and tomorrow i graduate 
everything that ive worried about won’t matter past this day
sitting next to people i dont wanna be friends with
i hope i never see you again

and i don’t think ill understand 
and i don’t think ill understand 

how come you never gave back what i put in
twelve hundred days and i haven’t made a friend
how could i allow this to happen again
i was born a pushover 
guess im addicted to losing
my eyes theyre looking at all of you i can’t help it 
i wanna spend my time with you i know it’s selfish 
how could i allow this to happen again
i was, and i don’t think ill understand 

and tomorrow i graduate
everything that ive worried about won’t matter past this day
sitting next to people i don’t wanna be friends with
i hope i never see you again

doomsday

keepsake

taking a step in the wrong direction

additional production @elmovdg @cubemusik

rupt

@achorda @bena1e @hassanfilename 
@skyyward @musicbytsk @vai22 @wakebloom 

Edit 12/17/24: It is back and nothing has changed except for the immense amounts of passion I feel in this moment right now. I love you.

FGW - start over (v2)

carnosyn

this song means a lot to me thank you for listening
ill get better at music i promise
꧁ ꧂

i couldn't find myself
and life is around the corner
i could probably melt
and now that i am older

i see all my friends hated me
lived a lie just for my fantasy
oblivious in all these situations
but i think i can fix them
i think i can fix them

clovers on my face
im flying so i can't even feel them
you’re my everything
but flowers only bloom every season
i cant feel my breathin
feels like my life does have some meaning
my heart feels empty
but i cant fight with my reason
fight with my reason
(x2)

is it all my fault
i just cant evolve
all these cracks in my vault and
i dont understand at all how

im breaking so easily
my mind is confused
my soul has died lethally
but that isnt news
my temples abused
the angels are teasing me
and they all accuse
that what im saying isnt true

clovers
clovers
its not over til i say its over
gotta pressure on
cant give it the shoulder
clovers
clovers
i gotta overcome this boulder
im not getting in the eye of the holder
this worlds getting colder
but im still wrapped in my clovers
wrapped in my clovers

i thought they were my friends
but they told me to my own face that they werent
i thought that I could trust her
but she threw it all away in the dirt
feeling all these emotions
the anguish
the pain
the atonement
all of my fear
and my hatred
are bolded
my body its coded
but i cant let it control me

false promises were made about me
and my hands were scarred from the thorns
placed around me from all my fears
i can see through my eyes
but my eyelids still act as a blockade around my sea of tears
is this the first act or the finale
for my new life to have past all these years
as my old reality is crushed
i try to look to the future as my mind begins to clear

clovers

@achorda @bena1e @saycarbine 
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FGW - try again

https://ffm.to/basalt 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

everything is different now
_______________________________________________

blood it crusts the mantle, sequence in stairs

tephra crests the marrow, applique if she cared

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me i won't open wide
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

and i told you that day, and the rust fell that may,
and the ash coned and the steel groaned saw your visage through the smoke one last time
now it's unrequited, wasn't your onus, thank god you were honest
I'll hull to the harbor i won't surrender what i had promised, won't embed it against you
but nothing can change the fact that i trust you
and nothing can change the fact that i love you

stare at the asphalt, refuse to bloom

won't cherish the basalt, a pyrrhic sige there 
backstitch the petiole, oblique she's the heir 

wading through traft bullaces solely reverie

can't rathe to rue it's ellipsis, who are we?

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me magma hit my eyes
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

faltered all at once the walls i'd woven pylons corrallings,

the fumaroles atoned it billowed oxidized recoiled on hem, i'm still terrified

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

vain to scrape the tungsten, abjured alloy, but I'm just like them, no I'm just like them




contains vocal samples by https://www.youtube.com/@SouliaSora

basalt

Headmate

Music video: https://youtu.be/IvLzZ0YDO-g
LYRICS:
And I think that its pretty
watch and learn
put my hand on the trigger
pull it and earn
what I wanted it back
think I learned
shoot her 
shoot her
shoot her down
wouldn't know what to do but
talk her down
i think i wasted all i am now
I guess that its all my fault i tried
to shoot her
shoot her
shoot her
DOWN ! x24
shoulda called but i know you'll recognize
i got a lot to much that been on my mind I tried it
i know that you can tell me your alright
cause i been wasting all this time to think that im alive
and i don't care
left me outside of the comedown
when no ones ever even there
i know im not gonna feel how
how i am when im spilling all of this shit
i think its finally gon be how
i want to tell you who i am
but now im getting a way out
how i am when im spilling all of this shit?

and i think that its pretty
watch and learn
put my hand on the trigger
pull it and earn
what i wanted it back but
think iv learned
shoot her 
shoot her
shoot her down
it gets so loud
shoot her 
shoot her
shoot her down
just dont know how
cut me now
cut me now
i don't wanna figure this out
could be dead could be now!

keepsake

carbine

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