[+] I been taking my time when I write what im spitting
*produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:

[hook:]
had to let my mind just slip for a minute,
shawty she a dime, I don't think I wan spend it
I been taking my time when I write what im spittin'
I been getting by, but I still been sinnin (2x)

[verse:]
I don't wanna feel the heartache
pull up like a star aye, she been on my dick
I fucked her right there in the hallway
I keep havin withdraws thats why I call baby Im sorry
I just hope you know I'm gonna love you and thats always yeah
22 and Im a piece of shit, I should call it quits
I think I'm giving in, my momma counting on me
But im not feeling it, I quit my job left school cuz I thought I'd be big
my time is running out, I hear this voices in my head
what they talking bout? got this Xanax in my system and I feel it now
You aint even there when I be coming down...

star dust

drunk, wasted prod. siem spark

i'll see you in everything [prod. pekarot]

lyrics ⬇️

time flies by i know
make the life you wanna unfold
one eye looking down the rifle
countless tries they got me going thru a cycle

tbink back when i was young i would go hunting in the woods
grandpa taught me that yhe guns are only used for doing good
why is everybody toting all their guns up in the hood
i really think that i would change the world if i feel that i could

love, peace thats all that we need
everybody hates a single feeling of defeat

i always try my best to tell em how i feel
i dont like to crash the parties
i dont like to pop the pills
gimme paranoia 
used to gimme thrills
made me trapped made me stuck feelin ill
“whats up, poor a cup” no deal
maybe thats the reason i feel how i feel

they said that i gotta learn how to live
i wish that i could get past all the tricks
but i know nobodys an idol
so vital, the fact that you can lie tho

nowdays i think that honesty really got an appeal
theyll take ur heart when u think that they dont steal
yea you really gotta watch out 
cuz theyre gon tell you that you shouldnt ever fear

paranoia hits me in my ears
talking all the time thinking bout the years
i dont wanna think that you were ever even mine
you were with my peers 
it was clear

now i know what really came to my demise
but i dont wanna hear what i should really hear
always try to cover every single little lie
cuz i dont wanan kneel where we used to lay
but when its all uncovered ik how youll rlly feel
ill look up in the sky and hope ur still alive
im feeling really horrible and skippin all my meals
cuz i know im the guy that ruined ur whole life

nobody told me it wpuld be this hard
fell to my knees cuz it was ruined from the start

always felt like i need backup
yea but that aint even really rational 
could blame it all on bad luck
you know this life gets so personal

peace. (cl6udy)

[lyrics]

[benzo]

i’ll take your soul to the castle of love
i’ll kiss your neck so deep in the woods
ill steal your heart cos thats what i want

i’ll draw your blood then slowly pick you apart 
im slowly falling away from the darkness
my pride is becoming tarnished
i’d do anything to make you mine
when it turns midnight it will be time

[yungcray]

welcome to my castle, got the henny,taste it, 
and if that’s not enough we got some drugs, 
yea we faded,  
imma take ur blood 
its not enough, 
I get the blade and 
Imma cut my way through 
I’m in love with you oh shit, 


behind these walls, 
shits stone cold with the brick, 
and I won’t fall I won’t fall unless u dip, 
up in this castle is the only way I live, 
and I can’t fucking lose you, 
so much blood up in my fucking spit
 
we going up like nobody stopping us, step in the club they all wanna fw us, I cannot lie I just wanna double cup, I can’t talk until im fucked up, I can’t talk until I’m messed up, take so much I try impress her then I’m taking all that dress off, I need ur blood

[benzo]


i’ll take your soul to the castle of love
i’ll kiss your neck so deep in the woods
ill steal your heart cos thats what i want

i’ll draw your blood then slowly pick you apart 
im slowly falling away from the darkness
my pride is becoming tarnished
i’d do anything to make you mine
when it turns midnight it will be time

Castle Of Love

Castle Of Love w/yungcray (prod.flower)

Monroe w/ Aiden Hilton (methboiswag)

prod. heyzbee & onidtnom

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest 

honestly, i’m struggling, but i don’t think that’s fair to say 
god i feel so selfish every time i write and the say way 
i’ve been feeling recently, i don’t wanna stay the same
this a cry for help but no one cares, i do this day by day
are you listening to me, every word can you repeat?
god it feels like you’re a liar when you say you’re caring please
it’s all upsetting to me, everything you say is cheap 
you just wanna make me feel better but that’s not what i need 

AVXiD:
i been getting worse
everyday i turn
bb can we take it back a little
back to what we were
let my body purge 
let my systems burn
enter in my heart and sew it up cuz it had start to hurt

split my brain into pieces
u know that i need 
im sick of being
who im not 
somehow seeing
somehow breathing
barely bleeding
let it rot

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest

upside down (feat. AVXiD)

Wish upon a shooting star
That i dont fuckin fall apart
Im way too busy counting scars
That i earned from my last space walk
I hope i can avoid the rocks
Or asteroids as they may call
Or what else is out there

Im running out blank space
All the stars in the world just light up my face
I told the co pilot itd be safe
Now im crying in the back seat of the ship

Wishing she could see me ascend
I wish i wish i wish i wish
That i wasnt so full of shit
When i told him that we'd make it
I didnt expect it to be like this

Now we've hit a load of bricks
Malfunction yet again
I guess we'll be late to the planet

The mission states its habitable
But i dont think we'll make it past the asteroid belt
Our absolute magnitude is zero

Wish upon a shooting star while i get fuckin torn apart
I wish that we could meet on mars
But idk how long ive got
Considering im trapped in andromeda
I hope that ill become a constellation

(HKFiftyOne)

Cant believe my eyes today
Floating forward, i can't convey
The stars im seeing in my face
Cause back on Earth they're far away

I been waiting my whole life
To finally be here, feel alive
Said feel like im in hyperdrive
Cant wait no more til we arrive

Said ill finally show them all
Wont fail this time, ill prove them wrong
Im chasing dreams, they said id fall
I never heard them, not at all

The lights start flicker, i dont know why
Somethings off, guess its fine
Om too high, cant see the signs
The view outside, cant move my eyes

shooting stars (feat. HKFiftyOne)

I was just learning how to produce from this track. 
old one-

still (nothing,nowhere flip)

mixed by Guardin
backup vocals by Guardin

no friends, just replacements (prod.jukeboxjoints)

Some fire w/ unknxwn. 🤮 enjoy
(prod. Explicit)

The Storm ft. unknxwn.

transmissions from distant skies
sonic maps of planets • atmospheric and cinematic stories you can feel
new album open the skies 11.21.25

shooting stars (feat. HKFiftyOne)

saturns construct