after her untimely departure, the bedhead estate wishes to bring you her final words on her behalf. with some help from longtime friend and collaborator lil wet wet, and some blatant my chemical romance influence on full display, "sleep song" is a last will and testament that will serve as the beginning of a new era for bedhead. she is survived by her estate manager who may be reached on socials @fallgirlxx and will take on the task of releasing brand new recorded music through bedhead's channels in the next year! as we celebrate her life and the time we had together these last months of her 7th year in action, we will be compiling other works of hers from various points in time to continue to deliver her songs to you in her name just as she would have wanted. stay tuned, stay pretty, stay sad, and stay loved. <3
~ fallgirlxx

i'm gonna hit it til i like myself
i'm trynna hit it til i like myself again
i blur my vision when i'm by myself
i think i might just go and blind myself to them
my baby thinks i need to get some help
but i can't help myself around her or our friends
i let them hit til i dont like myself
i never liked myself enough no helping it
no fun if you won't stomach
when i go numb under the fist you love me with
i got a gun i don't take out in public
take it in your jaw i'll shoot whatevers left from it
i got a different way i'll tell it to you now
i'd never say it to your face no way no how
but you did everything that i was worried about
said what you thought i'd wanna hear didn't hear me out
no tunnel vision when you cut me out
still nothing draws my heart back like your mouth
you wanna talk about me when i'm not around
i only know because my ears are burning out
you're no god you're just another puppet
in somebody's crusade someday you won't fuck with
and i would have stuck with you if we were something
i just can't keep coming up and feeling nothing
i feel nothing
i feel nothing
she said i feel nothing
(don't feel bad about it)
can't keep feeling nothing
she said nothing
(just close your eyes)
she said nothing
(kiss me goodbye)
she said i feel nothing
(and sleep)
can't keep feeling nothing
she said
(and through it all)
i wore the jeans and you walked away
(how could you cry)
i fought the feeling you fought today
(for me)
[REDACTED]
(cause i don't feel bad about it)
my fall was fleeting i saw the flames
(and through it all)
my heart was beating you missed a vein
(how could you cry)
we walked the waters up to this deep
(for me)
my shining treasure was washed away
(cause i don't feel bad about it)
i'm losing things that i wanna keep
(just close your eyes)
off to the side to watch the parade
(kiss me goodbye)
wait til the nights over to sleep
(and sleep)
[REDACTED]
(don't feel bad about it)
[REDACTED]
(just close your eyes)
[and through it all]
(kiss me goodbye)
[how could you cry]
(and sleep)
[for me]
(cause i don't feel bad about it)

ALL PLATFORMS

sleep song (+ 20prettyhusky)

lyrics:

hitting the nail on the head
melee on deck i don't play with no straps
i gotta run up my bread
i used to chill in the bando and trap

i peeped u been on some bullshit
i dont understand it 
you speaking Bulgarian
all of my homies be carrying
crossing you out
walk em down and they bury em

im breathing in toxic fumes
yo bitch is a witch 
ride my dick like a broom
u know when i walk in the room
the reaper following me into it too

lately i been on the move
maison margiela duct tape on my shoes
i had to cop something new
red bottom lou's on my way to the moon

Red bottom Loubs
Feels like I’m walkin on the moon
I’ll send my shotta through
Old skrap too hot, I bought a new

Old phone too hot, too many plays got all blue guap
Stack it up inna shoebox, nah, the safe, what the fuck you thought

They can hate on me all day
Foreign car race off, the jeans Balmain
Xanny, xanny, xanny, I sleep all day
In em panties, panties, panties

~

there's face on my computer screen
but its made of dirt
all i ever wanted was balenciaga shirt
all i ever wanted was the pain to just not hurt
i can't feel a thing 
im off cocaine and then a perc

getting high im on cloud 9
floating through time 
i'm a star 
how can i not shine?

this is our time, it's our time
X on my back this that off white
now im in the spotlight 
and its so bright
my futures so bright
i been spotting signs
from the universe 
i stay true to earth
baby what do you prefer

What do you prefer, backshots or you wanna ride it
3 Xans n 2 dem Percs, they kickin my ass, I’m still fightin
Goddamn I’m on Jupiter, can barely open up my eyelids
4gk, the coupe gon swerve, I’m the one who flew dem birds

I’m the one who made the pack land
Smoke a lil gas, then get off my ass n stack bands
Baby this that thraxx, Thraxx World, you smoke shawg grams
I don’t smoke half grams, 3 inside the slap, man

I’m wit Etai, shawty want some meat I- think I’ll let her eat mine
Book of Eli, got ski mask on me I- really needa free pint
These ain’t Levi’s, not even my jean size, I still rock em each time
These is Undercovers, I ain’t gon wear no rubber, jus cause she fine

Hop up inna spaceship, I’m wit my first day twins
Hop out n we swang sticks, give yo ass a face lift
Nah, that’s me, you ain’t him, exotic, I hate mid
Get that shit from round me, pull up Audi, brought the gang wit me

melee wpnz w/ yxvng jones (3th3r34l)

(prod. neverforever)
one year went by so fast 

It’s hard to explain, how I feel about you 
This journey that came, I’m happy to do 
And I think that’s it’s lame, to tell you the truth
Cuz I feel no shame, I love you 

I love you, I love you 
I love you, I love you 
I love you, I love you 
I love you, I love you 

I can paint a million paintings, but I don’t wanna say that 
(say that)
I get so embarrassed every time I even think it 
(Think it)
Love is written on my face 
So much better than random paint
Crazy how far we have came
I’m so in love, it cannot change 
There’s so much more that I can say 
But not enough that can portray 
The way I feel, don’t go away 
I love you baby, dance with me 

(2x)
I love you, I love you 
I love you, I love you 
I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you

the words i cant say out loud

2025 #live        
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                          じしˍ,)ノ


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2026!٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡

safe [kizip]

how it was [inuyasha]

swords

my final track. thank you all for the journey.

prod. crescenta
You know you know
You hurt my soul
And I don’t know if I can take this anymore
I fall to the floor I don’t wanna be ignored
But they think that i’m a- 

Person they can brush off
If you feel that way i’ll rush off
Cus i don’t got time for overthinking and shit
When you can fuck off
I’m tired of falling for these silly games
But I guess i’m always the one to blame
Meeting artists and now how they behave
Yea it’s fallen off and its so ashamed

And I be staying in my own lane
Cus i’m on my own shit anyway
I’m just tryna get thru better days
I might only stick to my next job

This may be a passion, hasn’t paid off
But I don’t wanna treat it like a lay off
Just wanna lay back be a real adult
Feel like cxltmoon I might join the cult yea

And I know this is nowhere near peak me
But this the only way you can peep me
Cus no one wanna hear me out
I don’t even know why they fucking keep me
In their fucking life
I don’t wanna come off as that weird guy
But when I need people not nearby
I just lay in my bed with a teared eye
And you know that I can’t even steer drive

You know you know
You hurt my soul
And I can’t take this anymore
I fall to the floor I don’t wanna be ignored
And I spent all day tryna call someone

Why do you like to talk to me indirectly?
I’m just tryna catch some z’s
Yea I wanna rest in peace yea
Or maybe I might want to literally yea
But you know I don’t wanna get too deep, uh

I don’t wanna put every single thought out there
But where the fuck does it belong then?
And maybe I just need to go and get fresh air
But JoshIGuess is stressed beyond this

You know you know
You hurt my soul
And I can’t take this anymore (And I don’t know if I can take this anymore)
I fall to the floor I don’t wanna be ignored

What am I to you?
I don’t got a clue
What am I to you?
I don’t got a clue
Before I go I gotta say one thing
I love you..

stressed beyond (crescenta)

lil flip of "take a picture" by filter
s/o to the folks that pushed me to drop this :)
we are so back it's unreal

picture

@camertin @ybcmiley

at long last,
enjoy ☺♥

on the other side ‧₊˚ ⋅♡

time pauses but space runs out
your body is numb but it still orbits around
do you know how far you've come?
do you have any more wants?
did you see all there is to see
or are you still blind
just please trust me and open the skies
emotions of bliss emotions of noir
the abyss whispers low and its not finished strumming a note
so listen to the tone and maybe get stoned
the characters here were not alone
you were there witnessing the drones
stars dont shine bright for no reason
they guide us within the seasons
so dont commit treason 
ignite with them be them

do you still miss her now
or is your heart content
there were so many things you couldnt prevent
but they all happened anyway without regret

are you listening
are you reading

your life is so prescious
so let it be 
the purpose of life is to experience it for free
its not paid
you dont need a subscription to stream

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