lovesick w/ polar @remghost @ihatepolar

3 nights

sorry for the inactivity, working on some better music!

without you my day sucks (guda)

honest (prod. recyclebin)

this anxiety 
shit is killing 
I’m fighting every fucking day to find the better of me 
now I’m waking up at 2 pm again
I take a couple shots then lay back in my bed 
with you in my head 
I think that’s it’s time to clean up my act 
I need to get sober imagine that x2
fucked up again and again and again 
I’ve gone pushed away all of my fucking friends 
That’s why I play pretend 
I takes a lot of time to sit and think 
about my fucked up life 
and why I chose to drink 
Oh just leave me alone I think I’ll figure it out all by myself 
why do you 
see the best in me 
I’m drowning 
playing make believe x2

make believe (prod. DRMA)

[Full lyrics are below "Behind the Track"]

BEHIND THE TRACK:
Decay Theory can be summarized as the observation that the passing of time causes decay in any matter, in general. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Decay_theory
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This song is more specifically about how our memories are subject to decay as time passes as well. Hold on to those you love, don't hold grudges. Love you all, STAR (and thanks JSA you a real one bro ✨ 💫)....  go show love to this dude here @joshuasageart
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~~ LYRICS ~~ 
DECAY THEORY
STARINTHESKY with JoshuaSageArt
Produced by Galaxy
Mixed and Mastered by Star X JSA

[INTRO - Star]
I miss the way it felt to put my hands on your hips 
While u kissed and melted me away with your lips…

[CHORUS - Star]
Where did u go?
I can feel the distance grow
Shawty I loved u, whoa
Now I ain’t even know where you are
I don’t even know how far
I feel the disconnection 
There’s no detection of ur heart
I feel memories fading
As I sit here breaking apart 

Life has been taking apart my emotions
I been mixing up these different potions
To heal all the wounds that lay open
And put back the pieces that have been broken
I’m floating away in this ocean
my life has been stolen 
Now how do I get it back?

[VERSE 1 - JoshuaSageArt]
Get so cold swear it turn me to a savage
I’ve been let down but not distracted
I still remember but I be stacking
I’m counting money, think it’s too much baggage

Only when I feel your touch baby
Got me thinking bout that lately
I just wanna pour another cup down
Ima get it started make it go down

Got 2cleazy on my jacket when it snows outtt
I just wanna feel emotions
I’m drowning in this ocean
I feel just like a no-one

I be laughing at the doubters just like hahaha
Oh u hatin on the low but I can tell you’re soft
This not a blade this a tomahawk
When that boi talk all I hear is bla bla bla

[CHORUS - Star]
Where did u go?
I can feel the distance grow
Shawty I loved u, whoa
Now I ain’t even know where you are
I don’t even know how far
I feel the disconnection 
There’s no detection of ur heart
I feel memories fading
As I sit here breaking apart 

Life has been taking apart my emotions
I been mixing up these different potions
To heal all the wounds that lay open
And put back the pieces that have been broken
I’m floating away in this ocean
my life has been stolen 
Now how do I get it back?

[VERSE 2 - Star]
Ok it’s time to get my life back right now
I’m finna floss with high gloss shine bright now
I got tossed with the sauce but I’m alright now 
Just angry with life and keep thinkin how?

Like how could it be this way
I’ve suffered from time decay
Can’t even recall how u said my name
But somehow I think of u everyday

It’s just part of our lives for things to decay
As the time passes the Memories fade
Still think of u but I can’t see ur face
been beat up too long my mind’s been erased

It’s all just part of decay
U Loved me then but not today
I pretend i can see ur face 
But my mind knows the time goes 
and the memories fade!!!!!!!!!!

[CHORUS - Star]
Where did u go?
I can feel the distance grow
Shawty I loved u, whoa
Now I ain’t even know where you are
I don’t even know how far
I feel the disconnection 
There’s no detection of ur heart
I feel memories fading
As I sit here breaking apart 

Life has been taking apart my emotions
I been mixing up these different potions
To heal all the wounds that lay open
And put back the pieces that have been broken
I’m floating away in this ocean
my life has been stolen 
Now how do I get it back?

[OUTRO - Star]
how could u do this?
Took my heart abused it 
Why put me thru this?
When I didn’t choose this?
Stop actin clueless 
Wear it if the shoe fits 
We loved each other
how could we lose this?………

#underground #rap #trap #emotional #storytelling #energetic #hopeful #mindful #love #respect #gratitude

DECAY THEORY

IG Reel w/ Lyrics

DECAY THEORY w/ JoshuaSageArt (Prod. Galaxy)

CROSS MY HEART (SPED UP) prod. Kanii

prod by pablo worldwide + jolst
mix & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
life goes on
no time to be sad 
bite my tongue 
fuck that
no time to be mad 
and you always have a issue 
I could see it in your face 
wtf you hating cabin for ?
cause you don’t feel the same ?
have you laid in the grass 
did the Trees feel safe 
do you have some where 
to call home ?
are you feeling grey? 
have you seen the sunshine 
do it even feel the same 
I just sit in a shame 
while my body rot decay

you a lame get up out my face 
Worried bout my payment 
I just hit the bank 
I leveled up like everyday since
hell rain down, pussy boy 
I’m already aimed in 
1v1 when I’m alone 
I’ll leave ya brain dead,

I fuck it up 
could come in clutch 
if you need me
I’m tryna fly down to LA 
for da weekend 
we know he soft 
he not hard 
he act like cement,

He DOA 
I leave his body 
on the pavement 

new AIM 
just to walk up 
an then spray it 
woke up with a vendetta
on my note list 
I hate going out in public 
cause they’ll notice 
why am I so fucking anxious 
can’t hold it

a thermal scope 
on a SIG
Ima hunt for gold
I catch you walking 
in the road
you getting domed
you all alone
bitch I treat that laser 
like my arm
you ain't making it home
you MIA all along

life goes on
no time to be sad 
bite my tongue 
fuck that
no time to be mad 
and you always have a issue 
I could see it in your face 
wtf you hating cabin for ?
cause you don’t feel the same ?
have you laid in the grass 
did the Trees feel safe 
do you have some where 
to call home ?
are you feeling grey? 
have you seen the sunshine 
do it even feel the same 
I just sit in a shame 
while my body rot decay

la vie suit son court

life goes on (pablo worldwide + jolst)

★..you can't take this away from me..★

[producer]
@kingtheta

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/safe-in-my-skin-prod-king-theta-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

verse:
I'm lost in
my own fucking skin
you told me that

I can never change so ill
always be the same in your eye
I wanna accepted by you
I guess its never meant for me

tell me how you'd do this to me

bridge:
and I wanna feel safe in my skin
and I wanna feel better about who I am

chorus:
and I wanna feel safe in my skin
and I wanna feel accepted for who I am
I don't care if you don't agree
cause I'm still me

you cant take this away from me
cause I'm still me

verse two:
not hard to see
that I am scared of you
and I cant breathe
when i am next to you

anything i do will be outta pocket
don't know how to be
keep myself inside deep into a locket
throw away the key

i guess I'm still a child in ur eye
its too fucked up so i guess this is goodbye

bridge:
and I wanna feel safe in my skin
and I wanna feel better about who I am

chorus:
and I wanna feel safe in my skin
and I wanna feel accepted for who I am
I don't care if you don't agree
cause I'm still me

you cant take this away from me
cause I'm still me

ending:
you cant take this away from me
cause I'm still me

★streaming★

★safe in my skin★ (prod. king theta)

YEA THATS RIGHT

baby noah & zeni moe - got what it takes

25 year old artist from Reading, PA putting all of my pain into music. I also offer mixing and master services for $10 a song.

Changing Me is out 10/17/25

CROSS MY HEART (SPED UP) prod. Kanii

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