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want me to breath
i wanna be dead
there's nothing here for me
it's all in my head
if you really were there for me
you wouldn't be, in her bed
it was too easy
to forget about me
why do i have to beg
what can i say, to make you feel 
a different way, she makes you feel
is this happening again

if this is what love is
then i don't want it

voice memo

super reprise demo4

NOXA - https://soundcloud.com/lovenoxa

**LOST**

NOXAZAMIA - Admit It (Snippet)

i feel like im a waste of space 
i run far and i end up in a place 
im a ghost no one looking at my face
thats okay cause i dont see yours
take from strangers tryna get laced
take my time cause im not getting paced
you feel like you're living in a lie
but im detatched and im not living a life

its no weight and i don't make haste
i wander and i end up in a place
i dont feel cant express with my face 
dark circles on my face most days
i cross street i dont look both ways
nothing i dont see is not there
jump turnstiles dont pay fare
make it free cause its right and fare

let me ride pretend im not there
or let me die because what do you care
and if i were to dive to the tracks id stop the train no matter how fast, oh how can i make the rush last, its so tiring paving my path, i speak facts all the rest laugh, its okay though that wont last
wont relax till i break the cast, wont relapse i wont get off track
but maybe i should leave the linear path
yall wont get me to focus in math
you will feel my interior wrath
i ask the youth does it really hurt now?
and theyve never seen a prettier man
and we're reigning superior now

i know i can create news pace 
i ascend and i end up place 
speak to everyone feeling out of place
its your choice and your course
i love strangers i dont want pay
what is time whatdyou mean by pace
you feel like you're living in a lie
but i know this isnt my first life

nobodys gonna keep me under, i am source and i radiate sonder, what was it like before i wonder fore i was the sun back then i was under
now i break inside i plunder
everything's free in my fucking world
free the people save the girls
this is all our fucking worldi8


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are you different from what i see? are you scared of me do you even like me
i see your innocence gone it excites me 
when you walk in i could feel the lightning

and i also see your influenced ,cause with me you were pure thats the difference, i know the truth not making a innference cause this not you are you catching wind of it

 and this new dude really lacking intellect
 made this new you seducing the internet
 does he know you? are you even into him
 cause me and you we were much more intimate

can you tell me bout the incident when you left me what that bitch do to you, she did tell me, but i wanna hear it from my one and only, its been like a year, ill see you soon hopefully

i think my memory is hazy, been reminiscing with a rose tint lately, but its fine cause i know you dont hate me, but if you want i could tell you bought hatred

the fucking kleptomaniac that took you from me i have to sit by that, id be lying if i said i didnt have the urge to fucking rid, you just say the word and we’ll both clip her, im not the only hurt you’re hurt too right?, but not lightly, i wish i could insult and disrespect 

and i wonder why we dont got any photos 
but i remember you was cryingg on my shoulder
but you got up and i knew my shirt was dry
did i see a soul behind those crystal eyes
was it even whole when i opened ya chest and saw ya heart, who knew you wanted to restart its my fault that we walked apart, and now i questions your existence am i just  erotomaniac

ands it alk fine you dont wanna pay me back
cause i am struggling to know whats real life
is this another one of my illusions such confusion yall get to it


shut the fuck up i was never losing
i dont wanna fuck get to it 
i been got thhat weight off loosen
you broke like a fucking toothpick
what was i losing, nothing i cant get back cause im fucking god up on his own earth
so go tell your lord, he gon bless you forth, as ya hair gets coarse, you gon pray to source thats me bitch and if you wanna keep getting hurt take a ride in my hearse know you been through worse let ya heart explode and youll be  like me desensitised to all you see, cause ive seen it all, so i burnt these walls, so they couldnt talk, throught the space i walk, i could teach you things thats youll learn, and youll never hear because im that rare

Lyrics:

Verse 1: Okay, like, first off, never got to give him no commissary 
That's if he still in jail or it's the cemetery 
I'd be worse off knowing you cuz it's unnecessary 
Even if I did shit would be temporary 
It's always He say she say goin round town
What about me say and we say flooding all the crowd 
It's all cliche cliche 
But I'm still proud
That I, picked my head up, I'm aiming for the clouds 

Hook:
Aye aye somebody do sum
Aye aye somebody knew sum
Aye, aye, the vibe is gruesome 
You stone cold yo heart is just like medusa 

Verse 2: One word to all the ladies I want (Fuck)
And I said 2 words to all the niggas I taunt(Fuck You)
And I said 3 words to the government and the hawks(Fuck You Bitch!)
That's for the panthas the ones that can't talk 

And I'm Like


Hook:
Aye aye somebody do sum
Aye aye somebody knew sum
Aye aye the vibe is gruesome 
You stone cold yo heart is just like medusa 

MEDUSA

here’s a very vulnerable piece I made, collectively taking pieces of my past and putting it into one. expressing how deeply of a hopeless romantic one can be, doing anything to keep them. Sonder’s beautiful vocals helping me open my heart, also added some rain in the background while recording :)

linger

"I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO I AM. OH! WHAT A GOD I AM I AM".

6. Alien (Too Different) [with Anthony Super & OUTERWORLDS]

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