Can't believe I've been listening to your music for so long

for some reason at the end... I hear: "Ive been digging a grave... in parts of my brain.. to find worth....".. even if it doesnt say that.. its so fitting....

The Lady Bat

servant girl annihilator - Zelda Boi (Prod. Remzi)

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ΔME†H¥Z† [FEAT. SGA]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6sW1a4notEE

Mix/Mastered: @thevulturex

Now its sinking in 
I don't feel okay
Okay, okay 
Just a little more
Will make you go away
Away, away, away

So leave me into deep abyss's 
And I will forget all your kisses
Every little sin 
Will never be missing 
And I'm so done reminiscing 

I don't wanna think 
I don't wanna say
Cause it doesn't matter
Cause it'll never matter
You never gave a fuck now anyways

I don't wanna think 
I don't wanna say
Cause it doesn't matter
Cause it'll never matter
You never gave a fuck now anyways

Anyways you'll never give a fuck now anyways
No
Anyways you'll never give a fuck now anyways
No, no, no, no, no
Anyways you'll never give a fuck now anyways
Anyways you'll never give a fuck now anyways





Violet (Prod. The Druwski)

[Verse 1]
There’s a moment I don’t even recognize—
Taken to a place where pain wears a disguise.
So much hurt, so much I didn’t realize,
The weight I carry—God, it multiplies.

Pressure rising, pressing on my chest,
I try to breathe, but I can’t find rest.
Demons screaming, just outside my skin,
Trying to drag me back to the place I’ve been.

I’ve been lost, yeah, so many times before,
Disasters knocking, breaking down my door.
They’re pulling me down to the pit so deep—
But I keep climbing, praying for relief.

Took years to find a vine that could hold—
Something strong enough to break the mold.
But every time I almost reach the light,
They drag me back into another fight.

My mind’s in a daze, I’m losing my way,
I don’t know where to run these days.
God, I know You see me torn and tired—
I throw my hands up, drained and uninspired.

I’m not strong enough, not this time,
Can’t keep climbing through this grime.
But every soul still searching for Your name,
I go back to the pain—I relive the flame

"Fear Pit"

Prod. Yukari

@yungchibi

Mix/mastered: @djmonstrom

Sink your teeth in me
I'd rather mean 
Nothing more than everything
Its okay to leave
Cause I think
That this whole fuck is a petty thing
Night eyes 
Blind Gaze
Soft touch
Your taste
I don't want to be your type
Cause I would rather feel you just right


Give me your touch and I forget everything
Light shines dark and I cant feel anything
Stuck around just to watch me bleed
I see what once was me

Give me your touch and I forget everything
Light shines dark and I cant feel anything
Stuck around just to watch me bleed
I see what once was me

Bedroom Eyes feat. Yung Chibi (Prod. Yukari)

off the next project: spooʍ pɐǝp
coming real soon.

thank you for 50k plays, shits insane.

ʞɔɐq ǝɯoɔ noʎ uǝɥʍ ǝɹǝɥ ǝq ll,ᴉ

Mix/Mastered: Suni Vega

Prod 
Suni Vega

I dont wanna try with my life sleepy eyes close the night where'd my time go?

Got all these pending decisions 
Stuck with a vision still sick of my living 

I'm giving myself to the world 
That keeps binding and tearing and breaking 
I'm ripping apart 
Don't compare me to you

Drawing my line, pounding my addy's I'm still doing fine
Spitting my bars i can fuck up a rhyme 
I can do this i do this the world is all mine 
In my head its the truth 

A diamond compressed numbing the pain 
That still beats in my chest i 
Pretend thats its good, but i blend with the rest 
If i could change a thing 
Take me back to my head 
Told the doc its my mood 

Could it be this? lost in the moment 
I breathe with the hiss 
They care when you're gone 
And they love when you're pist
Stick myself in the ground 
So i don't hear
Hear them bitch oh

Light Dark Shadows They
Bring back purity but souls won't 
Find their way we'll lose our home

I dont wanna try with my life sleepy eyes close the night where'd my time go?

No

I just wanna die every sign tells me why I'm alive but I'm physco

Fuck You (Prod. Suni Vega)

https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/see-through
prod. https://soundcloud.com/ginsengxx

[lyrics]
brown powder on the table
we're sayin things that we werent able
to say to anyone else
ya we both got our scars
had our hearts ripped apart
by everyone else
u kno im no good for u
i'll hurt u thats just what i do
its not somethin i mean to do
my love is just kinda see through

can u see through
can u see through
tell me what to do and thats what ill try to do
but i think u can see through
cause i can see through
i see through you
this isn't somethin that we do
i think we both see through
i think we can both see through

SeeThrough (prod. gin$eng)

*free download*

Futility (free download)

https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/share-the-throne

prod. https://soundcloud.com/third-mind
mix/mastered. https://soundcloud.com/innerheem

[lyrics]
this shit is all i fuckin got
I’m spillin out emotions i can’t keep em locked
i dont need u but u gun need me
i could make u who u wanna be 
we could trap out in the back its fine
u aint gotta worry i do this shit too its fine
i might jus fly u out
i might jus fuck around and show u wut my lifes about
i might jus share the throne
i might jus show u how this shit can go

Share The Throne (prod. Alex Trevelyan)

prod ʎpoqou
vocals recorded at bridge east studios by john dello lacono 
the love means so much, thank you <3

sitting in silence
with nothing between
but the air we breath 
and the words we don’t speak 
blue eyes 
just holding tight 
i see you smile 
fingers can’t seem to type
just taking time 
never knew much of it 
but i didn’t mind 
we become more alined
just you on my mind
and holding on to the wrong things
at times 
just know that i try
to make you as happy
with each calling of mine
no poetic nature
just me and myself and i
blue seems so fitting
to match a purple hairline

blue seems so fitting
to make up for the things 
we can’t seem to get together

it all seemed to fit so nicely (prod ʎpoqou)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khUV37yUumQ


dont tell me fucking shit
stop pulling on my strings
tried telling you before
but you just wont seem to quit
im not throwin in 

im making myself known
and im ignoring inside tones
the race just started here we go
im not stopping till we dead
im fucking in

start (prod OmenXIII) (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

sample: cyberbully mom club - how do you tell a girl that you really like her eyes https://youtu.be/20wLvhaZPU8

how do you tell a girl you want to talk to her for hours?
without sounding like the biggest, dumbest coward?
and i'll take a shower maybe then i'll feel real nice
won't buy you flowers unless they're the discount price
i can change i can change i can change, i can change
i can change i can change i can change, i can change﻿

if youre seeing this while listening to the song press "L" and "R" on your keyboard

free download

how do u tell a girl u really like her eyes (hateful remix)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/ginsengxx
mix/mast. https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
art by https://www.instagram.com/collabcarts/

[lyrics]
Sometimes I crave the dirt
Sometimes I wanna feel low
Sometimes I crave the hurt
Sometimes I wanna let go

Cause on sunny days 
All I see is the rain 
I know that this warmth cannot last
And these doctors wanna put a name 
To my feelings, to my brain
Before they’ve ever lived my past 

What are you asking 
If you’re not asking yourself
What am I doing right now
Who am I doing it for 
Do you wake up happy 
Or do you wake up wondering 
Who’s pulling strings on all your moves 
Cause they just don't feel like you

Seems like the whole worlds been programmed against me
I’m feeling so empty 
I’m thinking these drinks can fill me up and I’m wrong again 
Singing these songs again
Lost in my mind 
The end is near I can feel it 
I believe in delirious thoughts being the clearest
I know you're hurting too 
Can we just accept the truth
That we're not here for any good reason
Just remind me to breathe in
I'll remind you to breathe in

What are you asking 
If you’re not asking yourself
What am I doing right now
Who am I doing it for 
Do you wake up happy 
Or do you wake up wondering 
Who’s pulling strings on all your moves 
Cause they just don't feel like you

Crave The Dirt (prod. gin$eng)

bit.ly/virginity-complex-meaning

what was once bright-eyed and full of wonderment
loses their sense of innocence.
a void gapes in the heart, creating a vacuum,
sucking in all that used to be out of reach;
like apathy, lust, hatred, and insecurity.

lyrics: https://cozyboy.bandcamp.com/track/she-was-my-virginity-c-mplex

additional synths/pianos played by cøzy

outro piano played by nathan chandra @chandra_ beats

@desolatee inspires me to make better music, please listen to him

the virginity complex

she was my virginity cømplex [prød. deˢøˡᵃTᵉ]

Would you prefer a beautiful lie? Or the ugly truth? That's how I view underground music.

Bedroom Eyes feat. Yung Chibi (Prod. Yukari)

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