When You Look At Me

When You Look at Me

A broken girl,
Bullied and depressed,
I feel like a nobody,
What the hell is wrong with me,
I hate this feeling,
People use me,
They hate me, 
So I fakely smile and pretend like everythings fine,
But nothings fine,
I hate life,
If I died I would be okay with it,
And After all I'm going to hell so the misery won't stop.

꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷
https://youtu.be/0nxHHhfxURo
Yk the truth is I've.. She had loyalty and I had trust issues. Regret everyday that I messed up my life with someone I could have still called mine till this day.That's my biggest regret in life.
REL STATUS: I still have a hard time letting someone claim me. It's a fear I have. But I am getting there.
TIKTOK CURRENT ME: Ghxst Coast
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/cmke112BXuI?feature=share
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/Nl3gNXF8XS4?feature=share
https://soundcloud.com/gummibear-ghxst
Bestieee:https://soundcloud.com/1nthebuilding
When I do get access I'll catch up on dms and 
follows and do my best to post new music. Love my supporters and friends. Forever and always yk. You're not losing me dw.
Relatable feelings:
https://soundcloud.com/rudywade
https://soundcloud.com/silentwingsx
Feelings Have Ceilings
Y.N.A= Your Not Alone
T.N.M.S->Talents New Music Tracks
"Clouds hide souls, hearts give life". My Quote.
I'm always going to be a ghost
to those haters. But I'll be me around
those who are true.
"I'ma die so I'm saying goodbye
It was nice knowing you all in my time
enjoy your life by staying alive"
A lot of stuff has changed but not surprised.
LOVE STATUS:IF you love me then love me..if you want me then take me and keep me! Don't claim me just to claim me then do nothing..cuz then it's not gonna last. 
FACE REVEAL for you people who asked: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/jC5VFU2Hk1w?feature=share
HONESTLY...I don't even know what love is I thought I did and I felt like I did..I'm sorry if u get attached to me..my hearts dead it's LITERALLY impossible for me to love...found my lasting lover.
Gender: FEMALE
Status: A ghost ._. from California
Rel Status:Cheated on,lead on,ghosted, sucked at trusting, or they treated others like hell..soo yeaaa no more. Nothing real in this world anymore that I know of. Lost all that was close to me.
School: A place getting educated..
Sexuality: Just ask..it's not difficult
Height: 5'8 and a few centimeters.
Race: Mixed of many sorts(Literally).
Favorite Colors: Black, blue, purple,galaxy mix.
Can do: Make instrumental music and songs, and 
Always do my best to be their for others.
Uhm Zodiac is a: What vibe do I give off?
Age: 18 y.s old in college
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/I-duYspWUTI
So quick to judge and critique the kid but never their own movements.(They want to get mad when the kid doesn't open up)When given the chance they yell saying my thoughts are wrong. Parents say respect isn't just given to us...well neither is our trust to them. They want to talk over us and never listen. So why should we respect them.
Languages: English and Spanish. Mainly English cuzz why not.
Personality: It really depends on the vibe you give me but over all 
protective,caring,supportive,reliable,honest,comforting,outgoing,and just out there honestly. 
I LOVE: Sports,art,creating stuff,making music, socializing, walking, running, being active, editing photos, computer work, reading, and video games. NEW ADVENTURES I like trying new stuff.
𝑳𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒂𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏’𝒕 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒍 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆’𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒚𝒂𝒍𝒕𝒚. 𝑵𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎, 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏’𝒕 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆. 𝑵𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏’𝒕 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚’𝒍𝒍 𝒗𝒂𝒍𝒖𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆
First thing I see on yt when I wake up:https://www.youtube.com/shorts/HB6md0dnQxU?feature=share

hey i think people would enjoy or relate to my songs

1i dont online date i just wanna be freinds so if u like me please dont
2i cant message on chat rn they blocked it 
3i go by they/them dont misgender me pls
4corpse is bae

𝕗𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞--
matty boy : https://on.soundcloud.com/a98Am 
arjay: https://on.soundcloud.com/krJEB

CORPSE IS BAEEE!!~~
Don't fall for people who are lower than ur standards, if you give someone ur heart make sure they don't break it... letting go of them is the past i like to focus on the present-grace

THE SCHOOOL BLOCKED MY BANDLAB

my insta-
https://www.instagram.com/tempest_waslost/profilecard/?igsh=cmdmN3E3NnlyNGti

my snap-
https://www.snapchat.com/add/tempest_waslost?share_id=Iid31AW1KCg&locale=en-US

I'm on here bc Spotify won't work.
I love you, Tori.
he/they/she

thanks for being here :)
Download/Stream: https://SaraKays.lnk.to/StruckByLightningID

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When You Look at Me

Sara Kays