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Happy birthday to me.

Produced by Living Puff

Lyrics

Told her she was all I needed and I meant it
She said, "Ken I mean it too" but she didn't
I don't wanna feel anymore feelings
Girl you great but what you see in me is not what it is

I'm a lost cause baby, it is not all
Greener on the other fucking side when I am the fault
I'm the reason that you can't get right
I got demons and they meeting with me every single night

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

She's a bitch but I know I'm no better, I'm an asshole
And it's been 3 years but she still the one I call though
I'm a fucked up sad little lost soul
I don't know how it got this bad when I fought so hard

Got so far from myself in my own mind
Tar on my breath, I do wrong when I know right
Where you are? I don't know
If I get in my car I'ma throw it off the road

Turned 21, wish I didn't
You sent me a sign, I didn't get it
Why am I'm alive? I need a minute
All this fucking time, I just been sinning (x2)

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

spotify.

XXI.

cuts on ur wrists blood on the floor
i dont wanna die u dont wanna see me go

i dont wanna die yea i know that
but this pain is unbearable its a slow death
stayin alive to u i owe that
if my brains blow i blow the whole pact
suicidal thoughts in the cadillac
my heart broken in 2 its cracked
hop out the whip wearin all blk
if i helped u would u help me back>?

cuts on your wrists, blood on the floor (prod. Kuroime)

Remember Me. (prod. HXRXKILLER)

fantasy girl w/ bluezy

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Hear Me

Produced by smokerose

WHEN I'M ALL ALONE I FEEL LIKE IM DYING

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason

[Verse]
baby i need a reason, give it to me
spending time in the shadows, im just burning
you can close the gates cus im not going in
cus im not the same person that ive been
i miss the way i solved my problems
now i runaway and make them stronger
baby hold my hand and let me bleed
just give me your heart that's all i need

[Bridge]
just give me your heart thats all i need
i've been crying alone yeah can't you see
im fighting the voices in my head
nobody needs me, so im better off dead
i would cry but im not that guy
i'd rather close my eyes and stare at the sky
dark room with a demon on my left
baby im stressed somebody put me to rest

[Chorus]
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason

Spotify

tired of trying (prod. smokerose)

wake up cold sweats, not breathing
mind changing you’re just leaving
me alone we’re alone
again I, always fall

wake up my smile is leaving
my memories deceive me,
here alone, we’re alone
in my dreams where I roam

I’m missing all your kisses
wanted posters say I’m missing
you’re touching my cheek, 
anxiety wants to say he’s all  home again

resting inside my ribcage,
to awkward so im misplaced
better friends, better lies
you know that we cut ties

but I still sing songs about you
and I still feel that all the doubts true
building up inside my chest this wooden frame it wouldn’t last
from all the emotion you set fire to when you just watch me burn

you try to deny the fact that I fell in love with you
smoking so much that I mask the intentions through
but it doesn’t last,
built-up of years, yeah you really define my  past 

wake up cold sweats, not breathing
mind changing you’re just leaving
me alone we’re alone
again I, always fall

wake up my smile is leaving
my memories deceive me,
here alone, we’re alone
in my dreams where I roam

I HATE HOW I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS

Letters Unsent (Prod. Caustyk)

ion cry every time something hurts
ion always wanna lie under six feet of dirt
but i do when i see u
god i fucking hate u 
and idgaf if u don't love me at all
cuz i hate so much that i hate being loved
depressed w the world n chumps like ya
 i think i lived enough when u walk in a room
i just don't care for ur life or mine if i lose

but i'm still loved 
i don't know why
i want to be hated
but the more i try
i gain more than i lose
accept the ugly truth
life ain't fair
dat ain't nothin new

i'm a lil fuckin prick
u a big fuckin bitch
big ole mouth
big target to hit
quite yo shit
imma slice yo wrists
jesus w ur blood on my palms
forgiveness is sin the world that i run
no one gives af if u down n ur done
die in the dirt w ur bitch on my mouth w my middle finger up

ion cry every time something hurts
ion always wanna lie under six feet of dirt
but i do when i see u
god i fucking hate u 
and idgaf if u don't love me at all
cuz i hate so much that i hate being loved
depressed w the world n chumps like ya
 i think i lived enough when u walk in a room
i just don't care for ur life or mine if i lose

SPOTIFY

i hate everything (prod. discent)

https://soundcloud.com/gothurted
https://soundcloud.com/deadfishpoland

Feeling

gothurted - feeling (ft. deadfish)

SPOTIFY: https://sptfy.com/6Ao6
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/cairnmusic
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
I honestly tried to fit in
To the life you want to be living
But I could never be enough
And I’ll never be enough
You’d rather throw away your love
Into the heavens above
You tell me that I’m not alone
I got no doubt I’m on my own
‘Cause you ghost me and throw me away

You tell me you care
But no one is there
I’ve lost it all
I’m up in the air
‘Cause you can’t be there
You’ll watch me fall

My picture waits in your closet
As my colours fade, I can’t stop it
Got me blind in thе dark
While I’m searching for the stars
And I’m covеred in dust
Locked up and living with these scars
And if you ever change your mind
Don’t think I’ll ever call you mine
‘Cause you ghost me and throw me away

You tell me you care
But no one is there
I’ve lost it all
I’m up in the air
‘Cause you can’t be there
You’ll watch me fall

cuts on your wrists, blood on the floor (prod. Kuroime)

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