The Fool

The end can start with you.

Fools Gold

Wenn keiner für dich kämpft, dann kämpfst du irgendwann allein
Und jedes blöde Wort brennt sich wie Feuer in dich rein
Sie sagen, du wärst anders – dabei willst du nur sein

Wenn keiner für dich kämpft

 You called yourself a father, 
But where the fuck were you? 
I was choking on my silence, 
While you had better things to do. 
He broke my bones in words and looks, 
And you said, “Be patient, stay.” 
You traded my pain for free repairs, 
Then looked the other way. 

 
You said “I won’t pick sides,” 
But silence is a side. 
And I learned the hard way 
How to bleed and still hide. 

 
I was screaming for you, 
But you never came. 
You watched me drown 
And said my tears were to blame. 
You chose your comfort, 
You chose your pride 
I was the daughter 
You left to die inside. 

 
You said “he’s not that bad,” 
‘Cause he fixed your car for free. 
Guess my bruises were worth less 
Than a fucking battery. 
You told me “try to change,” 
While I begged you just to care. 
But I was never your priority, 
I was just there. 

 

 
You said “you’ll understand one day,” 
But I already do. 
You didn’t fail as a man 
You just failed me as you. 

 
I was screaming for you, 
But you never came. 
You watched me drown 
And said my tears were to blame. 
You chose your comfort, 
You chose your pride 
I was the daughter 
You left to die inside. 

 
Now you call sometimes, 
Pretend you care. 
But where were you 
When I stopped being there? 
You say “it’s complicated,” 
But it’s not a lie 
You just didn’t give a damn 
If I lived or died. 

 
I was screaming for you, 
And you never came. 
I burned for years 
In your fucking name. 
You chose your comfort, 
You chose your pride 
And now I choose me. 
You’re dead inside. 

Silence Took Your Side

Remix of my Memories - Hip Hop verison with added female vocals

The end can start with you.

Sarina

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