beat & vocals done by me

mixed by @menthol100s aka the new dj bonecrusher

i wanna slit his throat
and laugh my way home
i wanted you to know this
wanted you to notice
that i drew a heart with mine and his blood
can u tell the difference in the two
mine is filled with more love

laughing my way home

prod me

something before the album

if you let me know your intentions
i promise i wont be mad
if you just told me what you wanted
i probably wouldnt be sad

ooooo

my room smells like just you tonight
i wanna fucking end my life
cant take this shit dont want to live
i think its getting close to time
my room smells like just you tonight
i wanna fucking end my life
cant take this shit dont want to live
i think its getting close to time

time time time time
i think its getting close to time
time time time time
i think its getting close to time

I WISH THAT YOU WOULD BE
A LITTLE MORE HONEST WITH
THATS ALL I REALLY WANT
IF YOU JUST WANNA FUCK WITH ME
THEN COME AND FUCK WITH ME
BUT JUST TELL ME FROM THE START
I WISH THAT YOU WOULD BE
A LITTLE MORE HONEST WITH
THATS ALL I REALLY WANT
IF YOU JUST WANNA FUCK WITH ME
THEN COME AND FUCK WITH ME
BUT JUST TELL ME FROM THE START

let me know your intentions

@ wissery

i stay alone while you go out at night
i tried to understand why you said ur alright
give me one more day to leave out your sight
you never explained why we both gonna die

let me fix you
im stuck within you
our lives werent meant to
spend our time in this fucked up, rotting place

till we spent our time rotting together

im saying something you'll regret
im saying something you'll forget
and romeo wont do it yet
unless he talks to juliet
and i wont shoot the messanger 
but i think youre a better her
and my life sucks its getting worse
everyday im getting hurt

do u want to be
my valentine shorty
so hold me
so i wont be lonely
ur mine today
on valentines day

valentines day came late this year or not at all hahahahaha

prod me

you suck
and ill never stop saying it
cause you never wanna cough it up
you suck
i know one day your gonna OD on those drugs
you suck
you're a junkie bitch
but still somehow i suck
more than you
worse than you
more than you

i dont feel like anyone else
not even myself
i hate this feeling that comes by
every other week
i feel so damn week
is this whats its like to be you all the time

take your life
but let me take mine
i wanna persuade you
better than the thoughts inside your head

you suck
and ill never stop saying it
cause you never wanna cough it up
you suck
i know one day your gonna OD on those drugs
you suck
you're a junkie bitch
but still somehow i suck
more than you
worse than you
more than you

god you fucking suck

@menthol100s
girlfriend

you were supposed to be my girlfriend
what i did just wasnt right
too many beautiful girls
but youre the one on my mind
i know its needless to say
but youre the one for my love

might kill myself this halloween

hey guys should i finish this

prod me

@menthol100s

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

i saw your story
but now im seeing red
just like a bandaid
im wrapped around your flesh
like morning coffee
i thought of you in bed
if i had a gun id use it
if i had the balls to do it
why are girls so fucking stupid?
bitch your friends arent fucking human
by the time you know im touring
maybe then you wont ignore me
but if you dont get the message
ill just kill you when were 40

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

puking w/ skeleton

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

you found she loves another
its ok its nearly summer
grab your beer and sip away
light up a cigerate and close the day
its another massive blunder 
life was better when you were younger
you wish you had more to offer
wish there was some more to discover
everydays the same for you
same attitude same outfit too
and when she looks your way
you cant help but look away
so absurd its so unclear
how everyones fine but u turned weird
well thats life i guess no more to it
stare at the stars as they disapear

jacko - another banjo song on the banjo

this was supposed to be a yulia demo but its kinda buns im sorry

song about my existential dread feat @guitarbf :)
https://open.spotify.com/album/4oFVAAlxd96bYFCwJwknUA?si=tXJRHKwtT1i6jWL5r8qg_g

jacko - another banjo song on the banjo

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