Happy birthday to me.

Produced by Living Puff

Lyrics

Told her she was all I needed and I meant it
She said, "Ken I mean it too" but she didn't
I don't wanna feel anymore feelings
Girl you great but what you see in me is not what it is

I'm a lost cause baby, it is not all
Greener on the other fucking side when I am the fault
I'm the reason that you can't get right
I got demons and they meeting with me every single night

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

She's a bitch but I know I'm no better, I'm an asshole
And it's been 3 years but she still the one I call though
I'm a fucked up sad little lost soul
I don't know how it got this bad when I fought so hard

Got so far from myself in my own mind
Tar on my breath, I do wrong when I know right
Where you are? I don't know
If I get in my car I'ma throw it off the road

Turned 21, wish I didn't
You sent me a sign, I didn't get it
Why am I'm alive? I need a minute
All this fucking time, I just been sinning (x2)

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

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XXI.

my first studio album
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Love Story

cuts on ur wrists blood on the floor
i dont wanna die u dont wanna see me go

i dont wanna die yea i know that
but this pain is unbearable its a slow death
stayin alive to u i owe that
if my brains blow i blow the whole pact
suicidal thoughts in the cadillac
my heart broken in 2 its cracked
hop out the whip wearin all blk
if i helped u would u help me back>?

cuts on your wrists, blood on the floor (prod. Kuroime)

Produced by smokerose

WHEN I'M ALL ALONE I FEEL LIKE IM DYING

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason

[Verse]
baby i need a reason, give it to me
spending time in the shadows, im just burning
you can close the gates cus im not going in
cus im not the same person that ive been
i miss the way i solved my problems
now i runaway and make them stronger
baby hold my hand and let me bleed
just give me your heart that's all i need

[Bridge]
just give me your heart thats all i need
i've been crying alone yeah can't you see
im fighting the voices in my head
nobody needs me, so im better off dead
i would cry but im not that guy
i'd rather close my eyes and stare at the sky
dark room with a demon on my left
baby im stressed somebody put me to rest

[Chorus]
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason

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tired of trying (prod. smokerose)

Lyrics

Fucking bitch, yeah I swear to god I hate you
You do all the shit that you told me that you won't do
I might fucking switch, don't you trip out when I do though
Hold up you ain't shit, what I'm tripping out bout you for?

Confused my lust for love, just wanna fuck her
That don't mean I like her, that don't mean I really want her
I might just get what I want and then I'll bump her
Swear I tried to care but she was stagnant so I dump her

I'ma ghost that bitch, I'll haunt her
She gone shake it like a red nose, not thumper
Ass fat, I'm gone hear it clap like thunder
All we do is fuck until we lose it, Oh Wonder

You can hold my hand but you can't save me
Every bitch I loved a sham, they hate me
If you don't wanna give me a chance, don't date me
I can't put my heart in your hands, you'll break me

Fucking bitch, yeah I swear to god I hate you
You do all the shit that you told me that you won't do
I might fucking switch, don't you trip out when I do though
Hold up you ain't shit, what I'm tripping out bout you for? (x2)

senseless! | Produced by Fantom

spiders w/ brother

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Amazing Grace

ion cry every time something hurts
ion always wanna lie under six feet of dirt
but i do when i see u
god i fucking hate u 
and idgaf if u don't love me at all
cuz i hate so much that i hate being loved
depressed w the world n chumps like ya
 i think i lived enough when u walk in a room
i just don't care for ur life or mine if i lose

but i'm still loved 
i don't know why
i want to be hated
but the more i try
i gain more than i lose
accept the ugly truth
life ain't fair
dat ain't nothin new

i'm a lil fuckin prick
u a big fuckin bitch
big ole mouth
big target to hit
quite yo shit
imma slice yo wrists
jesus w ur blood on my palms
forgiveness is sin the world that i run
no one gives af if u down n ur done
die in the dirt w ur bitch on my mouth w my middle finger up

ion cry every time something hurts
ion always wanna lie under six feet of dirt
but i do when i see u
god i fucking hate u 
and idgaf if u don't love me at all
cuz i hate so much that i hate being loved
depressed w the world n chumps like ya
 i think i lived enough when u walk in a room
i just don't care for ur life or mine if i lose

cuts on your wrists, blood on the floor (prod. Kuroime)

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