pale face, brown eyes

#depressive-suicidal-ugly-sad

lyrics
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u ask me whats wrong
i tell u i’m fine
i’m tired of living this lie
u tell me i’m strong
but that’s just a lie
i’m tired of wanting to die

wake up to the same stuff
in the same rut
tell the same bluffs
to myself
need helpp
make the same cuts
til my skin fucked
shit sucks
black on my nails
i got ice in my blood

watch me as i fade to darkness
each day gets harder to breathe
i try but i can’t find a purpose
i’m sorry but i needa leave

darkness [prod. neverday X skami]

I want to take a minute and tell you all how much all of you mean to me. It really is difficult to put into words the amount of gratitude I have for the continuous support you have all given me. being able to share and relate with you truly saves my life everyday. I love all of you with all that I am. - Lund 

p.s. - new music when this reaches 100k streams.

Song Title - Low
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics


Low now
Feeling low now
This divide inside my mind 
I might lose control now
Demons feeding on my soul
Im a fucking ghost now
And theres nothing in my chest
But a fucking hole now

Woah now 
Blood it flow out
Theres a war inside my mind 
Drugs could dull it all down
Broken hearts and wasted time
Trying work it all out
Take a look inside my eyes
Got a heart of stone now

Know my head is spun
With thoughts you I'm over whelmed 
All this pain I hold
I wish I could heal myself
See inside my core 
Know you were my everything 
Without you have nothing left 
So ima let this pistol sing

Blood run cold like overdose 
Going toe to toe with death
Smokin till im comatose
Till there just aint nothing left
Whiskey with the cyanide 
Empty bottle by my bed  
Depression got no antidote
So fill my fucking brain with lead

Official Video

Hopeless (Prod. by Yung Adam)

nothing makes sense to me (prod. boyfifty)

cuts on ur wrists blood on the floor
i dont wanna die u dont wanna see me go

i dont wanna die yea i know that
but this pain is unbearable its a slow death
stayin alive to u i owe that
if my brains blow i blow the whole pact
suicidal thoughts in the cadillac
my heart broken in 2 its cracked
hop out the whip wearin all blk
if i helped u would u help me back>?

cuts on your wrists, blood on the floor (prod. Kuroime)

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