Nothing scares me

depression session

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saphir

girls

mix 4

SAPHIR

The Fall

Mix/Mastered: @thevulturex



Face and take breaks
Can't play the same game
The shame I'm too baked
For lames that can't hang 
This place is too fake 
We waste what we make
We take and we break 
We ache the mistakes
So come play our games
Go die for some fame 
I guess I'm in insane
I'll speak with no shame
And drive in no lane
Cold cuts in my vein 
No love in my brain no

So I'm just sitting in this room 
All locked
Hanging up on something I called so dope
Drowning down but I don't want to
Try to mask, but I can see through you
Tryna mask, but I can see through you








NancyCallahan (Prod. The Druwski)

Chandelier cover

Prod. Yukari

@yungchibi

Mix/mastered: @djmonstrom

Sink your teeth in me
I'd rather mean 
Nothing more than everything
Its okay to leave
Cause I think
That this whole fuck is a petty thing
Night eyes 
Blind Gaze
Soft touch
Your taste
I don't want to be your type
Cause I would rather feel you just right


Give me your touch and I forget everything
Light shines dark and I cant feel anything
Stuck around just to watch me bleed
I see what once was me

Give me your touch and I forget everything
Light shines dark and I cant feel anything
Stuck around just to watch me bleed
I see what once was me

Bedroom Eyes feat. Yung Chibi (Prod. Yukari)

an original song by me, taylor, for my EP
prod. by Ellipsis-princess https://soundcloud.com/ellipsis-princess

Hey Boy (hey boy)

Mix/Mastered: @thevulturex

Prod 
Suni Vega

I never said i was a saint 
I'm just the angel born in hell
I'm full of crooked counter traits
And in thy spirit i could spell
So with the virgin i will kill
We shall create a new divine 
The twisted witch of southern cali
Leaves a trail of evil crimes 
Call it the raven or the ghost
The chemistry of what we made
We light the candle for the ones 
Who lived their life but came out dead
I aint the one for certain magic
But i'll voodoo when i want
Don't come around here if you're scared
Cause i can pin you to the cross bitch

You can cry about the dawn 
But I enjoy the silent tone 
I got them bloody knuckle fingers
Hold the gun when I'm alone
They think I'm crazy but I aint
I'm just the kid who couldn't sleep
But when the voices keep on calling 
Find the demons in my dreams
Pretend that everything is great
That I'm so jolly but I hate
These stupid fuckas always hopping on the trend to bring them fame
So curse them foo's I'll keep on riding 
Make them bitches fully scream
You cannot fuck with me I promise
I will kill ya'll with my team bitchhhhhh

Raven & The Ghost (Prod. Suni Vega)

PRODUCED BY HKFIFTYONE 
MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tWaj9RZlT7o
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Lyrics;
I'm just chillin' with some bitches cuz that's how i'm livin',
And i'm getting all these stacks get em just for spendin',
Buy a couple Tommy shirts & some polo fitteds,
All i rock is vintage,
All i rock is vintage
Smoke up in the Audi with those windows tinted,
Makin' all this music give a fuck who listens,
Horses in my closet cuz I fuck up digits,
All I rock is vintage,
All i rock is vintage,
Drinking Fiji water splashing like a fish,
I ain't got no time to care about a bitch,
Busy counting money Louis on my hip,
Yeah I'm rocking what I want don't give a shit,
I did this by myself so why should I listen aye,
Don't give a fuck about what you gotta say,
I'm coming up on my own I did it my way,
And i got some people riding my wave,
I'm so faded gettin' blown like 64 yeah,
Crystal Pepsi with the lean is what I'm sippin' yeah,
Fiji diamonds on me you can see em drippin'
And I been grindin' for this shit yeah,
This year has been hard but you know that ima get it,
Writin' these lyrics you know that i'm committed,
I'm smoking this ganja but no i'm not addicted,
I'm spending this money but you know Ima flip it,
And I keep hearing all these things they say yeah,
But it don't even mean a fucking thing yeah,
And I keep hearing all these things they say yeah,
But it don't even mean a fucking thing yeah,
I'm feelin' like i'm Sora said i got the damn key,
And all these words they talk it don't mean shit to me,
I'm rollin' bud and lookin' icy in the fuckin' Audi,
And I got some bitches rockin' Vintage Tommy,
I got some bitches rockin' Vintage Tommy,
I got some bitches rockin' Vintage Tommy

Vintage (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

[Prod. Kamikaze] 
// Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/6obbyy/
// Twitter: https://twitter.com/6obby
// Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/c/6obby
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Lyrics:
Ain't  Nobody  really fuckin with me like they  always say
And all these people hit me up but I know that they be fake,
I'm Gonna grab the lawn mower and finally cut off all you snakes 
I just wanna one day finally get up out this place ,
But that's always been the dream, same shit  a different day,
So I pop a few xans and  try to eliminate this pain,
But it's never gonna change, and I'll always feel the same
I don't know what to do  my life is looking plain,
Never feel excited and it's always been this way
I wanna make it out  I wanna get up out this rain 
And Say you had my back but always saw  me in this pain,
I'm tired of this shit,  and I'm so tired of these days,
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just  ain't no good for me,
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening,
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just  ain't no good for me,
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening , yeah

Ain't nobody listening, yeah,
Ain't nobody listening, yeah,
Ain't nobody listening , yeah, 
Ain't nobody fuckin care,
Ain't nobody fuckin care, yeah
Ain't nobody fuckin care, yeah,
 Ain't nobody fuckin care yeah,

So I smoke up all this dope and I always check my phone,
Every 5 minutes even though that I'm alone, 
Nobody hit me up I'm always feeling like a ghost
I just wanna find some peace but nowhere feels like home,
Always smokin up  and sippin' on some styrofoam,
Yeah I got this guap and that iPhone rose gold,
But that don't mean I'm happy I'm just feeling so alone,
I just want somebody who would listen and can cope,
I don't know what to do cause I can't trust a soul,
Sippin all this lean but still  these problems overflow ,
I Ain't got shit to lose like I'm on death row 
Say you understand but you don't even fuckin know 
Every day I wake up and I'm always feeling low,
I just chase this dream and hope that one day I will blow, 
I've just had enough And hope that one day this can stop,
I'll just keep on working and grinding to the top, yeah.

nobody

http://lilpeep.com

http://lilpeep.lnk.to/sober
https://youtu.be/xAMgQQMZ9Lk

the brightside (prod. smokeasac)

Fuck Love

A new collab w https://soundcloud.com/deadrobotmusic !

Free Download :
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Dead Robot X Saphir - Vampire

MV - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CoRUfpAhbgw
Produced: @Fox-wedding 
Art by: @VinnyADeVito 
Mix/Mastered: Diego Farias

Lyrics: 
The simple things in life 
Disappear so quick
And everything I ever loved 
Is making me so sick
Blind eyes
I'm not crazy enough
Pull my strings 
I'll boil your blood
Put that ink onto your skin
Bruised up lies that live in 

Getting so wasted
I'm faded and screaming 
Leave me alone 
Disappear in the evening 
You're looking so good
But the truth is deceiving 
I'm not coming back till these drugs
Are relieving me!

Waves riding and I'm hanging on a tide
But its crazy how I'm drowning
Like its fucking suicide 
Did you think of me?
When you kissed her on neck
And you grabbed her by the throat
And said baby you're the best 

My 
Blind eyes I'm not crazy enough 
Pull my strings I'll boil your blood
Put that ink onto your skin
Bruised up lies that live within 

Devilish ways always got you by your tongue
You're not longer anything my moon and sun 
Devilish ways always got you by your tongue
You're no longer anything my moon and sun

You're not my moon and sun 
No not my moon and sun

The simple things in life
Disappear so quick 
And everything I ever loved 
Is making me so sick 

Blind eyes
I'm not crazy enough 
Pull my strings 
I'll boil your blood
Put that ink onto your skin
Bruised up lies that live in

3 A.M (Prod. Foxwedding) MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION

Thank you once again to everyone who has and still continues to support me. This album is about the pain I feel, the hardships I face, and the things I feel I'm not able to say. I love all of you and I will never be able to thank you enough.

Lyrics: Bella Ruby
Production: Bella Ruby/DeAd
Instrumentals: Bella Ruby

Frost Bite

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Lil Tjay - Long Time

prod. / mixed / mastered by https://soundcloud.com/lilprettyxox
art by zach halfhill 
lyrics coming soon

Hollywood Forever (Prod. Prettyheartbreak)

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Kina - baby you're worth it

Kina - baby you're worth it (ft. shiloh)[spotify in desc]

Water World

Glide Drexler

@kingtheta

If we all love uncontrollably then life on earth will be much better <3
Many can enter but few are chosen.

Lyrics

C
U had me going from the day we met
Made so many memories I can’t forget
Always thinking of the times we spent
But I don’t want to
I don’t wanna think about u

V1
I’ve been feeling lost
Talking with your ghost
Scrolling through ur Insta
Looking through ur old posts
Me and u and doggo
Smiling for the camera
Both of u are gone now
I am just the last of us
Wish u never left me
Wish u never met me
So I didn’t have to feel this pain
Thats never ending
While ur up in heaven
Make sure u save me room
The good will die young
So I hope I die soon

V2
I can see you in the
Bright looks, in the eyes of our friends
Still feelin all the good vibes you'd send
Old books, that you left on my shelf
Remind me that you taught me how to love myself
Your light in every star
You vibrate in my guitar
My life's a show and
You play an important part
The notes you wrote me
Burned their words into my heart
I see you everywhere
it makes forgetting hard

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days we had | Feat. king theta (Prod. Jayhmez)

you should see me in a crown

cet album est pour toi

my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you
my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you

i've got problems in my brain, you,
help me ease the pain, 
help me numb it out when i been cryin in the rain cause
i've got these demons that i can't shake

show me what i face, show me what you love, promise not to break my heart </3

you deserve better

you deserve better (p. ocean)

First EP! Vocals throughout the album from Nyanners
Album art by Ryan (therydesigns)
Mixing and mastering by Luke Silas (LikeLuke)

Nectar

Prod: @kastrosplace
Mix/Mastering: @lilnarnia 
Artwork by: Casey Valentine

We sway our words
Convince the world
That we are so different
Fly like birds
And then we hurt 
Caught in a prison
Haunt like ghost
Im on my own 
I never cared 
Mistakes I've told
Im getting high 
Its getting old 
To lose myself within my soul
Because I'm still out here sitting and wondering 
The burst of fear got me sitting and stuttering

Martyrs wake up
To the sounds of hell and disbelief
Watch me 
Take you 
To the places you can't ever see
Wonder
Waking 
All my darkness wants to thrive 
Screaming
Aching
I see these nightmares come alive

(2x) I see these nightmares come alive

(4x) Oh

Silence been my best friend
Don't ever do this for attention 
Its a blessing 
Its my everything 
Even this whole thing 
Don't mean a thing

Im the strings that play and sway so fast 
You see the shadows in the back you laugh 
I make it fire but the price so bad 
Try to imagine everyday I crash

(2x) Martyrs wake up
To the sounds of hell and disbelief
Watch me 
Take you 
To the places you can't ever see
Wonder
Waking 
All my darkness wants to thrive 
Screaming
Aching
I see these nightmares come alive

MARTYR (Prod. KA$TRO)

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Coldhart (ft. Brennan Savage) - Dumb Boy (Prod. by @Ghostrage)

First single from GOOD MORNING CRUEL WORLD

EYES ft. Rawska (Prod. YAWNS)

A couple months ago 
I had nothing to do 
Got a few tattoos 
And a lot of bad news 
Now I'm hanging around
For too long in your room
That my clothes on the floor 
Start to smell like you 

Moved on to someone new
Just like we always do
Move on to someone new
Just like we always do

(Always do
Just like we always do)

Give it time, just not today 
You always wanna go 
But you never wanna stay 
Give it time, give it time 
Try to hold on let it slip away, yeah
Give it time, give it time
Don't put me on the back burner 
With your back turned 
Give it time, give it time 
Just give it time, just give it time 

Move on to someone new
Just like we always do
Move on to someone new
Just like we always do

GIVE IT TIME (prod. by horse head & yawns)

J-NETTI ~ In your arms
produced by @nettibeats
Spotify ~ open.spotify.com/artist/3MTBRxE3SvrjSdhB6m42Bo
Apple Music ~ itunes.apple.com/us/artist/j-netti/1441163950
youtube.com/c/j-netti
twitter.com/beatsnetti
instagram.com/nettibeats

lyrics ~

(chorus)
as I was
a fragment
a goner
I thought of
a place where I'm spacing
a galaxy to zone in
I ghost out
this world is
a matrix
you told me to stay still but maybe
just one day
just one day
I'll drift away in your arms
your arms
your arms

(verse)
sippin' on Patrone with this girl we all alone
fly up like a drone it's a blizzard in the fall
memories of doubt are buried 6 feet under stone
they blowing up my phone cause' they see I'm gonna ball
It's a contact game
eye contact stays
my contacts change
both vision and ya name
I've been too adjusted to pain you know what you say is all a meme
you're a gif
I won't take you that easy
sippin' raspberry AZ
bumping lil B
I'm going crazy chopping up these beats
yeah lil shawty thinking wait for me
I showed her all my dreams
If I'm ready to jump back in the bed in those arms
and I'm ready to shift back in the wind in a snow storm
If I'm ready to give you everything in my heart
now I'm ready to leave my hometown to shoot for the stars

(chorus)
as I was
a fragment
a goner
I thought of
a place where I'm spacing
a galaxy to zone in
I ghost out
this world is
a matrix
you told me to stay still but maybe
just one day
just one day
I'll drift away in your arms
your arms
your arms

In your arms

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In your arms🦅

something else

J-NETTI ~ lotus
produced by @nettibeats
Spotify ~ https://open.spotify.com/track/6o1SvTDpdKuGNsus6Yx6IR
Apple Music ~ https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/lotus-single/1448980412

lyrics ~

(verse 1)
focus like a battle
loaded in the mag the
lotus on the grass I
rose up for the task it's
12 o' clock past noon
racing on the backroads
speedin' in my honda in the backroads
ya ya
where did all the time go alas
ya ya ya
thinking bout' the past where it went what it left
drift in the now making tracks
ya ya

(chorus)
I shoot all my shots but they miss
I hope I
live when I go if I'll drift
I know I'll
bag all the cash from the stats
I lag
this life is a game with poor connection
I'll just question ya real intention
was it all fake was it real affection
it was all vague but I'm here in my skin
speed in the honda I'll vibe again

(verse 2)
sippin' on h2o when its grind time
arizona mixed with the svedka at the right time
picture you in a silhouette sippin' white wine
better than the ex girl
it was shitty wifi
she fucked it up but I know you care
tryed to fuck me up but it flipped like a mirror
boss up
aye
cloud ice in the rear
jumping on clouds these wings flying high

(chorus)
I shoot all my shots but they miss
I hope I
live when I go if I'll drift
I know I'll
bag all the cash from the stats
I lag
this life is a game with poor connection
I'll just question ya real intention
was it all fake was it real affection
it was all vague but I'm here in my skin
speed in the honda I'll vibe again

frozen petals

lotus

lotus🕊

@guccihighwaters
https://www.instagram.com/guccihighwaters

s/o @niteboi6 for the inspo

lyrics:

you remind me of someone
in the past and
i think i want you
more than i imagined
get rid of that man
he just make you sadder
forget the bad and
just put it in the past (x2)
we can dance all night 
i won’t forget about you
but i wish i could 
forget about you
panic all night
i won’t wake up until two
promise i'll get better for you

you remind me of why i wanna crash
never good enough i’m feeling like i’m made of glass
went through all the sad shit
i wanna make you happy
went through all the madness
i guess our love was plastic
you’re going ghost
well imma go ghost too
i try to cope
and act like i don’t know you

you remind me of someone
in the past and
i think i want you
more than i imagined
get rid of that man
he just make you sadder
forget the bad and
just put it in the past (x2)
we can dance all night 
i won’t forget about you
but i wish i could 
forget about you
panic all night
i won’t wake up until two
promise i'll get better for you

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vowl. & guccihighwaters - forget about you

Shotta Flow

fortnite rap battle> ian dior

waterfalls was here.

@ianndior - molly feat. bernard jabs (prod. nick mira)

prod @oceanonthebeat

i wanted love
you want a fantasy
i wanted trust
you couldn't handle me

you wanna fuck around
i think i get it now

you wanna ride that guy over clout go head
text me i'm the problem with his hands around your neck
text me i'm dramatic while you open up your legs
for a guy who doesn't care about you he just wanted sex

you're in love with the feeling of feeling used
tell me you hate me like bet that's cool

you don't want the drama you would rather have abuse
you're the reason that i hate myself for trippin over you

i fell for a girl to fast and that's facts
i got problems with attachment i'm losing my fucking grasp
its gettin harder to trust people it all feels like an act
i was starving for a light and now i'm blinded what is that?

i can't trust a soul
i can't feel at all
i can't feel your heartbeat
please don't say you love me

i wanted love
you want a fantasy
i wanted trust
you couldn't handle me

you wanna fuck around
i think i get it now

i cried every night now i sob
i got problems with lovin then movin on
i got problems with stayin all by my lonely like
nathan i miss you like come and hold me tight

i can't help that i can't help you
you want him now he might break you
he might relapse he might reuse
he might love you he can't change you

i can't help that i might love you
you're real nice but i can't trust you
you won't date me i can't make you
walls to strong no way i'll break through

i deserve better (prod. ocean)

sorry (hbeatz)

i love you... (addict.)

Capo

Slip (ft. Nyanners)

B.LOU "Afford It"

Wings Apart By Saphir x Dead Robot

Prod/Mix/Mastered/Artwork: https://soundcloud.com/deadrobotmusic

Lovely 
Some things are getting pretty fucking ugly 
And I’m thinking it’s the best if you don’t want me
I got this beating in my chest that keeps on thumping, inside 
It’s the tone
Your eyes 
The blood rushing your soul
Disguise 
The anger and control, goodnight 
I can feel it in your heart 
Feel it in your heart 
You try to break to my wings apart and I don’t know if it’s so safe to stay in this consuming place where we keep hurting ourselves 
You try to tell me that I’m wrong and I keep choking on your name 
We’re so addicted to this game 
But we keep hurting ourselves 
Like the light the angels flying down
I wanna hear your voice
But you’re nowhere around me
You’re nowhere around 
You’re nowhere around 
You’re nowhere around 
You’re nowhere around 
You try to break to my wings apart and I don’t know if it’s so safe to stay in this consuming place where we keep hurting ourselves 
You try to tell me that I’m wrong and I keep choking on your name 
We’re so addicted to this game 
But we keep hurting ourselves
We’re so addicted to this game but we keep hurting ourselves 
Like the light the angels flying down
I wanna hear your voice
But you’re nowhere around me
No one around me 
Nowhere around
Nowhere around...

Wings Apart - Saphir x Dead Robot

SAPHIR