At Some Point

"how to pretend" is an 6 track ep, which we put together in memory of a friend, who took her life. how to pretend, refers to the feeling of having to pretend you're something you're not. hopefully, you relate.

stranded

ETERNITY

think of me

https://youtu.be/gAQUHeA1v5Y

Lyrics:

think i've lost my mind again
along this path in search of it
it's not like i care
figured i might fall instead
we all have a fix
mine's a little substance
cause i don't wanna feel again
 
(i don't wanna feel anymore)

i don't wanna feel again
(i don't wanna feel anymore)
woah

baby we're in heaven, did you know
this must be what it feels like
woah

lay your skin upon my bed
there's no use getting fussy cause it's only
  you and me
could never hate this place
i got something to tell you
i'm starting to hate it
i'm ready to burn it
i play with a blade while i carve out my sins
you'll watch me bleed
i'm bleeding
and i never felt so free
i mean it

i don't wanna feel again

(i don't wanna feel anymore)

i don't wanna feel again
(i don't wanna feel anymore)
woah

baby we're in heaven, did you know
this must be what it feels like
woah

don't wanna feel anymore [prod. noise]

VERSE:
I saw you through rose tinted glasses
The ashes looked just like falling snow
Is December and January far apart or close?
Cause I thought I had it 
But you had me
Fools gold

CHORUS:
The sky could be on fire and I wouldn’t even notice
Inhale inhale you’d say it’s heaven
You could set the sky on fire and I wouldn’t even notice
Inhale inhale you said it’s heaven
You set the sky on fire and knew I wouldn’t notice
Inhale inhale you promised heaven

VERSE:
Burn it all down again to make myself feel close to you
Get lost on purpose
It’s what I do 
Maybe I’m holding onto the familiar
Loose one, find another killer
My life to the highest bidder

CHORUS:
The sky could be on fire and I wouldn’t even notice
Inhale inhale you’d say it’s heaven
You could set the sky on fire and I wouldn’t even notice
Inhale inhale you said it’s heaven
You set the sky on fire and knew I wouldn’t notice
Inhale inhale you promised heaven

OUTRO:
You just set the sky on fire and I didn’t even notice
Inhale inhale it felt like heaven
fools gold, fools gold
false god, false god
inhale inhale it felt like heaven

FOOLS GOLD / FALSE GOD - a demo

I fell in love with a suicide

prod saint mike

when you find the cross
i wont be there
i went backwards
and upside down

when you find the cross
please pray for a gust
of wind to wash your sins away

a magician 
stole my kiss

i have one last wish
im the god of the skies 
but no one's looking up
If I scream, will the silence reply
Spinning sideways like I lost my place

Stars seem to move predictably, but what if one drifted too far

dreamt of fire
but im lost in ice

[HKFiftyOne]

now im terrified
im here without my vice
how am i still alive
and if i could id let go 
but now i dont have a soul
out in this cold

i
found my place
but im upside down
and im spinnin sideways
can she hear the rotating
my voice fades out / in the echoes of the blue 

im so cold
shes so cold

magician miranda (feat. HKFiftyOne)

ORANGE

IMY2

Stream On YouTube

Yer divided
Too weak to tell
I asked who we do
Oh
I asked who we do
For a square?

I’m the ugly type too
Hot shit all up and down
You’re so lavender meaty
Well, well, guy
You’re flyin’, I’m cryin’

Words are chattel
Time tattled
Just like I sing at the moon, right?
We’re not here to have a battle
In fact, I’ve got nothing

One kiss to free you
Now dig down in
My bitter butterfly
And cream
New come on my muff

ミッシーガール - Whale

"see me clear" by brvdy808
(prod. peril‬)

lyrics:

x2
woke up
hold up
everything's been goin up
theirs a lot of days
where i don't rlly feel like showing up

show me <<<33333
show me luv
swear i never felt this wayyy b4
show me luvvvvv
show me <3
cuz i been on a new wave
and i been up for 2 days
don't give 2 f**ks
what u think

i'm drowing in my sorrows
why'd u push me off the deep end
remember back in high school
gettin turnt up every weekend
now i'm fighting demonsss
and i don't think u see me clear
i'm running outta reasons to care



luv me
hate me
i could give af
i been
getting money
i can't get enough
i got
more bread coming
did this upper
felt a rush
and now the pains been numbing
i been thinking too much
*ohowoahs*
where i go
idk
chasing chedder
i need more
got the package
for the low
i'm fighting through
my woes

i'm drowing in my sorrows
why'd u push me off the deep end
remember back in high school
gettin turnt up every weekend
now i'm fighting demonsss
and i don't think u see me clear
i'm running outta reasons to care

got me f**ked up again
if life is a game
imma try to win
fall down
try again
maybe everything is better in the end

i'm drowing in my sorrows
why'd u push me off the deep end
remember back in high school
gettin turnt up every weekend
now i'm fighting demonsss
and i don't think u see me clear
i'm running outta reasons to care

storm clouds

see me clear

see me clear (prod. peril‬)

transmissions from distant skies
sonic maps of planets • atmospheric and cinematic stories you can feel

magician miranda (feat. HKFiftyOne)

saturns construct