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@menthol100s cover

just ten toes can't avert my obsession
you are my one and only possession
fill the void in my chest that you left since
all i have is a hole in my heaven

living in ur shadow

w/ @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
ya

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
im looking at her 
i told her im ok
i told her im ok 
but im really not 
im taking it slow 
im thinking about those days
im thinking bout those days 
where everything was 
the same and boring 
the raining was pouring down
on my roof 
the stars wouldnt shine as bright as u

me
all i saw
was you at the table
i asked if you're abl
to talk to me again
you said im busy
and to leave u alone
i left feeling sickly
with nobody on my phone

those days

w/ @six-days-after-christmas

i know your sick of me 
knew that u would eventually 
i dont want you to leave 
its just a big catastrophe
christmas:
holding it over me
your taunting is in my dreams
did i ruin what i had 
or were u rlly gonna fix it all for me
are we still gona talk eventually??
prolly not but i'll beg on my knees
ur tone is scary wdym

catastrophe

concept sorry if its shit

i cant write my thoughts
everythings not pretty enough for you to hear
i wish this wasnt so severe
how did u take the fall
did it evne affect u at all
now im sounding obsessed 
and of all
i cant jhust send u a text cant give u a call
 
she sold my high
to some dumb guy
still dread that night
where u said its fine
\

i wish this wasnt so severe

@menthol100s

im tired of skin to skin
i cant let the right one in
your call is all i need to sin
let another one go im all in 
everythings been at my expense
i saw you leave when you found somebodys bliss
i cant write for you it never makes sense
wasting so much time on you again

shut my eyes and count to ten
wanna wake up in your skin
you only see her in your dreams and all you wants to sleep again
and the next time that i see i hope its you 
i hope its you
if not ill gouge these eyes out and i swear its true
i swear its true

let the right one in w/ skeleton

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod both of us as always

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later: 
slow down 
shut up 
take a picture of us 
watch her driving away
leaving nothing but dust

i know 
you dont 
really like to pretend 

you love me so let me go
??

me: 
im sorry
you know me
you expect way too much, again

you're going
still coping
i cant live my life without u in

so she'll go
on her own
and find someone else to make her smile

it makes me sick when i think of what we said
so many words i regret, but cant forget

pictures of us

w/ @six-days-after-christmas

like a deer in headlights 
when i saw your face i froze in fear 
ran back home in hopes that 
all the thoughts i had would dissapear 
thinking bout ur face while sitting sippin on some shitty beer
lay in bed dreaming that maybe one day 
youd be near 

monday wasnt good at all 
walking past you in the hall 
i saw you with your friends 
laughing and joking  at someones expense i 
didnt know them 
but im glad it wasnt me 
cus im hoping 
maybe i can talk to you at least

i cant get any closer 
my friends told me walk up but i dont even know her
i havent had this feeling in a while itold her
i know how it endsmaybe try when we're older 

cuz its i hate you and you hate me
your lifes a little more private but i'll still see 
cuz if ur all i need you're all i'd be
but i cant see that much from here i'll just see u in my sleep

deer in headlights

w/ @six-days-after-christmas
prod us as always
i heard ur doing fine 
so i want talk to much 
wont waste ur time 
i hope u live ur life 
with happy memories
of u and i 

its just so hard for me to let go 
when i held your heart so damn close 
and now nobody wants to know 
how i feel well

you know i love you 
you know i need you so 
i wont deceive u 
girl i dont even know 

why i would trust u
i knew that you would leave
i hope u realise 
all  that u done to me

your call is still all i need
and i've been waiting quite a while for u to be
the one i'll always run to once again
the one that cant stand me 
one that hates my friends

forget what you'll do
you started nothing new
your love never left my room
its never about what i do

you know i love you

i wanna be a jack-o-lantern - take a gander over yonder...

all by me

lyrics:

my memory fades
i wish that i changed
pls don't go away
pls don't go away
in the bush she lay
all it happened same day
i think that i'm fake
i think that i'm fake
i'm so fake
i'm so fake

if i was perfect - think i'm fake

5/18/2024 3:38 AM

i dont wanna let u down
in this vacuum theres no sound
feed my self into the hounds
can we kiss and make it 
loud?

stab me with ur knife
stomache bleeds all night
take my life just twice
velvet tears and
why?

and white

if i was perfect - cry like velvet

https://soundcloud.com/keshibeats/bandaids not prod me

made this cuz im sad

u shouldve told me...
idk what to say
why are u sorry ?
how did things get this way ?
my heart is broken
down to the core
this is not what i wanted...
idk what i want anymore

im afraid the bandaids
are no good
for heartache

not okay...
so tell me
when ur world comes crashing down

if i was perfect - why are you sorry?

prod ratatooulie or however u spell it im not french

i just want you to me
nobody else

let go my secrets
i loved you since 12

look at my face
and show me ur hate

say it for once
and i'll leave u away

if i was perfect - from me, to you </3

out of the mental hospital

wonder2345 w/ skeleton

when her eyes look at you 
and her smile simply makes your day 
but you know that shes 
not yours
she woudlnt want to anyway

oh thats love 
sweet love 
she takes ur heart 
and throws it in its grave 

but thats love 
sweet love 
we couldnt have it any other way 

its hard to wrap your head around 
its like u just cant think straight 
whats this strange fear im feeling 
my legs want to run away 


oh thats love
sweet love
she takes ur heart
and throws it in its grave

but thats love
sweet love
we couldnt have it any other way

i wanna be a jack-o-lantern - take a gander over yonder...

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