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+saturn's lament+
there’s something right above me
but when i look around, i only see the shadow on the concrete
i feel like the sun’s playing tricks on me, why is everybody laughing?
they emit a horrid sound and it's getting louder every heartbeat
why do i hear this chirping noise inside my head?
is it over? am i dead? someone tell me where i’m at
i don’t get it, it's a mystery why they still haven’t left
pierce my eardrums, make me deaf, leave me here till i forget

and the wind feels cold as i‘m lying in the meadow all alone
counting every single breeze till my vision turns to shades of monochrome
chlorophyll loses purpose, they are solely responsible if they don’t grow
i know my lungs are a tangled nest, let me breathe and you may hear the starlings choke

+kill ebola+
writing a bridge staring at one
another wave sun then i'm salt drum
like a belly of malt rum
blame this that that other at fault bum 
just tryna scald sum 
empty and bored like the chalk done 
side walks and don't talk run 
distant away but the stalk comes

making more shit in a sleep daze
forgetting how easy the weekdays go
on the road like ain't beat case to peep grace known 
imma realize learn decipher means aye oh
like a piper for peace aye
like a wealthy lost junkie bum groomed in new fleece aye clothes 
pill residue table with cheese stains gross
anything ground around stare and remain home
we don't see the fair on same way so don't talk alot 
2 am with no friends in my stance and prance the lots 
earl on speakers and the sneakers looking ran in knots
this shit like aneurysm feeling fucking blood clots
feel the breeze becoming easy when the mud stop
how ironic loading trailers living out one 
big gun gon put him down like he a sick mutt 
real or not regardless see through all your tricks hun

let go tryna find a fix from 
living life or ending it gotta pick one
let go tryna find a fix from 
living life or ending it gotta pick one

+saturn's lament+
they'll strangle me to death, i'll suffocate on stage
hilarity on max when i'm ripping out my cage
release 'em from the nest, they're feasting off my pain
exuberant amusement with a corpse on full display
i'll suffocate on stage
hilarity on max when i'm ripping out my cage
release 'em from the nest, they're feasting off my pain
i'll never find tranquility until they fly away

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when feathers clog my airways w/kill ebola

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