closer (curtains x skyboy)

[lyrics]
So hope they all fined out 
How like proud 
I be 
That they hi key 
trying 


Shit 
I can’t fuck with any buddy
Want me then forget about me 
Losing all my confidence be real
You just wanted all my heals 
That I saved up 
Every thing y’all said was on the down low 
But really on the down low 
You got me feeling troubled 

Now can you back it off 
I know it’s hella tough for y’all 
To see out 2 un focus eyes 
Don’t need sleep to feel alright 
I need to work all threw the night to make them happy 
And even then I get txt saying I’m lacking

Y’all can’t do it for ur self 
I understand I wouldn’t want too ether 
Give an inch they take a meeter 
I use the other blinker just to dip when no one’s looking 
Dm what u doing 
Hit back with a few things

Might have to switch from la to the jungle 
Or the sand 
Turn off all my shit and try to make a thousand different plans 
Disappoint The people closest 
And attract only the worse 
If I found a bottle in the the ocean it would say get back to work

Idk Why Y'all Ask What Im Doing Like You Don't Already Know

Idk Why Y'all Ask What Im Doing Like You Don't Already Know (prod. BN1)

this anxiety 
shit is killing 
I’m fighting every fucking day to find the better of me 
now I’m waking up at 2 pm again
I take a couple shots then lay back in my bed 
with you in my head 
I think that’s it’s time to clean up my act 
I need to get sober imagine that x2
fucked up again and again and again 
I’ve gone pushed away all of my fucking friends 
That’s why I play pretend 
I takes a lot of time to sit and think 
about my fucked up life 
and why I chose to drink 
Oh just leave me alone I think I’ll figure it out all by myself 
why do you 
see the best in me 
I’m drowning 
playing make believe x2

make believe (prod. DRMA)

[Full lyrics are below "Behind the Track"]

BEHIND THE TRACK:
Decay Theory can be summarized as the observation that the passing of time causes decay in any matter, in general. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Decay_theory
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This song is more specifically about how our memories are subject to decay as time passes as well. Hold on to those you love, don't hold grudges. Love you all, STAR (and thanks JSA you a real one bro ✨ 💫)....  go show love to this dude here @joshuasageart
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~~ LYRICS ~~ 
DECAY THEORY
STARINTHESKY with JoshuaSageArt
Produced by Galaxy
Mixed and Mastered by Star X JSA

[INTRO - Star]
I miss the way it felt to put my hands on your hips 
While u kissed and melted me away with your lips…

[CHORUS - Star]
Where did u go?
I can feel the distance grow
Shawty I loved u, whoa
Now I ain’t even know where you are
I don’t even know how far
I feel the disconnection 
There’s no detection of ur heart
I feel memories fading
As I sit here breaking apart 

Life has been taking apart my emotions
I been mixing up these different potions
To heal all the wounds that lay open
And put back the pieces that have been broken
I’m floating away in this ocean
my life has been stolen 
Now how do I get it back?

[VERSE 1 - JoshuaSageArt]
Get so cold swear it turn me to a savage
I’ve been let down but not distracted
I still remember but I be stacking
I’m counting money, think it’s too much baggage

Only when I feel your touch baby
Got me thinking bout that lately
I just wanna pour another cup down
Ima get it started make it go down

Got 2cleazy on my jacket when it snows outtt
I just wanna feel emotions
I’m drowning in this ocean
I feel just like a no-one

I be laughing at the doubters just like hahaha
Oh u hatin on the low but I can tell you’re soft
This not a blade this a tomahawk
When that boi talk all I hear is bla bla bla

[CHORUS - Star]
Where did u go?
I can feel the distance grow
Shawty I loved u, whoa
Now I ain’t even know where you are
I don’t even know how far
I feel the disconnection 
There’s no detection of ur heart
I feel memories fading
As I sit here breaking apart 

Life has been taking apart my emotions
I been mixing up these different potions
To heal all the wounds that lay open
And put back the pieces that have been broken
I’m floating away in this ocean
my life has been stolen 
Now how do I get it back?

[VERSE 2 - Star]
Ok it’s time to get my life back right now
I’m finna floss with high gloss shine bright now
I got tossed with the sauce but I’m alright now 
Just angry with life and keep thinkin how?

Like how could it be this way
I’ve suffered from time decay
Can’t even recall how u said my name
But somehow I think of u everyday

It’s just part of our lives for things to decay
As the time passes the Memories fade
Still think of u but I can’t see ur face
been beat up too long my mind’s been erased

It’s all just part of decay
U Loved me then but not today
I pretend i can see ur face 
But my mind knows the time goes 
and the memories fade!!!!!!!!!!

[CHORUS - Star]
Where did u go?
I can feel the distance grow
Shawty I loved u, whoa
Now I ain’t even know where you are
I don’t even know how far
I feel the disconnection 
There’s no detection of ur heart
I feel memories fading
As I sit here breaking apart 

Life has been taking apart my emotions
I been mixing up these different potions
To heal all the wounds that lay open
And put back the pieces that have been broken
I’m floating away in this ocean
my life has been stolen 
Now how do I get it back?

[OUTRO - Star]
how could u do this?
Took my heart abused it 
Why put me thru this?
When I didn’t choose this?
Stop actin clueless 
Wear it if the shoe fits 
We loved each other
how could we lose this?………

#underground #rap #trap #emotional #storytelling #energetic #hopeful #mindful #love #respect #gratitude

DECAY THEORY

IG Reel w/ Lyrics

DECAY THEORY w/ JoshuaSageArt (Prod. Galaxy)

BATCLIQUE
prod. 02ashes
https://linktr.ee/scareseezenz

wish me luck

CROSS MY HEART (SPED UP) prod. Kanii

side by side (feat. MXB)

★..you can't take this away from me..★

[producer]
@kingtheta

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/safe-in-my-skin-prod-king-theta-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

verse:
I'm lost in
my own fucking skin
you told me that

I can never change so ill
always be the same in your eye
I wanna accepted by you
I guess its never meant for me

tell me how you'd do this to me

bridge:
and I wanna feel safe in my skin
and I wanna feel better about who I am

chorus:
and I wanna feel safe in my skin
and I wanna feel accepted for who I am
I don't care if you don't agree
cause I'm still me

you cant take this away from me
cause I'm still me

verse two:
not hard to see
that I am scared of you
and I cant breathe
when i am next to you

anything i do will be outta pocket
don't know how to be
keep myself inside deep into a locket
throw away the key

i guess I'm still a child in ur eye
its too fucked up so i guess this is goodbye

bridge:
and I wanna feel safe in my skin
and I wanna feel better about who I am

chorus:
and I wanna feel safe in my skin
and I wanna feel accepted for who I am
I don't care if you don't agree
cause I'm still me

you cant take this away from me
cause I'm still me

ending:
you cant take this away from me
cause I'm still me

★streaming★

★safe in my skin★ (prod. king theta)

YEA THATS RIGHT

baby noah & zeni moe - got what it takes

prod @Nejdos
Feat @noahhthekid this man goatedddd

too selfish w/Noahh (prod. Nejdos)

25 year old artist from Reading, PA putting all of my pain into music. I also offer mixing and master services for $10 a song.

Changing Me is out 10/17/25

CROSS MY HEART (SPED UP) prod. Kanii

SAV