produced by me, beat inspired by @vampiremutual
i love you @ch2rms
art by me

[im too numb]
i cant feel a thing
i cant feel a thing at all
can you save me from myself
i just go through these withdrawals
u cant see the way i tried to fall
im screaming out that i still wanna die
i wish i didnt know what this was like
im scared but im too scared to lie
im scared but im too scared to cry

im so numb
i feel so dumb
i wanna run
but i feel so torn
cant feel inside
i dont know
how to go
bring me home
bring me home
bring me home
bring me home

empty ft ch2rms

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@whyhaze
@crusifye 

i js cant forget ur face
like i thought we were perfect 
tell me what changed
like its almost october and these feelings cant get over it
but i swear that im trying 
said u love me think ur lying

thought i had it all 
till i lost ur heart 
time tears us apart 
wish we could restart 
do u hate me 
death bound it awaits me 
girl u kno u cant blame me 
walk in the mall im not saving 

stuck in this cycle yeah 
i cant go back but i wish i could 
js take my hand 
tell me if u would 
lets say goodbye hope its not for good

hope its not forever 
i cant go back i wish i could 
when i open up to u i js feel misunderstood 
u brush it off like its whatever 
off a pill im nodding off 
aint feeling better at all

would u tell me are you here to stay 
im sorry for everything im sorry im sorry
ur pressure is all on me 
till the weight crush my body
are we doing this without me
u can tell me 
its okay
but i wouldnt do it any other way 

i wont forget ur name 
i cant forget ur face
i aint feeling great 
my hearts stuck in a dark place
got me feeling pain
js wanted to say this to u
i did all of this for u

october +whyhaze (crusi)

always told me that you were enough for me
always told me that you put your trust in me
always said that it wasn't enough for me
you don't even wanna give your heart fully

all of this darkness in my heart feel like a curse to me
but i cannot explain it find the words for me
i think that you're trying to think the worst of me
i'm sorry i can't look you in your eyes personally

i try to look i fall out
they tell me eat your heart out
that's just to each their own now
won't make me any stronger
can't take this pain much longer
if i submit to this pain much longer then i'm a goner
i think this was much easier when i was just a loner
i just want peace of mind i just want closure
can't keep this smile up for too long or i'll lose composure
can i just get this over

always told me that you were enough for me
always told me that you put your trust in me
always said that it wasn't enough for me
you don't even wanna give your heart fully

all of this darkness in my heart feel like a curse to me
but i cannot explain it find the words for me
i think that you're trying to think the worst of me
i'm sorry i can't look you in your eyes personally

give your heart fully (prod.brayam & taika)

taylor... morgan

prod. @ saintmike 

i need ur light i need ur touch 
cuz without u here this pains too much
i need ur light i need ur touch 
cuz without u here this pains too much

its getting late the shadows start to creep 
another night where i cant fall asleep
i hear ur voice it lingers in the room
but when i turn im staring at the moon

i dont want the stars they remind me of u
the way they shine but theyre just passing through

i need ur warmth i cant do this on my own
the darkness whispers "ur all alone"
i hear ur voice it lingers in the room
but when i turn im staring at the moon

i cant face the night its too dark without u
the silence echoes everything im scared to lose
i need u.
i dont even wanna live a life without u
i just wanna be with u 
i dont even wanna live a life without u
i cant face the night its too dark without u
i dont even wanna live a life without u
i just wanna be with u 
i dont even wanna live a life without u
its too dark without u

these empty sheets cant hold me tight
i fall apart when its just me and the night
i need ur light i need ur touch
cuz without u here this pains too much
the pains too much

♡ 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘺

listen to this when the night falls [saint mike]

hi hi thank u r4ichu i really like this song so pls run it up!

lyrics:
im trying
and i try for u
but ur lying
if u lie we're thru
I'm still crying
I still cry for u
and ill fight it
I don't know whats left to do

I try to cope
u broke my soul
we'll never know 
how far we'd go
x2

@1r4ichu

im trying
and i try for u
but ur lying
if u lie we're thru
I'm still crying
I still cry for u
and ill fight it
I don't know whats left to do

I try to cope
u broke my soul
we'll never know 
how far we'd go
x2

trying w/ r4ichu (*^﹏^*) p. kurane

happy birthday brother. i know you're up there on the islands and sending us your energy and love until we get there to kick it with you. i love you, and i'll always do my best to make you a proud kapatid. until we meet again. - sora

your soul, my beat (l3sser spirits)

getout (prod. 8t33n)

prod @overoveroverover

lyrics:
@me
i dont see it now
cant get up cause im feeling down
i never wanna be around somebody else
making figures now
ill never let my feelings out
i lock up, block the scenery out / i know it hurts
i know its hurting you, i know that feeling
feel like im living now can feel your breathing
and i know its hurting you, i found my meaning
dont wanna turn on you but its not easy

i know that its not easy
i know that i get greedy
i know that its not easy
but i can finally breathe in
x2

@xayaroth
i know that you need me
i know that its easy
take me from this life
baby please forgive me
i gave you all the things u love
and i try and try again
but tell me was it worth it
or what was the purpose
its me that ur hurting
i dont wanna fall for you
and thats just a burden

easy ft seesick

now im wlkn thru the woods all alone

bby hmu
yah
hmu on my phone

wakin up
i feel so different

yah ur stuck up in my mindd
but i keep u @ a distance

kno my brthrs willing if im willing

put that shock
2 ur collar

get 2 killin

aftr the rain
ill make sure to call you

tears drop they fall
but ill never drown u

shining armr
ima knight now

stayin up 2 late
yah i think tht ima night owll

nvrr mind now
i dont think i need uu

shadows of u
haunt me still

the fog i cnt see thru

visions gettn blurry
think i need to kneel down

its getting hrdrr 2 breath
i think i wont make it noww

 yah ur stuck up in my mind
but i dnt think its different

these visions tht i keep on seein
hope i aint trippin

did u get urself stuck up in my mind?
all these hexes and binds

ur intentions are speakinn

wunder if they knew i rlly did tryy?

do they care abt me?
would they even stay by my sidee? 

all these paths, they gone rlly open upp
care abt me noww
but u didnt even backk thenn

after the rain
ill make sure to call u 

tear drops they fall
but ill nvrr let em drown uu

shinin armorr
ima knight noww

gotta stop staying up 2 late
im not a night owll

visions gettn blurry
think i need 2 see u

bby this time for real
yeah i need u

after the rain (prod. by @koukai)

saura

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