@jedwill1999

additional coprod @31sentinel @billsburyjoeboi

empath w/ jedwill

and tomorrow i graduate 
everything that ive worried about won’t matter past this day
sitting next to people i dont wanna be friends with
i hope i never see you again

and i don’t think ill understand 
and i don’t think ill understand 

how come you never gave back what i put in
twelve hundred days and i haven’t made a friend
how could i allow this to happen again
i was born a pushover 
guess im addicted to losing
my eyes theyre looking at all of you i can’t help it 
i wanna spend my time with you i know it’s selfish 
how could i allow this to happen again
i was, and i don’t think ill understand 

and tomorrow i graduate
everything that ive worried about won’t matter past this day
sitting next to people i don’t wanna be friends with
i hope i never see you again

doomsday

keepsake

carnosyn

you’ve been here before
______________________
yeah i'll admit it guess i lost my composure
composing sonnets and you're spitting out clovers
i'm spinning web with a cerebrum still can't see any closer
know you're leveraging lithium lift the light underwater

now it's Boreal, but i don't care
saying it's all my fault but it wasn't there
I'll sanction what was lost, because it wasn't fair
but nothing can absolve me from you

but nothing can absolve me from you

now it's boreal, but i don't care
saying it's all my fault but it wasn't there
i'll sanction what was lost, because it wasn't fair
but nothing can absolve me from you

boreal

featuring @kggn

Fuck off, i dnt need ur permission i made the dice the fall, and i done made my decision it’s too late for you, and it’s too late for me.

i wont save myself but i don't wanna go and save you at all
i wont save myself but i don't wanna go
we're taking the fall
not this time and all i see 
all inside of everything
and then it seems so far away

on a mission im the best and i always have been
don't know how to say it fuck your intention
on my shit since 2004
ive been keeping the score
im feeling alright i feel fine
that was never the answer i wanted to hear but
ill make it up to me
through extroversion i gratify my sanity

save

https://ffm.to/bleith 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

i'll be the first

pronounced "bləith, or blayeth"
_________________________________
guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

maybe i won't miss those white halls and those silos
and your wide eyes

(do you remember me?)

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
and i still wonder how
covered in clovers and i’m six feet
under now five leaves aren't enough
this september i’ll be leaving
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

slipping through the cracks i'm calling it back on you
shadows shifting elisions i'm still in your arms
cosmic collisions it's crumbling falling through
scaffold splitting derisions i'm sealing the hearth

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

one to many times i let myself slide
resin in the hide and it's hopeless
summit through the sides i thought of better ties
brethren tiled the pine on a pulpit
covered in the sines i coveted the lies
nolled up on a lyre a forfeit
lauded once or twice a strath that lead the line
straffed it to your silage and sold it

if you'd just lie awake 
i won't shear no shame

save me 
break me
save me
chain me

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

bleith

https://ffm.to/basalt 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

everything is different now
_______________________________________________

blood it crusts the mantle, sequence in stairs

tephra crests the marrow, applique if she cared

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me i won't open wide
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

and i told you that day, and the rust fell that may,
and the ash coned and the steel groaned saw your visage through the smoke one last time
now it's unrequited, wasn't your onus, thank god you were honest
I'll hull to the harbor i won't surrender what i had promised, won't embed it against you
but nothing can change the fact that i trust you
and nothing can change the fact that i love you

stare at the asphalt, refuse to bloom

won't cherish the basalt, a pyrrhic sige there 
backstitch the petiole, oblique she's the heir 

wading through traft bullaces solely reverie

can't rathe to rue it's ellipsis, who are we?

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me magma hit my eyes
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

faltered all at once the walls i'd woven pylons corrallings,

the fumaroles atoned it billowed oxidized recoiled on hem, i'm still terrified

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

vain to scrape the tungsten, abjured alloy, but I'm just like them, no I'm just like them




contains vocal samples by https://www.youtube.com/@SouliaSora

basalt

production and mixing by me, additional guitar by @clwdytunes
cover art by @/nsw_sd on (skeb/twitter)

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https://nujioh.bandcamp.com/track/comatose-ft-tsuyunoshi

SOCIALS/LINKS
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www.instagram.com/nujioh/
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---- (lyrics)----
When you tell me what dreams are made of
My mind is just filled with ghosts
You said that i get no sleep at all
But baby I'm comatose
Tell me if it hurts, I'm bleeding
Let it slip, I let the signs show
Thought about them always leaving
Take it in, I'm overdosing

Take all in account
Know I could get you what you want
Its too late to bargain
Please know that all the chance is lost
I thought you would come
And leave me caught in feelings
But I was just dumb
I'm just kept hostage with you

I feel your mistakes
When you brushed me away
It feel like it just mattered
What you had to say
Its like I never existed for the moment
And by dawn I'm barely coping
As I'm dreaming for better days when

When you tell me what dreams are made of
My mind is just filled with ghosts
You said that i get no sleep at all
But baby I'm comatose
Tell me if it hurts, I'm bleeding
Let it slip, I let the signs show
Thought about them always leaving
Take it in, I'm overdosing

You know it's all between us
It ain't really on the nose
Torn my heart into pieces
Close my eyes like I'm comatose

I know this all turned tragic
Make my hope disappear just like magic
You got me trippin' baby feelin like I'm on acid
I had my problems but i know I'm way past it

Haven't been for a minute but u know i be kickin' it back
Tryna save it on God
Did my best for the two of us
You trippin' so I can't do it anymore
Like nah

You know it's all between us
It ain't really on the nose
Torn my heart into pieces
Close my eyes like I'm comatose

You know it's all between us
It ain't really on the nose
Torn my heart into pieces
Close my eyes like I'm comatose

I wonder bout all the things I said
Thought I left that all behind
Its just useless when I'm just used up
And what I had was no longer mine
(Yeah)

When you tell me what dreams are made of
My mind is just filled with ghosts
You said that i get no sleep at all
But baby I'm comatose
Tell me if it hurts, I'm bleeding
Let it slip, I let the signs show
Thought about them always leaving
Take it in, I'm overdosing

keepsake

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