words aint gon come out my mouth cause my throat full
dickin and cum in your mouth and you took good
look in the mirror i could tell that i look good
but i fucked up, and i shook you, and i shook me, i mistook me, you mistook me
im so fucked in the mind and im sorry, ima worry, im a poison, no one touch me, someone cut me, do you love me? if im crying in the cut will you look me, in the eye sight, oh your eyes bright, and you look right, and you speak right, dont forgive, i cant live see, cause i fucked up, and im so done, and im so done

and we fuck up, and we mess up, i dont know why, i aint show up, imma throw up, all this soda, its a cold front, its a cold front
and we fuck up, and we mess up, i dont know why, i aint show up, imma throw up, all this soda, its a cold front, its a cold front

you wanna see something something something in the rain, look inside me grab my pain, blood and water from the rain, im and idiot ashamed, ill dissolve after i cave in, i was never brave, but these mistakes be seen as grave, they already dug my grave in
they already dug my grave in,
and release is what im craving, sweet release is what im craving

and we fuck up, and we mess up, i dont know why, i aint show up, imma throw up, all this soda, its a cold front, its a cold front





idiot

wanna be your savior want your tears all on my shirt even then I'd want to break down before you're ever hurt, look me in the eye try my best to see inside your mind, you're my fantasy , theres so much left to see so dont go blind

if you ever get lost girl it wont be absurd i would understand mostly cause your young and your hurt and your  mindsets destructive, oh how could i fix you, my legs start to tremble when you arent near, my underlyin fears, morbid thoughts in my mind that i wish to never share but i made em disapear

you're my comfort in silence the one that i nourish, beyond mental violence i know that you'll flourishq, your touch is the only thing keeping me polished, and when i caress you, i tend to obsess, i tend to go off how i love you to death, ill shut the fuck up let our lips do the rest

sodom

but i wasnt enough, all you wanted was , and my words were unheard, im so fucking disturbed, will you think to care when im out dead on the curb? 
and when feels start to fade, ill remember our days, when we had faces to face

sodom 

i wont ever forget the comfort, our short moment

sodom (original)

thoughts in my head always scaring me, cant start to think how they're bearing me
i tie the knot oh so carefully
carefully carefully carefully
i dont need no one to care for me
no one will understand anything
i see illusions of family
but no one can really be there for me
hurting me hurting me hurting me
i feel the tides overturnign me
no one is taking me off my feet
except for the man who knows all of me
gracefully gracefully gracefully
i am degraded so gracefully
but i cant care how theyre treating me
cause clearly nobodys defeating me
carefully carefully

im upset with me, im the better, rise so gallantly fall so frantically im insanity all profanity, i speak carelessly, im univeral and im humanity, look inside of me you see light in me, , i look inside i only see darkness see
and you pretend you were were there for me

carefully

eyes locked bedrock am i still the person always make u wanna shit talk, thinking bout your glance just makes t he blood flow in my wrists stop you a different person bitch and i dont think you would stop
changing, i wont stop raging
I'll fuck up your face till you love me with patience. i have no regrets bitch its your fault you're bleeding stop fucking your friends cause ill make you stop breathing once i get consent fill your face up with semen
ill have you all to myself (repeat)
opal (right before drums)
(right after 808)
loaded glock in my pouch im a fucking marsupial
my feeelings for you are antediluvial
dont even think you can live on without me the glock in my pouch gonna cock and start shooting you dont die on me can't imagime me losing you, me or myself girl you know i'll be chosing you let you live on but bitch if you detest me i might have to lure you, into my basement, tying your noose same time i get impatient lay down your body, a black winter in a puddle of blood i left satan impressed  leave the corpse in the back room. cleaning up the juices with a vaccum tucking up the tummy while im rubbing contemplating all these grusome situations, i think i need vacations

WOULD I KILL YOU? never. but my thoughts  start to scramble everytime you get with heather, and it makes me feel exhausted but i think its just the weather. and your lips leave em severed so you'll never kiss jane that bitch brought me so much pain leave her body in the rain, 
1:32     opal, you're the best i cant obtain.

fantasize again lets kiss in the rain with your legs on my lap,  but that's too much to ask, the least i could get is a glance in the halls, when i see you i stall im still madly in love, when you're walking i stalk cause i cant get enough, need your blood on my fingers and cuticles aw, should i hurt myself? should i be the victim? 
this all goes against what they read in the scriptures, but when has it haven't? feel like causing havoc , energy lost what more can i say? 
i just wanna have you i dont wanna slap you see how could i hurt you?
lets both raise 2 kids on an island or go make a purchase i'll buy you a purse if i stop being nervous, but what if i realize that you're not all that? i wont be so nervous, or care to attack, my love isnt real so how could i shill? cause my lovers a feeling thats running my will,
ill take my advice and just fucking move on , but still when i see you my blood gets so warm. 

im just maybe confused. i should forget about you.. find someone else
but how could i ever forget? the comfort, the feeling, 
opal, im fucking crazy
you take my mind somewhere else 
i take my mind back to hell.

opal

while you were sleeping
i slipped awake
i heard your snoring
i saw your face
last time i saw you, you were in pain
opal im sorry, but you're a mistake
though you wont see me
youll be okay
youll be okay
youll be fine
youll be fine
trust your life
i cant lie

lapo

oh opal you're the one for me
oh opal you're the one for me
oh opal you cant silence mee
but  opal i must silence you
ill keep that tape upon your mouth 
we've argued and i made it stop
oh opal you could never leave
cause opal girl you comfort me

and i stashed her in the dark when no one was looking, when no one was looking

i took pleasure from her parts, her spiritbwas looking, her spirit was looking


she tried me, misbehaved, now shes rotting under me, opal im so sorry

lifeless girl (with Pino Placentile)

were so gone, so far gone,
im so lost, I've found peace in falling down 
kiss my hand, life wont end, close your eyes lets both pretend


let go my hand, the ropes getting thinner
you be the devil and i be the sinner, got up at night just to think for a minute, contemplating bout the noose and the finish, constantly cutting im scared to admit it. different methods up the bridge i am shinning, for something different never give up my mission. but who would care if im out dead and missing
just the journey to feel something different.
something different
something different 
i just need something thats fucking different
instead out dealing wit fucking children
whores on my line that im only edging
future vision my whole lifes a question 
and i wish that i could just stop pretending
stop pretending ,waiting on the finish this feels neverending
lifes full of boundaries, world is suspending,
wish i could care but it seems life is ending, wish i could feel right now im just pretending, its neverending, whole lifes a question 

the finish (4/8/22) - From Sane

Single from the upcomimg ep 'Pepsi Dog'

happy christmas

santa   ho ho
im in love widdat coco
love life is a no go
told my bitch i need mo hoes
thick bitch with no life goals
put that in a chokehold 
cnc cause shbe like it rough
bdsm cause she think she tough
slap a hoe with my big dick now im sucking on her big tit
suck my dick wit a good grip
do me right wittem think lips
ima blow a goodbye kiss
now im fucking wit a chinl bitch

arizona in my fucking cup and you know that shit os fucking doubled up
yeah all my hoes double cheeked up and they all smoke onnat reefa, they all know im a cheata, i could fuck on my teacher

got over your addiction, ima plray for your relapse, yeah ho im the biggest bat
and my shooter is the biggest bird
in yo mouth i shit the biggest turd
then i call you a shit face
nut all on a bitch face
use my cum like its toothpaste

i be chillen wit wokryn
sippin on hot choclate
mix it with promethazine
you can call that shit woklate

platano fucking power
tilted fucking towers
playing fornite for hours
witcho shorty in the shoeer
mario butch im bowser
big dick in my trousers

im on fire

im in power

Santa (Ho Ho)

i cant fake it dissociation, so detatch im sunken placing
so im always so complacent i got nowhere else to take it
i take  my head and i shake it, oh so hard i wanna break it,
but it is already broken, and i an already choking

i cant take it, i feel vacant, both my pressures are adjacent, everyday i have to fake it, im not here you have to face it
you were right im this world, but i am never out my mind, cause im not crazy im just flying, fall tears and tears but i cant cry
i just hope you saw the signs
cause im about to leave these and go somewhere you cant imagine
i cant feel anymore beauty, i can feel anymore love beceause what is it dont know what, not anymore i give a fuck

why does this feel like an ending

why does this feel like and endinggg

i move mountains i move boulders
i step forth and wont surrender
even if its still unrendered 
cause im always down to test her
i cant leave nowwwww
i know why im where


dissociated or realization (with jp minerali)

im living life like its fuck it
its getting mundane and i need a reason to love it
and i do what i do cause need to come up from nothing
i dont need shit else because im am the only somethimg

but sometimes i need a someone
im looking for love and really saying something
cause done been so battered cause these hoes was bad at loving
and the others so attached i understand that im the gaze, but quite honestly i am so 
detched from it, and i could say the opposite for my dick in ya stomach

i got a glicky im gon up it, and point it to my brain im tryna rebirth in the summit, cause im the fucking sun, my shit is hotter than the  summer bitch, they wont see me coming cause im coming up from under bitch, now its time they realize that im on somr fucking other shot, but until that moment im still thuggin tryna fuck a bitch

othashit

i feel like im a waste of space 
i run far and i end up in a place 
im a ghost no one looking at my face
thats okay cause i dont see yours
take from strangers tryna get laced
take my time cause im not getting paced
you feel like you're living in a lie
but im detatched and im not living a life

its no weight and i don't make haste
i wander and i end up in a place
i dont feel cant express with my face 
dark circles on my face most days
i cross street i dont look both ways
nothing i dont see is not there
jump turnstiles dont pay fare
make it free cause its right and fare

let me ride pretend im not there
or let me die because what do you care
and if i were to dive to the tracks id stop the train no matter how fast, oh how can i make the rush last, its so tiring paving my path, i speak facts all the rest laugh, its okay though that wont last
wont relax till i break the cast, wont relapse i wont get off track
but maybe i should leave the linear path
yall wont get me to focus in math
you will feel my interior wrath
i ask the youth does it really hurt now?
and theyve never seen a prettier man
and we're reigning superior now

i know i can create news pace 
i ascend and i end up place 
speak to everyone feeling out of place
its your choice and your course
i love strangers i dont want pay
what is time whatdyou mean by pace
you feel like you're living in a lie
but i know this isnt my first life

nobodys gonna keep me under, i am source and i radiate sonder, what was it like before i wonder fore i was the sun back then i was under
now i break inside i plunder
everything's free in my fucking world
free the people save the girls
this is all our fucking worldi8


you ask me how im doing
idk how im doing 
you ask ne how its going
i dont know if im losing
i dont know anythint now, my pain i think i choose it
i dont know anything now, and im gonna abuse


and i got no one nothing 
im too insane to fuck to fuck wit
it got me always acting out, and i could never stop it, for i am magnetized
im only getting loudder 
and shis is getting harder but i am getting hotter, im breakinng tables, i jump out windows taking my clothes, im swimming  in shores

crazy

i see what we will be, but i fear what cold will bring

i got cold i feel fucked, and it hasnt even snowed what is up, even in the cold youre still with me, in the darkness you're still with me, what does that say about the light what we'll be

it hurts me so much when yall fight, cause were supposed to be the love why u fight
i hope that dosent go on thru the night
i always make sure i dint pick no sides, i love you both so much why u fight

i wanna show you whats in my mind, its all the love love love its all mine, its all ours, we're  on mars, bove the stars ,and we shine and wr shine and we shine

and the movement wasnt bout no big car, the fuel is love love love love
i miss you all miss you all so damn much
you understand me more than someone else
can we all hang out all the time
cause it distracts from whats in my mind
i go home and i look inside my room
i see the blood tears all of that good
dont wanna be alone all by myself, 
lets get together and we'll love to the moon

cinder


im so lone wit so many souls around me

out the house then a shadow gon surround me
and another administrator tryna bound me
struggling to keep me inside, but i been out see
they dont wanna keep me alive, but i been out see

walking thru the streets of the night, 
then to the fountain
police wanna get me outside but im not bouncing
swimming in the muck and dirt it dosent phase me
because ive already been hurt, and i went crazy

jumping off the bench shit, thats a 3 star bitch, im up on the e but i dint make the city fare rich everybodys so weird, everybodys so weird, all the sun in my ears, this a recipe for a moments thats gin make my year

i done seen alot here, i done did alot here, i done ate alot and i dont even feel fears, i dont feel no more love, i dont feel no more years, thars the fucking dissociation  yamunma ca hear

wash

transit

only 10 am and i made about ten mistakes
i just hope today is a little better than yesterday
close my eyes and hot and cold thoughts fill my mind, from big checks to dead guys, to cold ham to hard times, im not sleeping you can see it in my sunken eyes, prefer you dont speak to me who you think i am he died yuh

i jump out the window i fly, it was wide open on the tenth floor, building is a hazard why all you paying all that rent for, prices going crazy, pushing everybody off course,  its the fucking end of the world, i saw it and my eyes twirled, cause the end of my world, happened so fucking long ago, in the sun or in the snow i dont care bout it anymore, walking thru the city and im looking for a vice to hold, can you lend a cigarette, or maybe something else you rolled, i would chew on nicorette until my fucking head explodes, i would run away and ill end up somewhere that no one knows

walking thru manhattan im dissociated 
i took me a novacation and it drowned out all the hating 
and it gave me so much patience

now i am just sitting here, all alone, cheefing on a blunt i rolled
in a motherfucking hole, bleeding from the brain cause theres a bullet and a fucking hole, 


wakeup

i try to feel the leaves. rub my fingers on the vens. and let it guide my hand to the stem, i caress the branch. and i find my hand at the source, but in my mind ive felt nothing. there was nothing in my hands

who can tell me the ground i walk on is real?
who can tell me that i dont levitate when i walk?
and whos gonna tell me that im even walking.
who can tell me that i cant fly?
and whos gonna stop my if i jump out a window and try it.
who can tell me that i can stop a train with my 2 hands.
and whos gonna stop me from jumping in front of one

who can tell me who i have to be?
and whos gonna stop me from being exclusively, and intensely me

whos can tell me that my ways don't work?
and should i believe that their methods do?
should i believe the mainstream truth?
or should i make my own reality?

real

From 'dissociated in downtown manhattan 2'

its over

i, i dont wanna fee[l no more
i, feel the rush of a cold sore
i, fought enough of this self war
my, ego death what ive come fore
stab, in the chest or the lungs 
and bleed, just make sure to preserve my seed
because soon he will grow and lead, he’ll be putting them on all fours
i, i dont wanna see the score
i, dont think of anyone no more
i, dont even think of myself,
and i just wanna be someone nobody can see,
in the corner sippin mead, cause im pulling it on 3 i want everyone to see, not because i wan be pitied i dont even wan be grieved, i just want you all to know, that your life is really bleak, when you’re all up in the scene cause I

whats the guilt and regret for
ive already counted past four
now i know im gon be going far 
i got nothing left to hinder me

why why are you still picking sides
when old self already died
now i do not have to hide
and i could never care to 

i wanna be blessed with the gift of no mind
completely invisible to myself
and in my mind to those around me
but i still cant to grasp at my humanity
i dont wanna care
but i still wanna beat you all

i dont wanna kid around and sit around anymore
dont care if you live around you driving me outdoors
my drive is a pack a gum and a green tea im a herbivore 
my brain has been in need, of something sweet for a couple weeks
by that i mean book words, and knowledge some other meat
you want me on it but dont care to save a seat
can i be honest cause i never thought you were saving me
i was the youngest you still got off at meeting me

i dont wanna scare you, no i dont wanna scare you, but i dont wanna be here and you wont think its fair you, but i just wanna spectate dont wanna be a presence, cause thatll cause more problems for me and what the rest say, dont wanna take a rest day, i dont even wan count days, cause i just wanna be still, not looking back on yestday, everydays a stress day and im looking to end days, soon im gon be flying and i dont want you to help me,

and i dont care what you say, but you know bout you i never play, in between us we got so much space so right now you not gon help me 

how the fuck did we get so close , energy is always under my nose, and its just us no one else knows
so noones coming between us

sane minerali

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