I am the producer I did not do the vocals

heart attack

“I want to be you / but I never want to say the truth to you” — it captures that mix of vulnerability and emotional detachment that defines late-night overthinking.

Composed and performed by Zion Dere
Produced by Zion Dere, Janek Hruschka
Mixed by Janek Hruschka
Master by Juan Camillo Escobar

Francos Pain - walking near - Single

You make me feel sick 

It’s kinda like I’m Caught in the middle of a bad dream 

I know you feel it 

Why am I an asshole 

really what’s that mean 

Taking anything as a measure of distracting
Close my eyes
don’t tell me what’s happening 
Ion wanna know 
Ion wanna be that 
If you’re turning your back 
Then I’m fadin into black 


I know you don’t wanna ask 
I know you don’t wanna play that 
Make it so sad 
When you hear it on the playback 

Please don’t say that
Please don’t say that 
Ion wanna hear if you never ever came back 

You make me feel sick 

It’s like I’m Caught in the middle of a bad dream 

 I know you feel it 

Why am I an asshole 

really what’s that mean 

Taking anything as a measure of distracting
Closin my eyes
don’t tell me what’s happening 

Ion wanna know 
Ion wanna be that 
If you’re turning your back 
Then I’m fadin into black 




Yeah I know I make You sick 

Everyday layin here
Yeah it gets maddening 

you think I can’t feel it 


But It make me feel
 bad when you tell me all these sad things 

In a bad dream 
You won’t tell me what’s happening 
Battling these demons 
You can’t see when they attack me 
Grab me 
Take me to the bottom I’m crashing 
Out 
She a snake give me venom to my neck 
Right now 
But I love the way it feel 
Hope I never come down 
She a snake give me venom to my neck right now
But I love the way it feel 
Hope i never come down
But I love the way it feel 
 I love the way it feel

And You make me feel sick 

It’s kinda like I’m Caught in the middle of a bad dream 

 I know you feel it 

Why am I an asshole 

really what’s that mean 

Taking anything as a measure of distracting
Closin my eyes
 don’t tell me what’s happening 
Ion wanna know 
Ion wanna be that 
If you’re turning your back 
Then I’m fadin into black 

And you make me 
And You make me feel sick 

It’s kinda like I’m Caught in the middle of a bad dream 

 I know you feel it 

Why am I an asshole 

really what’s that mean 

Taking anything as a measure of distracting
Closin my eyes
 don’t tell me what’s happening 
Ion wanna know 
Ion wanna be that 
If you’re turning your back 
Then I’m fadin into black 

bad dream (Prod. QUITAll)

who is he too dumb
to miss out on fun
1, 2, 26, 50, 81
when is it now, where is the yellow grass

now that here here he rest 
all squeeze out
me who left
with my doubt

give a wave from up there to the petals in  the crowd

hey hi how can i take the damage off
this is
heavier than love
eclipse
catcher in the crop
oh well glitter on the gun

until i take the damage off
this is
happier than love
eclipse
catcher in the crop
oh well glitter on the gun

eclipse

When Do You Come Home?

an unreleased demo from my upcoming project, that will come out someday....idk when

THOUGHTS (UNRELEASED DEMO SNIPPET)

Produced by leonxr, SANIKWAVE, MARLOW, HEYARNOLD

/papercut

I plan on releasing this officially in a few weeks. However, I've been sitting on this (and a lot of other music) for a while and I NEED to start putting music out. So I hope you enjoy this Early Preview of FM/AM :)

88.3 FM The Garage [1:51 p.m.]

Not Enough

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss
its excites me to the point of trembling

Mascara smears when you cries — but you laughs like you knew that would happen
I just like looking at your, even if you is silent and looks away
(that's you)
I like being your accessory, something you can use, throw away, put on again - I don't mind
I adore those black eyes, not because they are dark,
but because pain dissolves so beautifully in them

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss shade tonight
its excites me to the point of trembling

When your voice shatters in whispers,
I want to hold every broken piece in my chest,
let it cut me open, let it bleed out slow,
so you can see how devotion looks when it finally hurts enough.
Your lipstick tastes like rust,
but it burns sweeter than sugar when it cuts across my mouth.
(bleed into me, breathe into me)
I wanna your nails, I wanna your scars
I wanna the bruise where love pretends to hurt
i wanna ur eyes like collapsing stars
i wanna ur all cuz this only be mine

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss shade tonight
its excites me to the point of trembling
hu-uh





mascara  (on spotify)

"how to pretend" is an 6 track ep, which we put together in memory of a friend, who took her life. how to pretend, refers to the feeling of having to pretend you're something you're not. hopefully, you relate.

stranded

idk what to say. If you're here, you like beats by a sad Brit boi 

THOUGHTS (UNRELEASED DEMO SNIPPET)

SATO