Trois points de suspensions…en duo avec Barrueco qui m'a fait l'immense plaisir de chanter ce titre avec moi! 

Je le savais depuis toujours,
La blouse et la trousse de secours
Le concours et toutes ces années sur les bancs de la faculté.

Les gardes au chevet des patients,
Passées trop loin de mes enfants,
A prendre soin des plus souffrants.

Tous ces destins que j’ai croisés,
Que j’ai portés, accompagnés,
Tous ces corps que j’ai soulagés.

Les pleurs des collègues épuisés,
Le courage d’un corps de métier,
Toujours debout bien qu’éprouvé.

Ces souvenirs tous imprégnés,
Là, dans ma blouse immaculée,
Le matin où je l’ai pliée…

J’veux pas rester à la maison,
Amputé(e) de ma vocation,
Pourtant je suis ma conviction, à tort ou à raison,
Trois points de suspension…

J’en ai rêvé depuis tout mioche,
Le camion rouge dans ma caboche,
Je peux vous dire, j’en ai bavé pour devenir Sapeur-Pompier !

L’espoir dans les regards piégés,
Derrière les pare-brise étoilés,
Les débris et la tôle froissée.

Ces mains serrant mes doigts gantés,
Dans l’urgence à me témoigner,
La gratitude du rescapé.

La suie sur les visages fiévreux,
De mes collègues valeureux,
Debout dans leur tenue de feu.

Ces souvenirs étaient gravés,
Au cœur de mon casque doré,
Le matin où je l’ai posé…


J’veux pas rester à la maison,
Amputé(e) de ma vocation,
Pourtant je suis ma conviction, à tort ou à raison,
Trois points de suspension…

Vous croyez que c’est par caprice,
Qu’on fait un tel sacrifice ?
J’ai passé ma vie à servir, saurez-vous vous en souvenir ?

C’était déjà là, dans mon corps,
Avant mes tous premiers accours,
Elle serait là ma liberté, ma force, ma créativité.

De ratures en refrains poignants,
J’ai travaillé passionnément,
Terrassé le découragement.

Chanté mon amour de la vie,
Un peu, beaucoup, à la folie,
A la faveur de mes envies.

J’en ai fait chavirer des cœurs,
Sous les faisceaux des projecteurs,
Et j’ai chanté tout mon bonheur.

Ces applaudissements enflammés,
Ils attendent bien protégés,
Dans les chansons que j’ai rangés…

J’veux pas rester à la maison,
Amputé de ma passion,
Pourtant je suis ma conviction, à tort ou à raison,
J’veux pas rester à la maison,
Amputé(e) de ma vocation,
Pourtant je suis ma conviction, à tort ou à raison,
Trois points de suspension…

Le large

Trois points de suspension... en duo avec Barrueco

The first track I did from start to finish on my own.. Thanx to Kit & Mike from falcon for the help and support.

Escape : Cookie Jay

"Nuff Said" challenges our inner demons. Don't let them drag you down, cause you deserve better. Starting with a catchy riff, we bring you back to good old 2000s nu metal and spiced it up with modern elements. I wrote the instrumental and the hook, Brett Anthony did the rap part and Ampersandman contributed his guitar and bass work to raise the roof. This is to all people who deal with a tough situation and enjoy heavier tones. 
Thanks a lot for the collab!

Nadine de Macedo: composition, arrangement, synthesizer, lyrics, programming, production
Ampersandman: bass, guitars, clean vocals
Brett Anthony: lyrics, rap vocals

Photo by Erdnahe Objekte (https://www.youtube.com/@erdnaheobjekte5566)

Where to find us:
https://soundcloud.com/nadinedemacedo
https://soundcloud.com/brett-anthony-975761425
https://ampersandman-de.bandcamp.com/

==== LYRICS ====

Get up, get up
I think I said enough, had enough
Half way through to you
but your head's still filling up

with the lies inside your eyes
that take me by surprise
So I keep my thoughts inside
and I try to spare your life

But I'm one step closer from it
finally being over
Vocally drained, insane
Still seeking closure

I'm a mad man, damaged plan
just can't understand
Out my cage, in a rage
confused and dazed

The hate began on a long lost road
Where is where I think I sold my soul
To the edge I place my toes
As my mind spins out control

Don't you know that it's payback
One last attack, I'm back on track
Flow through the aftermath
because nothing's coming after that

Nuff said,
time to get you out of my head
There's nothing
You can say to do or mend

I'm loving
The fact it came to this
Instead of cutting wrists
I move forward with my fists

If nothing stood in my way
I would be happy someday, yeah baby
(Nuff said, nuff said)
But to my deepest dismay
The hunter's stalking its prey, yeah baby
(Nuff said, nuff said)

Tik tock tick
the clock it won't stop
It's time to forget
the tears and blood I dropped

It came to this
in case you didn't know
I fill my mind with gasoline
and set fire to this soul

Explode out
this shell and through this hell
No doubt
this curse is one big spell
Sold out
Death is what we sell
And life can only tell
Though the silent screams we yell

I've been knocked down, stomped on
Felt like giving up
Dragged around, tossed to the ground
Not knowing to get up

Messed around and lost my crown
Tested all my luck
Lost and found, stood my ground
Fought all these things I thought were tough

Nuff said
Time to get you out of my head
There's nothing
You can say to do or mend

I'm loving
The fact it came to this
Instead of cutting wrists
I move forward with my fists

You'll notice nothing outside
When you try hurting my pride, yeah baby
(But I, I keep turning the tide)
But in my deepest inside
I feel like buried alive, yeah baby
(I got, I got nothing to)

Nuff said
Still need another fallback
To backstab
And make your head crack
No need no respect
(Leave and don't return again)

Nuff said
Don't wanna talk
You fucking bonehead,
I'm gonna make your head crack
No need to check back
Leave and don't return again

If nothing stood in my way
I would be happy someday, yeah baby
(I got, I got nothing to say)

But to my deepest dismay
The hunter's stalking its prey, yeah baby
(I got, I got nothing to say)

You'll notice nothing outside
When you try hurting my pride, yeah baby
(But I, but I keep turning the tide)

But in my deepest inside
I feel like buried alive, yeah baby
I got, I got nothing to say

Nuff Said

I Got A Bone To Pick With You

(Master Update 02.03.24)

We make promises 
that are not kept.
To love us, to be faithful to us,
until the last day. 

I'm torn inside 
Was i really that blind?  
My memories of good days 
Make me sad today

Reality dulls 

How could it get so far?
What has happened to us? 
All the questions that torment me 
When the time is up 

I'm torn inside 
Was i really that blind?  
My memories of good days 
Make me sad today

Reality dulls 

My world is broken.  
My dreams conjure up madness.  
The wheel of time keeps turning.  
My heart has to accept this 

I'm torn inside 
Was i really that blind?  
My memories of good days 
Make me sad today

Reality dulls

Reality (Steel&Nylon)

rumbustious 'demo' (with Falsestart)

X & Y

AudioBake(Creator)
OmniOmnous(Twinkle Sample)
TheJooos(Vocals)
ElectraVolcana(Vocals)
HOBOCOP(Vocals)
CosmicKeanu(Vocals)
Razzi(Vocals)
PurpleClaire(Vocals)
MrDjBigHouse(Vocals)
LucyScrew(AudioBake + MrDjBigHouse)
Masterd by HOBOCOP
Mixed by LucyScrew

F-Dendrobium

backtrack: https://soundcloud.com/event49 / joerxworx: EWI synth solo

Isostasie by Event 49 / joerxworx Synth Solo RMX

theme of protest...the women...well, if you're interested in finding out what they are protesting about...ask me...the men in the accompanying picture also...the subtitle for this should be Kitchen Sinks...or is that [chicken sinks?]

East Wind

🐳Thank you for your support. It's very encouraging.🪼
🐱I do not use AI in my music.😊
🌺Have fun! Bandcamp!💞Thank you for your purchase!💞

F-Dendrobium

Sanshu Seiso [Experimental Artist]