thank u @nebita and @yungskrrt for letting me use the beat !

https://twitter.com/canofblissmusic

will u ever shut up ! (prod nebita + yung skrrt)

✱ track 6

https://fanlink.to/jstlkeu

mastered by @dossyx
backing vocals by @t0rr, @daywaiter, & @can-of-bliss
shoutout renner for the audio clips & cooper for the voicemail at the end

~~lyrics~~
to a better half:
(are those the words we used?)
you want a better start
but you know i love to lose
through the bitterness
you know you always win
you want a better part
but it's just like you said -

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna dress like you
i wanna act like you do

i see you in my dreams now
but usually you're just hanging around
a couple of times i think we made out
but we've never been in this house

"if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good"
is a lesson i learned and then misunderstood
so if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good
i heard it, i heard it, i wanna be just like you

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna trust like you
i wanna love like you do

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna trust like you
i wanna love like you do

i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like

everything✱

just like you

@janeremover
@kmoethekid

HOMESWITCHER EDIT - OUT NOWWWWW

@blueghostmusic

jane remover & kmoe - homeswitcher (blue ghost edit)

✱ track 2

https://fanlink.to/everything-ftft

~~lyrics~~
(i'm somewhere else)
find the portal, make an entrance
scratch the surface of something different
decide you hate it, know it hates you
let it bury, let it break you

life's an empty hallway
lungs feel empty always
stuff it in the crawlspace
treat it like a mistake

crush the pieces even smaller
cut the loose ends, block the caller
love the horror, burn the altar
wake up six feet underwater

"you're just fucked up like your father
you can't focus any longer"
discomposure ever present
it'll kill you if you let it

find the portal, make an entrance
scratch the surface of something different
decide you hate it, know it hates you
let it bury, let it break you

portal

✱ track 9

https://fanlink.to/everything-ftft

coprod @annaglyphs & @can-of-bliss

~~lyrics~~
everything you said, everything you did
brought the shit back up from when we were kids
brush it off i guess, said "it's not that bad.
can't we be best friends? cmon, don't be sad
for yourself or mad at yourself
don't think too hard cause it's bad for your health"
but you said "it's different now"
cause you got a new crowd
and they're all too young to be calling shit out

i don't wanna freak out again
i live in the real world, i guess
i live in the real world, i guess

honestly i'm disappointed
but i'm not tryna shut you down
you didn't hear a thing that i said
not that it really matters now
we're all adults, i guess
i don't wanna hear you cry again
i don't wanna hear you cry again

oh our words hurt?
how does it feel on the other side?
don't you hear yourself talk?
don't you hear yourself lie?

but you said "it's different now"
cause you got a new crowd
and they're all too young to be calling shit out
yeah it's pretty different now
cause we made a new crowd
and we all found out you were bringing us down

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

you're fucked up if you think i wanna do this
i mean, i know we had to, but it feels like shit
i'm not the one you wanna hurt so bad
i'm not just "them", i'm not "some fag"
i had your back, didn't have to do that
when it comes down to it i don't owe you shit
brush it off i guess, said "it's not that bad
can't we be best friends, cmon, don't be sad"

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

honestly i'm disappointed
but i'm not tryna shut you down
you didn't hear a thing that i said
not that it really matters now

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

nomore

LITERALLY RIGHT NOW GO FOLLOW @sc2un-sh4re IT'S ONLY BANGERS OVER THERE

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leastfavorite/i-have-no-fun--feat-sc2un-sh4re

lyrics:

(yeah idunno, i-i guess? i mean, i'm just- if you guys could go without me, i'm not- i'm not super feeling it right now, um)

fuck me, i can never stop the self sabotage
npc in the middle of the entourage
dammit (fuck) i can never go where i want to
dodge that text when u say that i should come thru

i have no fun! watch me, see how i
close off, shut down, drink up, pass out
sprain my ankle, lock my door
my roommates say they never see me anymore

take off in a dead sprint toward the bitter end
peers still call me bro in my twitterthreads
bifurcate ur neck with a broadsword
damn now u got no head, break a skateboard

wake up about 4pm
check my mentions, lose my friends
i'm never gonna go home again
i can never go home again, fuck

tell me you love me
and i won't believe you
you don't really want me
but i think i need you
god u look so lovely
i wanna be you
tell me you love me
tell me you love me, you love me too

never can i ever go back there
i just need an 808 and a clang snare
(tell me you love me)
i just need a better face and some long hair
guess i never said bye but i dont care

i have no fun! watch me, see how i
close off, shut down, drink up, pass out
(you don't really want me)
sprain my ankle, lock my door
my roommates say they never see me anymore

(god u look so lovely
i wanna be you)
i have no fun! watch me, see how i
close off, shut down, drink up, pass out

(tell me you love me
tell me you love me, you love me too)
sprain my ankle, lock my door
it's sad that you're never gonna see me anymore

I HAVE NO FUN! (prod. sc2un sh4re)

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The broken glass
From the microwave
Is reflecting your glow tonight
Your eyes are telling me
That I'm alive
I hope all these beautiful memories
Aren't ruined by the clothes
I'm wearing right now
(Let your body eat you up)

I did something wrong today
And I meant it in the right way
And I don't know how to say this
In a polite way
But I'm a lightweight
And I overdose the truth

If I had it my way
I'd overdose on you
I'd tell you what I hold back
Every time I get close to you

(Is it true or does it live
In a daydream?) 

If I die tonight
Can I lay my head down
Knowing it was alright?
Lesson learned
Douleur

I could never figure it out myself
Maybe I'm the weakness
Giving you hell
Maybe I'm the void in your chest
That you've been trying to fill

And now we're breaking our hands
Just to make it work
I guess broken bones
Are what we deserve
And now I can't hold on
'Cause my grip is gone
And all I'm left with
Is silence in a daydream

If I die tonight
Can I lay my head down
Knowing it was alright?
Lesson learned
Douleur

Slow down
I can feel your gaze 
Slipping through the cracks
Along my skin as I 
Struggle to breathe
Know now
It takes a lot to walk away
It takes a lot to be the change
Every day


If I die tonight
Can I lay my head down
Knowing it was alright?
Lesson learned
Douleur

The broken glass
From the microwave
Is reflecting your glow tonight
Your eyes are telling me
That I'm alive

I know there's something left for you

x2 dose

i hate how im margelia yea my insides are out
its a hard sell to pull me out of my house
i need some reassurance i wont bug myself out
when they all stare at me for wearing my blouse

yea i dont think that i can carry this weight
my teacher told me i should pull up my grades
i need some medicine, a cold mithridate
so when i walk the hallways i dont disassociate 

all my intentions, are they ever worth it?
if all i that i hope for never reaches the surface
theres a liar in me, a liar in me

i bottle my pride, and disregard if it kills me
i swallow my tongue at things that i know wont hurt me
hear a voice from within
you took a rib i never wanted to give

i need to make sure this is not a mistake
my parents tell me i should watch how i weigh
i pick some flowers from the shed that ive made
to form the crown which will keep me safe   

all my intentions, will they soon be worth it?
all i can hope for is that i’ll reach the surface
theres a liar in me, a liar in me
at least for now

callback

Avaliable on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5f8wXeQdrJBWStxqVC26KD?si=adcccc72fb194708

me on the guitar


[Verse 1]
You'll say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

youll draw art for him and he'll like it
and i'll take the hint while im crying
i guess its a sin this shit im typing
though im feeling pissed i should 
keep these feelings to myself

[Bridge]
wasnt smart
for me to invest my health
into someone
i dont really want

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[Verse 2]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

[Beat change]
You give me the
backhand of your love
you take me for granted
theres no trust
feeling all my senses
go to shit
now im lost, nothings there
I'm stuck with this

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[End]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

twitter.com/dylazy1
instagram.com/dylazy

Petty

log 4;
I've been active online lately! I have been on discord and a couple of people were confused about my living space. I live under a small makeshift tent. I have a solar bank that I use to charge a laptop but I do not have wifi or any other utilities. I found an abandoned upright piano and set up my base around that. I post whenever I go into town, which is more or less whenever I get hungry or need to mail something. Lately, there have been more industrial projects venturing into the natural beauty of the woods so I've been sending more letters than usual. Also from discord, some of you seem to think I've been displaced. While I appreciate the concern, this is how I choose to live my life and I do not intend to move into a more modern way of living at any point. I love reading your questions though! Please feel free to contact me at woodlands#1302. It gets lonely out here!
Vox by Underscores and 8485

this could go two ways

acapellas used:
spoiled little brat
heck
gunk
where did you fall
second hand embarrassment

also stole the melody from the cavern music brakence remix im a thief what can i say

this will surely put an end to my abuse of underscores acapellas 2

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