top, no they don’t matter
each day matters
if it doesn’t work
see the walls, red splattered
they b so behind, gotta catch up (catch up)
smoke u like a cone, u get packed up, whack cunt

day by day ft trauma (jolst irby).mp3

0.5x lens (data_slug)

produced by @assperrr
featuring @counterxo

lyrics:
(claude)
i'm lost
u became the garden, i turned into moss
while ur life is full of wins i get a loss
u leaving me here to rot
down on my knees and i plead
that u'll be here for me

don't u lie to me and tell me that u'll take away the pain
yeah u can say whatever it won't make it go away
i can't recognize myself its like i'm always rearranged
and u said that u'd help me but u couldn't even stay

(counter)
It could be fate or it could be too late
You know I’d still be waiting I don’t care how long it takes
The life we could create
I can’t lie I’m amazed
captive from those eyes, so I’m always wide awake
Still remember what you told me 
even if hurts, it’s ok cause you can hold me 
Seen me at my worst, and even then you don’t leave
We’re nothing like we were, there’s baggage that we won’t keep 
Only a matter of time
Nothing’s a matter in fine
Got the disaster in mind for when things get out of line
I know you’ll still be mine
If I leave this all behind

(claude)

don't u lie to me and tell me that u'll take away the pain
yeah u can say whatever it won't make it go away
i can't recognize myself its like i'm always rearranged
and u said that u'd help me but u couldn't even stay

moss ༄˖°..ೃ࿔ ft. counter (asperr)

*lyrics soon*
---
produced by sora & jayysoul
mixed by sora & jayysoul
##draxx

sora & jayysoul - couldn't you tell?

prod @1nvaydn

xx

wonder what is left .. 
.. is it all inside my head?
when ur playing with my heart..
ya my memory's a mess

why do u like to pull my strings?
i feel u grasping at my chest

but after all, im just ur doll
ur dancing 'round my death
im lost for words, ur from another world, and im from earth
ur like a flower too, if i were dead, id wanna be the dirt
and sure u left my life, but thats okay, cause i dont want u to hurt
so tell me now, is this feeling all thats left between us?

and u know that im so crushed
i guess this feeling's not enough
is it rly just too much?
and did u ever want my love?
and i just had to fuck it up
im bruised n cut, concussed

concussed Prod tsul

end ur life short like a haiku
debated releasing this one :/
prod: @rprezo1

yeah, like when we linkin' up?
couple hundred on the dash that's some big bucks
big rounds from the gun, he cant walk it off
big rounds hit his leg, we gon' saw it off
nah, cut it out we don't like you
hah, yeah I end your life short like a haiku
you aint gonna slide thru
AP rounds hit your head, now u see-thru
talkin all that shit now no one wanna be u

ha, yeah, bitch I got you in my sights
callin' A.T.C. we gon' send him to the sky
yeah, yeah, .223 or .45?
oh shiiiiit I just think we hit em in the eye, that sucks
yeah, bitch I'm like "alright"
yeah, 7.62 gon' pop him like a stye
yeah, rifle to his burger and that shit gon' hit em twice
hit em twice, hit em twice
hit his brain, leave him fried

yeah, like when we linkin' up?
couple hundred on the dash that's some big bucks
big rounds from the gun, he cant walk it off
big rounds hit his leg, we gon' saw it off
nah, cut it out we don't like you
hah, yeah I end your life short like a haiku
you aint gonna slide thru
AP rounds hit your head, now u see-thru
talkin all that shit now no one wanna be u

No One Wanna Be U(redpriest) [throwaway]

1. Dont understand prod. gior & sxmbro
2. Dead w/ Wenszy prod. aavaan
3. Fallguys w/ Pharelx prod. waera
4. Sound prod. Plexi

fallguys w pharelx (waera)

in another life i was destined to be a vocalist in a shitty post hardcore band that disbanded due to petty internal drama

anyway epic song so awesome, some of my longest sustains ever lol
original by pierce the veil (top 5 bands ever)
purely for fun and practice (srsly if u wana improve ur singing cover a song like this) O_O ep soon i hope (i've been endlessly revisiting and scrapping songs somone pls help)

cover art x.com/2uaiueo/status/1982076365089464440

this is also the first song in months where i didn't pitch it up in post savor it
xoxo (this will probably be the norm from now on anyway lol)

Bury me in the bedroom where I
I can sing you to sleep all night
Put me next to the open window, promise me a second time
'Cause I don't wanna leave without you buried by my side
I'd rather kill the one responsible
For falling stars at night
'Cause they fall all around me
The night can be deadly
And they'll never take us alive
(Can you chase away the darkness?)
To live in love and die
Last night, she recited every reason she's fine
So if we're heading there together at the same time
You sing while I drive
Move like a fugitive tonight
(Dance on the ambulance) 
Because I would rather spend my life vacations in bed
With you like drunken summer kites
And this is only a test
Sober and scaring me to death
They'll never take us alive
To live in love and die
And I don't care if you're sick
I don't care if you're contagious
I would kiss you even if you were dead
Would somebody make me go blind for the rest of my life?
'Cause I'd do anything to hold your hand
And I don't care if you're sick
I don't care if you're contagious
Oh, no
Would somebody make me go blind for the rest of my life?
'Cause I'd do anything, anything, anything
They'll never take us alive
'Cause I'll chase away the darkness
I'll live in love and die
I joined the party for the recently blind
So if we're heading there together, you can sing all night
I'm gonna tear out the thread one by one from your skin
'Till your bones feel embarrassed from all the attention
Kiss me while I drive

i don't care if you're contagious (cover)

You cannot change me (Prod. Vuksai)

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You cannot change me (Prod. Vuksai)

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