saoirse dream, Glitch Gum, & daywaiter - still like you

produced by phixel
mixed/mastered by phixel
backing vocals by maeEXO
sample: https://soundcloud.com/snowblowerr/hillcore

notes: first song in two months! so very excited :D this is definitely one of my best songs, and its a long time in the making :) i started making this in june, and finished it around mid-august when i added maeEXOs vocals at the end of the song. some inspirations for this song include porter robinson, jane remover, blackwinterwells, and tons of others ^^ enjoy

lyrics:
i dont wanna die, i got so much to do
i promise i'll try, try out something new
don't wanna be scared of the whole wide world
scared to get my throat slit, scared to watch it unfold
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: there is no one]

i feel like that baby bird that you saw dying on the ground
trying to scream and trying to cry but i can't do it out loud
and your friends all lied and told you i'd be worse if you helped
'well, the maggots got to eat too" is what you told yourself

tell me what you were thinking
have you no empathy? not a drop, not an inkling
if you wanna seem nice don't act like you hate me
it's really not difficult to see things and say things (say things)
tell me honestly, did you even feel a bit of pity on me
when you looked down at the ground and you saw me
i was vulnerable and i was sobbing

(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: no one, there is no one, no one, there is no one here]

the maggots need to eat too - Single

the maggots need to eat too

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✱ track 4

https://fanlink.to/everything-ftft

~~lyrics~~
we could have coffee, doughnuts
we could watch twin peaks, good fun
shouldn't move closer, no touch
shouldn't get caught up, no feelings

but that's what i want
i make it obvious
i'll throw my life away
for one good fuck

i want what i can't have
so i get what i don't want
i make it all no fun
i make it all blow up

i'm done playing fuckup
i'm done playing fuckup
i'm done playing fuckup
i'm done playing fuckup

i could take your t-shirt home
and never give it back
and make new friends
and put it all behind me
all behind me

we could have coffee, doughnuts
we could watch twin peaks, good fun
shouldn't move closer, no touch
shouldn't get caught up, no feelings

everything✱

want

✱ track 5

https://fanlink.to/everything-ftft

~~lyrics~~
(take it out out out
in the bath room room
keep it in your phone case 
keep it close to you
take it out out out
in the bath room room
keep it in your phone case 
keep it close)

i wish i fuckin worked right
i wanna take walks on the westside
without feeling like i might die
static tearing out the night sky
i wish i fuckin worked right
i wanna take walks on the westside
without feeling like i might die
static tearing out the night sky

i don't wanna wake you
i don't wanna bother
i don't wanna fake it
it's obvious i'm not her
caught in my obsessions
or just being honest
i'm a disappointment
say it's not ironic 

i get kinda scared to talk sometimes
feel like i'm faking my whole life
and all the stupid shit that makes me cry
thinking i should let it pass me by
better people wrote all my best lines
and they're out there living their best lives
i'm so caught up tryna make up lies
out of people tryna have a good time

sometimes i wonder if they hear me
i'm quiet but i feel like i'm screaming
see how long i can live without breathing
and if i get it just right i can push those feelings
right down, forget about it
go out, get fucked up, shouting
"i'm alive for now because i found a way to kill myself"

i don't wanna wake you
i don't wanna bother
i don't wanna fake it
it's obvious i'm not her
caught in my obsessions
or just being honest
i'm a disappointment
say it's not ironic 

i get kinda scared to talk sometimes
cause i know i'm taking my own life
why am i always so afraid to die
if it's not even the first time i tried

facedown, pavement, i'm not fucking playing
facedown, pavement, i'm not fucking playing
facedown, pavement, i'm not fucking playing
facedown, pavement,

idiot

✱ track 7

https://fanlink.to/everything-ftft

mastered by @dossyx
ft 7aurenner
additional mixing by @daywaiter

~~lyrics~~
i make my friends upset
knocking on my door like "are you up yet?"
blowing up my phone asking where i've been
but my room's the only place i'm spending time in
what do i even tell them?
i can't keep on lying to my best friends
keep my mouth shut during the discussion
is it still the truth if i say nothing, nothing

i don't know

[7aurenner]
i get lost in the sound (crowd)
but in the silence i sometimes drown
this is the part where i run
but i got stuck here, frozen with no bounds
so tell me why
we're six feet under in all of these lies
i try to fall in love
well i don't know myself, or even try
guess that's my alibi

[me]
you showed up in my dream
we weren't making out
you told me it's fucked
we call this our house
in the blanket fort
power line fell down
you just held me close
and you kissed my mouth

i feel you breathe in deep
while you're on top of me
i see my arms bruising
i start to count to three
i'm stuck losing sleep, rapid cycling
bear it and grind my teeth,
no hurt in losing me

i make my friends upset
knocking on my door like "are you up yet?"
blowing up my phone asking where i've been
but my room's the only place i'm spending time in
what do i even tell them?
i can't keep on lying to my best friends
keep my mouth shut during the discussion
is it still the truth if i say nothing, nothing

upset w/ 7aurenner

✱ track 8

https://fanlink.to/everything-ftft

~~lyrics~~
oh pity you got what was coming
no pity you got what you wanted

no pity you got what you wanted
no pity you got what you wanted
no pity you got what you wanted

oh pity you got what was coming
no pity you got what you wanted
no pity you got what you needed
yeah, no, no pity

watch it burning from the front row
you're sitting pretty in your chateau
it's too late for "hi, hello"
cause i'm jumping out the window
say it with me
you need something
checking all your power
i could compromise a quiet life
if i spoke a little louder

guess i'm back in the backrooms
crying holding on a bottle in the bathroom
promise that i had nothing against you
i just cut you off because i knew i fuckin had to

oh pity you got what was coming
no pity you got what you wanted
no pity you got what you needed

big city no friends in sight
and i start telling people that you died
and i'm too busy building up my pride
and i'm caught up in all these lies and

oh pity you got what was coming
no pity you got what you wanted
no pity you got what you needed

now you're better in a bad way
you learned how to better hurt me
you take your time tryna get around me
knock me down when i find my feet, yeah
you're breaking down every wall you see
one one more door and you open

now you're staring at me wide eyed
you think we're talking just because you needed my life?
no more looking on the bright side
i'm being very fucking clear when i say that you get
NOTHING

pity/nothing

✱ track 9

https://fanlink.to/everything-ftft

coprod @annaglyphs & @can-of-bliss

~~lyrics~~
everything you said, everything you did
brought the shit back up from when we were kids
brush it off i guess, said "it's not that bad.
can't we be best friends? cmon, don't be sad
for yourself or mad at yourself
don't think too hard cause it's bad for your health"
but you said "it's different now"
cause you got a new crowd
and they're all too young to be calling shit out

i don't wanna freak out again
i live in the real world, i guess
i live in the real world, i guess

honestly i'm disappointed
but i'm not tryna shut you down
you didn't hear a thing that i said
not that it really matters now
we're all adults, i guess
i don't wanna hear you cry again
i don't wanna hear you cry again

oh our words hurt?
how does it feel on the other side?
don't you hear yourself talk?
don't you hear yourself lie?

but you said "it's different now"
cause you got a new crowd
and they're all too young to be calling shit out
yeah it's pretty different now
cause we made a new crowd
and we all found out you were bringing us down

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

you're fucked up if you think i wanna do this
i mean, i know we had to, but it feels like shit
i'm not the one you wanna hurt so bad
i'm not just "them", i'm not "some fag"
i had your back, didn't have to do that
when it comes down to it i don't owe you shit
brush it off i guess, said "it's not that bad
can't we be best friends, cmon, don't be sad"

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

honestly i'm disappointed
but i'm not tryna shut you down
you didn't hear a thing that i said
not that it really matters now

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

nomore

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me on the guitar


[Verse 1]
You'll say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

youll draw art for him and he'll like it
and i'll take the hint while im crying
i guess its a sin this shit im typing
though im feeling pissed i should 
keep these feelings to myself

[Bridge]
wasnt smart
for me to invest my health
into someone
i dont really want

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[Verse 2]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

[Beat change]
You give me the
backhand of your love
you take me for granted
theres no trust
feeling all my senses
go to shit
now im lost, nothings there
I'm stuck with this

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[End]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

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Petty

[[i can't be bothered to do something for once]]

~track [5/5]
from the EP in one day stream!
all songs were made in two hours ^-^
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\\ featuring //
+vox from
@saoirsedream
+prod from
@prodbyaustyn
+art by
@henryyoder

\\ lyrics //

[intro] ~ @jauntsen
please leave me out
i can't be bothered to do something for once
it's my bad i know you don't even care
but you should!

[verse] ~ @saoirsedream
don't pick up the clothes on my floor
i've got a system for it all
if you catch the sock on my door 
i'm not fuckin it's just supposed to be there
i get that it doesn't make sense 
sorry my bad i inconvenienced your friends 
dress my best doesn't ever make sense
sorry my bad it's just that lately my meds
don't do much
bad at both ends and it cancels out 
and i'm back to where i started
can't ever stop stop making changes 
routines my clothes 
how i arrange them

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
so i'll just sit down
i got 10 half water bottles in my room
i'm a let down 
haven't dusted in weeks 
maybe today's gonna be the day i wash my sheets 
(ew)
j-j-just kidding imma do it next week! 
i'm just rotting in my bed i hope she text me
i'm so fucking gay 
dirty plates around my room when i cuddle with my plushies
this room wouldn't be dirty if i had some money..
(but you won't get that)

you're unemployed jas! 
i got health conditions opps i guess its my bad ;-;
it's an excuse i like to make whenever i'm sad </3
i'm so small and full of coke just like a dime bag (hehe)
lost my motherfucking charger hope i find that >:(

[hook] ~ @saoirsedream
i get that it doesn't make sense 
sorry my bad i inconvenienced your friends 
dress my best doesn't ever make sense
sorry my bad it's just that lately i'm dead!

my bad +saoirse dream (austyn with a y)

home - 5/?

ⓘ As of 27 March 2023, it will no longer be possible to make purchases on Nintendo eShop for Wii U and Nintendo 3DS.

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✱ track 3

>:) the second single
art + ft @daywaiter
prod @draf2k @pandi

streaming: https://fanlink.to/darkroom

(me)
haven’t been outside in a month or two
i'm a hermit, barricade my room
until i earn it, decorate my tomb
and then i burn it, nothing wakes me up like a

darkroom, no light, keep a costume on
don’t let em see nothing nothing
darkroom, no light, keep a costume on
don’t let em see nothing nothing

(daywaiter)
light in my head keep a fire lit
starin at the ceiling thru my eyelids
searching for the way out, buddy find it
why u always running in the dark 
whatchu stacking up, mileage?
but u lookin for a pilot?
my apologies i don’t have the requirements
wish i could get us outta here before i die by it
i hear my echo in the walls, i'm gone die tryin

(me)
haven’t been outside in a month or two
i'm a hermit, barricade my room
until i earn it, decorate my tomb
and then i burn it, nothing wakes me up like a

darkroom, no light, keep a costume on
don’t let em see nothing nothing
darkroom, no light, keep a costume on
don’t let em see nothing nothing

darkroom w/ daywaiter (draf2k + pandi)

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contact: saoirsedream@gmail.com

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